march 2024

• 1 | finally got my final offer, i was not happy with it because it was not what i was expecting but it was still 55% increase from my current salary, i spoke with my mom and my teammate and they all encourage me that it's up to me; i think it's a good career growth but is really career growth what i want? idk rn so to find out if it's for me, i accepted the offer
• 2 | claimed race kit w/ rica, ate at yabu, bought some cookies then went home
• 3 | lay on bed all day; played mobile games; watched random yt vids
• 4 | worked til 7pm; restarted watching big bang theory
• 5 | gave mama cash as her bday gift since she wants to buy a lot of things, she went to divi to have her necklace fixed; i ordered chowking for lunch; mama brought egg tarts from binondo; played ml w/ bro while we hear our neighbors having a fight at 1am lol
• 6 | mama's bday; bro bought cake; i bought pancit and bonchon; she got het new mics and sang karaoke all day; also gathered my reqs for new company
• 7 | went back to work; finally told my tl that i'm leaving, called ate denise and talked for about an hour about stuff; was so exhausted bcs of all the emotion and happenings; played ml w/ bro
• 8 | talked to our director; ate denise finally told nins that she's resigning too lol; they offered her a raise and promotion but i think it's too late; had a long talk w/ ate denise; was so drained the whole day
• 9 | lay on bed all day; did upwork; played mobile games; read books
• 10 | woke up at 2am for marathon; i left my bib & was not allowed to race huhu; it was still fun tho; rica went alone & got injured; ate hotdogs & got coffee then went home; grocery shopped w/ mama
• 11 | got a dentist apt; they restored 2 teeth & extracted 3 teeth i was traumatized huhu
• 12 | my gums hurt sooo much i wanted to cry; bought P10 recharge for ML w/ bro; ordered lomi bcos i can't eat anything other than soup
• 13 | still can't eat properly but at least my mouth is not too painful; bough mk knocked off watches w/ mama; ordered jabee for dinner; also withdrew my stocks w/ company it was so sad
• 14 | worked all day; minimal mouth pain but i was still afraid to eat super solid foods; mama cooked me ramen for dinner; please ml w/ bro; payday so paid our bills
• 15 | finally uploaded my resignation letter uwu; played ml w/ bro
• 16 | pretty much played ml all day & stayed on bed; was not doing okay mentally; had a lot of thoughts & not feeling okay; refused my friend's invite to hang out; been thinking about my own health before going to bed; got ramen's flea all over my room; sprayed alcohol at 1am everywhere
• 17 | was still not feeling okay; overthinking a lot of things; have no appetite to eat
• 18 | doing much better; used my stepper again; mama cooked pancit for bfast; finally got my gsop shared on my account & i'm so thankful
• 19 | my manager finally announced my resignation to the team; a lot of them reached out to me & it's touching knowing a lot of people will miss you
• 20 | ordered office blouses & trousers for my new work; can't believe my first day is almost here huhu
• 21 | ordered a new bag so impulsively huhu; it's okay it's for work
• 22 | had a team meeting for our departure but all we did was rant lol; got new trousers & i love them; a friend asked for 10k bcos she needed money; ordered korean food for dinner; something got stuck in my gums; tried to poke it but it kept on bleeding so had my bro checked it & it's just the bones sigh
• 23 | did my peme on the morning; proud of myself for doing all of it alone tho i did so before but it's kind of different since the pandemic; met up w/ rica; ate at frankie's for her 27th bday; ordered cake & drinks; got out hair done at a salon; took pictures at a self-studio w/ our pretty hairs
• 24 | lay around all day; played ml; mama bought mango shake & chicken burger for dinner
• 25 | started seriously fasting again; ordered a bunch of vitamins
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• 27 | received an email that i need to redo my cbc & urinalysis :(
• 28 | mama bought me buko juice
• 29 | been drinking buko juice first thing in the morning; also quit coffee and softdrinks for the mean time
• 30 | not feeling okay lately and i think i cried so much during the weekend
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