• persian cats with mushy faces.
  • press button, recieve bacon.
  • bing bong!
  • ding fries are done!
  • thinking about all of the above.
  • clever photos.
  • asofterworld.com
  • cheesey pick up lines.
  • jason mewes as jay.
  • men in dresses.
  • awkward moments (for other people).
  • the word boop.
  • the word goblet.
  • when you are so high you can't even talk coherently.
  • drunken jibbering.
  • slobber.
  • sneezing / hiccuping.
  • photobooth.
  • falling down.
  • making martha washington hair in the pool...
aug 16 2007 ∞
aug 16 2007 +
  • kim's slush.
  • rummy 500.
  • being ridiculous.
  • fall '03 - winter '04.
  • east boston.
  • cement garden.
  • fac.
  • g-field.
  • 25 annis street.
  • wax beans.
  • shows in the mv / southern new hampshire.
  • snhu.
  • twin lives.
  • ham and cheese.
  • my birthday '04.
  • math parties.
  • scout.
  • secret friends.
  • the trampoline.
  • webcam.
may 1 2007 ∞
may 1 2007 +
  • new computer!
  • disney movies.
  • being a movie star.
  • home.
  • the internet.
  • taking a break from the internet.
  • hair dye.
  • breaking hearts on the big screen.
  • 27s.
  • wishing i wasn't so tired.
  • switters.
  • not his huge balls.
  • not having phone numbers anymore.
  • i'm serious.
  • bye!
feb 27 2007 ∞
feb 27 2007 +
  • fake nails.
  • when the alarm clock goes off in the morning.
  • restricted telephone numbers.
  • being an hour t ride from school.
  • this bruise on my knee not healing.
  • car alarms.
  • showering.
  • everything costing so much money.
  • getting a flat tire, number three.
  • healthy food costing more than junk food.
  • alcohol having calories.
  • pot costing money.
  • resin making me tired.
  • time.
  • having no one to sleep next to.
  • people who talk to me when i don't want to talk to them.
  • drama.
  • love.
jan 29 2007 ∞
jan 29 2007 +
  • i always feel like i'm waiting for something.
  • what is it this feeling?
  • i wish i understood it.
jan 26 2007 ∞
jan 26 2007 +
  • i like to hang out.
  • i read some books.
  • i like tunes.
  • i'm so funny.
  • i don't care if you shower.
  • or if you wear the same clothes all the time.
  • i like to get high.
  • and drink 40s.
  • and eat pizza.
  • i get really into things and have good conversations.
  • i'll pick your nose. but not if it's all runny and gross.
  • i like to cuddle.
  • i'm good at making out.
  • i can rage.
  • i love naps.
  • i'm really nice.
  • i'm not clingy.
  • i'll jump in the pool with my clothes on....
jan 25 2007 ∞
jan 25 2007 +
  • melissa.
jan 24 2007 ∞
jan 24 2007 +
  • working is dumb.
  • i'm hungover.
  • sleeping is SO good.
  • my bed is the best.
  • i have a ridiculous bruise on my knee.
  • sleeping is way better thsn being awake.
  • i'm antisocial.
  • i'm tired.
  • i don't want to take the bus.
  • everything is better when i'm asleep.
jan 24 2007 ∞
jan 24 2007 +
  • they humor us and reply to our notes.
  • they write to us in lists.
  • they like high fives.
  • they like girl scout cookies.
  • they gave us one even though they are a "hot commodity."
  • they don't really use the internet.
  • they are really good at knocking.
jan 22 2007 ∞
jan 22 2007 +
  • smoke more.
  • eat pizza.
  • watch game shows.
  • holler out the answers.
  • toss things out the window.
  • dance party.
  • talk about elephants.
  • talk about pizza.
  • smoke more.
  • make noises.
jan 22 2007 ∞
jan 22 2007 +
  • i just wrote a whole personal journal entry about how i need to start making lists again.
  • it's a long story,
  • but i'm glad i remembered this website.
  • it's going to make keeping lists a whole lot easier.
  • i hope.
may 12 2008 ∞
may 12 2008 +
  • blacking out and fracturing my right hand.
  • no one knows how it happened.
  • going to th e.r. and getting a huge splint.
  • returning to the hospital and finding out i need surgery.
  • next week.
  • soon, a titanium plate and 4 screws will be holding my finger together.
  • i got a new splint and it's hurting my hand.
  • all because they did it wrong at the e.r.
  • it's the worst pain i've ever felt.
  • i have no pain killers and i can't get in touch with a doctor to prescribe me some.
  • my hand is constantly wet because this splint is making me sweat and it's disgusting.
may 3 2007 ∞
may 3 2007 +
  • i'm tired.
  • i'm sad.
  • i want to hide but there is nowhere to go.
  • i can't go home for the whole weekend because switters can't come and i have to hang out and take care of him.
  • i'm stressed.
  • i feel like i do so much for other people but never get anything in return. and that's not the point of doing things for others. but it's draining after awhile.
  • i don't want to turn 20.
  • i'm freezing.
  • my apartment is a mess and only i care but i'm at the point where i'm just not going to do anything anymore. things aren't just my responsibility.
  • i want a hug.
  • i wish my eyes were closed.
  • i'm doing this instead of going home.
mar 1 2007 ∞
mar 1 2007 +
  • nintendo wii.
  • not monkey wars.
  • us cooking mike dinner.
  • him actually cooking us dinner.
  • erin, rain, krystal, ashley, melissa.
  • five bedroom apartments in coolidge corner.
  • mental breakdowns.
  • kissing people and not remembering it.
  • no, not really.
  • tattoo ideas.
  • sleep.
  • probably looking for a new job.
  • trying to forget saturday night.
  • going to washington d.c. next weekend.
feb 5 2007 ∞
feb 5 2007 +
  • getting a rat today.
  • naming her switters.
  • having a clean apartment.
  • being so happy.
jan 26 2007 ∞
jan 26 2007 +
  • dudes with shaggy hair and scruffy faces.
  • dudes who are smart.
  • dudes who do things.
  • dudes who are tall.
  • dudes who get hie.
  • dudes who drink 40s and eat pizza.
  • dudes who play music.
  • dudes who dress like lumberjacks.
  • dudes with convictions.
  • dudes who like books.
  • dudes who hold hands.
  • dudes who like to dance in the streets.
  • dudes who will get grass stains.
  • dudes with friends.
  • dudes who like to go places.
  • dudes who stay up real late.
  • dudes who will kiss my forehead.
  • dudes who can rage.
  • dudes who are assholes.
  • dudes who motivate me.
jan 25 2007 ∞
jan 25 2007 +
  • cheese.
  • chips and salsa.
  • chicken.
  • soy milk.
  • granola bars.
  • peking raviolis.
  • italian bread.
  • juice.
  • oatmeal cream pies.
jan 24 2007 ∞
jan 24 2007 +
  • leave without saying bye.
  • let people draw on my face then hail hitler.
  • fall up brainerd.
  • fall asleep with clothes and shoes on and wake up wearing pajamas.
  • eat pasta.
  • make people say "omg i love kelsey" when playing kings.
  • fall on the floor.
  • eat melissa's cherrios
  • wish things were pizza.
  • ask melissa to makeout.
  • asking melissa to pack a bowl then procrastinate smoking.
  • stealing peoples drugs and thinking they're mine.
  • lolololololololol.
  • rofl.
jan 24 2007 ∞
jan 24 2007 +
  • reading on the train.
  • learning about africa.
  • upcoming trips to western massachusetts.
  • surprise visits.
  • visiting friends who live across the country.
  • feeling needed and wanted.
  • making people laugh.
  • craigslist personals.
  • water.
  • dance parties.
  • feeling like part of the city.
  • knowing my way around.
  • always finding things to add to this list.
jan 22 2007 ∞
jan 22 2007 +
  • the fire escape.
  • the hannibal lector tag in the basement.
  • neighbors.
  • writing letters to the neighbors.
  • the neighbor writing back.
  • throw up guy.
  • neighbors smoking weed and smelling it through the radiator.
  • video blogs.
  • the brokeback mountain poster.
  • all of the shits at the bottom of the fire escape.
jan 22 2007 ∞
jan 22 2007 +
  • take everything i ever did for you, all things, for granted.
  • including my family.
  • hang out with people who i'm no longer in touch with for various reasons out of spite, not because you really enjoy spending time with them.
  • prioritize fun over solid and lasting friendships.
  • go out of your way to hang out with someone who literally broke my heart.
  • wtf.
may 14 2007 ∞
may 14 2007 +
  • going to paper tonight even though it will make her cry because she might miss something important. aka seeing shitty people and who is fucking who and other things that are stupid and should be forgotten.
  • sleeping in methuen because everyone would kill her.
  • letting me make this list.
  • BEING DRUNK ALL THE TIME OMG.
  • we need to go to california right now.
mar 13 2007 ∞
mar 13 2007 +
  • she is really mean with me.
  • we talk to each other via the internet using the same computer when we are sitting next to each other.
  • she eats pizza with me.
  • she will watch spun with me every time we are hie even though that used to be like every day.
  • wax beans.
  • pom glasses.
  • she makes me lololol.
  • she is smart.
  • we both really want to be elephants.
  • we both have imaginary boyfriends and we make up scenarios involving them, weed, guitars, and pills.
  • she is theretherethere.
  • we leave parties together.
  • i love her and she loves me.
  • TAOO.
  • we change lyrics to songs to make them ab...
feb 5 2007 ∞
feb 5 2007 +
  • switters, duh.
  • going to see bob saget do stand up in april.
  • getting my third flat tire but never getting in an accident or getting a speeding ticket.
  • route 2.
  • rt. 9 diner.
  • the juke box.
  • ty and maudette.
  • making ty a cake that says "tytytyty" all over it and giving maudette juice boxes.
  • phi sigma kappa.
  • 40s.
  • blunts.
  • nintendo wii.
  • mario kart.
  • the attic.
  • the mattress in the chapter room.
  • disposable cameras.
jan 28 2007 ∞
jan 28 2007 +
  • my knee hurts.
  • there are so many things that i should be doing but i'm not.
  • i always sabotage myself.
  • i would enjoy someone to sleep next to on occasion.
  • i want to go to africa so badly and when people ask me why i have no solid answer. just this feeling.
  • i wish i could just do something.
  • forgetting is hard.
  • i'm tired.
  • of a lot of things.
  • in "ham on rye" all charles bukowski (well, his character) wanted to do was to be alone. to drink. to write. and to connect with people on various levels of intimacy. this is a trend in most of his novels. i find myself wanting this more often than not.
  • i wish i had more tom robbins books becau...
jan 25 2007 ∞
jan 25 2007 +
  • ty.
  • max.
  • maudette.
  • hana.
  • phi sig.
  • trees.
  • burritos.
  • rt. 9 diner.
  • air.
  • whoaaaa!!
  • beer.
  • hippie parties.
  • the roof of the fine arts center.
jan 25 2007 ∞
jan 25 2007 +
  • i am so funny.
  • melissa is so funny.
  • my knee hurts.
  • i want a kiss.
jan 24 2007 ∞
jan 24 2007 +
  • shaun.
  • rain.
  • erin.
  • melissa.
  • my stuffed animal bunny.
  • jason mewes.
  • leonardo dicaprio.
  • the lucky wah delivery guy.
  • all of the people who will get mad at me because i didn't include them on this list.
jan 23 2007 ∞
jan 23 2007 +
  • ratatat.
  • starbuck - moonlight feels right.
  • animal collective.
  • as i lay crying.
  • sean paul. on youtube.
  • aaron.
  • modest mouse.
  • bone thugs n' harmony - thug love.
jan 22 2007 ∞
jan 22 2007 +