• i'm tired.
  • i'm sad.
  • i want to hide but there is nowhere to go.
  • i can't go home for the whole weekend because switters can't come and i have to hang out and take care of him.
  • i'm stressed.
  • i feel like i do so much for other people but never get anything in return. and that's not the point of doing things for others. but it's draining after awhile.
  • i don't want to turn 20.
  • i'm freezing.
  • my apartment is a mess and only i care but i'm at the point where i'm just not going to do anything anymore. things aren't just my responsibility.
  • i want a hug.
  • i wish my eyes were closed.
  • i'm doing this instead of going home.
  • i have to drive home.
  • then find a place to park.
  • i have no money.
  • and no gas in my car.
  • i wish i had weed.
  • too bad i can't afford it.
  • i want to do so much and i wish i had people that would follow through when they say they will do things with me.
  • i'm sick of chasing people around.
  • i'd stop but then i'd be more lonely than i am now.
  • no one cares.
  • i don't care.
  • yah i do.
  • my hot chocolate wasn't even hot.
  • i don't know what i want for my birthday.
  • my birthday is going to suck.
  • i'm just going to want to sleep on my birthay.
  • i miss my dog.
  • i'm regretting and i hate that.
  • this is the 5th time my computer has ever been turned on and already it's fucked up.
  • i might start to cry in the campus center at umass boston.
mar 1 2007 ∞
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