- i'm tired. 
 
    - i'm sad. 
 
    - i want to hide but there is nowhere to go. 
 
    - i can't go home for the whole weekend because switters can't come and i have to hang out and take care of him. 
 
    - i'm stressed. 
 
    - i feel like i do so much for other people but never get anything in return. and that's not the point of doing things for others. but it's draining after awhile. 
 
    - i don't want to turn 20. 
 
    - i'm freezing. 
 
    - my apartment is a mess and only i care but i'm at the point where i'm just not going to do anything anymore. things aren't just my responsibility. 
 
    - i want a hug. 
 
    - i wish my eyes were closed. 
 
    - i'm doing this instead of going home. 
 
    - i have to drive home. 
 
    - then find a place to park. 
 
    - i have no money. 
 
    - and no gas in my car. 
 
    - i wish i had weed. 
 
    - too bad i can't afford it. 
 
    - i want to do so much and i wish i had people that would follow through when they say they will do things with me. 
 
    - i'm sick of chasing people around. 
 
    - i'd stop but then i'd be more lonely than i am now. 
 
    - no one cares. 
 
    - i don't care. 
 
    - yah i do. 
 
    - my hot chocolate wasn't even hot. 
 
    - i don't know what i want for my birthday. 
 
    - my birthday is going to suck. 
 
    - i'm just going to want to sleep on my birthay. 
 
    - i miss my dog. 
 
    - i'm regretting and i hate that. 
 
    - this is the 5th time my computer has ever been turned on and already it's fucked up. 
 
    - i might start to cry in the campus center at umass boston. 
 
  
            mar 1 2007 ∞
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