• I am (apparently) dead inside
  • the secure friendship network I built up to prevent the *my loneliness is palpable* thing seems to be dissolving
  • realistically, it's not going to change, I know all the grown up hc kids i London....
  • I don't really know what to do
  • I'm 29 in a month
  • I didn't know that not settling for someone who was at least a bit wrong meant I would be on my own for years.
  • It's 4am and I feel the need to write this list.....
aug 4 2006 ∞
mar 27 2007 +