- I am (apparently) dead inside
- the secure friendship network I built up to prevent the *my loneliness is palpable* thing seems to be dissolving
- realistically, it's not going to change, I know all the grown up hc kids i London....
- I don't really know what to do
- I'm 29 in a month
- I didn't know that not settling for someone who was at least a bit wrong meant I would be on my own for years.
- It's 4am and I feel the need to write this list.....
aug 4 2006 ∞
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