- I am (apparently) dead inside 
- the secure friendship network I built up to prevent the *my loneliness is palpable* thing seems to be dissolving 
- realistically, it's not going to change, I know all the grown up hc kids i London.... 
- I don't really know what to do 
- I'm 29 in a month 
- I didn't know that not settling for someone who was at least a bit wrong meant I would be on my own for years. 
- It's 4am and I feel the need to write this list..... 
         aug 4 2006 ∞
 mar 27 2007 +