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Euphoria

    • You are the sun that rose again in my life, the return of my childhood dreams
    • Did you, like I did, wander, looking for an erased dream? It’s different from a plain word like fate. You’re looking at the same place with me with a pain in your eyes. Won’t you please stay in dreams?

Trivia 起: Just Dance

    • I like the feeling of being together, with you. I like the dances we do together, with you
    • Following the rhythm of the music, just following how our bodies move, we’re shadows under the moonlight

Serendipity

    • The whole world is different from yesterday. It is so just because, just with your joy. When you called me, I became your flower
    • We bloom painfully, beautifully
    • The universe has moved for us. There wasn’t anything even slightly out of place. Our happiness has been destined, cuz you love me and I love you
    • Don’t be afraid and hold my hand. Now we are becoming us. Let me love you

Trivia 承: Love

    • Is this love? Sometimes I know, sometimes I don't
    • If it's love, I will love you
    • What would be it like if I leave? If I leave, would you feel sad? If it isn’t me, what would I be? Would it be that you, too, will eventually leave me?
    • Wish, wish, wish that comes and goes. I can only hope that you are not
    • Person, person, person, that will pass by. I can only hope that you are not
    • You’re my person, person, person. You’re my wind, wind, wind. You’re my pride, pride, pride. You’re my love (my love). One and only love (One and only love)

Intro: Singularity

    • A sound of something breaking-- I suddenly wake up from sleep. A sound full of unfamiliarity, I cover my ears but I can’t fall asleep
    • Have I lost myself or have I gained you?
    • Tell me, if my voice is fake, should I have not thrown myself away? Tell me, if even the pain is fake, what should I have done then?

Trivia 轉: Seesaw

    • In the beginning, well, it was fun. Just going up and down itself. Before we knew, we both became sick of meaningless waste of emotions
    • There has never been a paralleled balance from the beginning–-would that be why we were more eager to reach the balance?
    • Let’s not drag it on and do as we please. Let’s now make the decision whether to get off or not-- a repetitive seesaw game
    • How crafty the heart of a person is? Though we know one will get hurt if the other is not there, because we both don’t want to be the bad guy, we continue to awkwardly pass the buck and end up becoming exhausted, ironically reaching the paralleled balance. This is not the kind of balance that I wanted
    • If we didn’t have feelings for each other, if we didn’t think of each other, would we have dragged it on like this?
    • If you don’t have feelings for me anymore, being on this seesaw is dangerous, dangerous. Don’t think of me anymore
    • Someone has to get off this seesaw

Epiphany

    • I’m the one I should love in this world
    • Perhaps I’m a bit dull and imperfect. Perhaps people might not see my shy sparkle. But I’m me just as I am-- my arms, legs, heart, and soul that I have lived with until now

I'm Fine

    • Though my cold heart has forgotten how to call you, I’m not lonely– it’s okay, it’s okay. Though the darkness on a pitch-black night shakes my dream that is asleep, I’m not afraid– it’s okay, it’s okay
    • I’m just fine, all my pains, I can overcome them without you. I’m just fine, don’t worry because now I can smile
    • Our future will be full of joy. So set aside your worries and enjoy now. You’ve worked hard
    • Would it be visible to you as well, this dreary moonlight? Would it be audible to you as well, this faint echo?
    • I’ll say it to myself over and over, however many times. Even if I fall again, I’m fine

Answer: Love Myself

    • The wide growth ring in your life, that is also a part of you, that is also you. So let’s forgive yourself now. Our life is too long to be given up
    • Yesterday’s me, today’s me, tomorrow’s me-- without exception, all together, they are all me
    • But I don’t want to die anymore-- me, who was sad, me, who was hurt
    • Why do you keep trying to hide under your mask, when even the scars made by your own mistake mark your constellations
jun 23 2020 ∞
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