theo's note

• first of all, i would like to apologize for the shabby gift which technically you also will help in making.
• i'm not the best at being affectionate(?) in my gifts? but. i hope the little point of views help you in whatever they're supposed to help you with, i guess? HAHAHA.

here's my honest heart, for you.

grow old with:

• alex
• junyeol
• yoojin
• theo

grow old with:

• joshua
• jaeyeong
• thomas

junyeol's p.o.v. | song for thought

• i never thought i would ever make a home out of a person once again. i admit, at first, i enjoyed your attention since i haven't felt butterflies in my stomach for a while. i always wondered, 'is it even possible?' and yes, it is. you made it possible. i'll even admit that i'm rash when it comes to these things, perhaps that's the reason why my motto then was fight or flight. i'm sorry i scared you twice in the span of me being junyeol with joshua - once was when i brought you flowers and then suddenly i just disappeared for the day and then of course, when our second monthsary came. i never intended to scare you. i never intended to play your emotions then, nor will i ever intend to do so. the me then just happened to be a scared junyeol. i was afraid of being ghosted because frankly, whenever i grew attache...

(matured-ish) junyeol's p.o.v. | song for thought

• not gonna lie, the song highkey feels like some sort of disney movie aesthetics kind of song but anyway, i think this is the part where i've somewhat had an epiphany. jks. i'm kidding, but i think upon being junyeol once more, i came to a realization that i am indeed, truly madly deeply in love with you. and i'm not saying it for the sake of being cheesy or whatever but i am in love with you. from the way you spoil me rotten, to the way you care for me when it's midnight. i am in love with the way your face lights up when you talk about something important to you and something you're passionate about. i'm in love with the countless support you've given me and god, i swear, i will never forget the look on my mom's face when we had dinner over at my house but perhaps, i also won't forget that we fucked in my ...

yoojin's p.o.v. | song for thought

• this was a very interesting time frame because i was really questioning what went in our heads and by our, i really meant mine... from the amount of kinky fuckery we had and i never told you this, but. a part of me was actually afraid if i ever made you feel like i used you, for sex, from the amount of how often i asked for it and i worried if ever you thought that it was the only thing i had in my mind... and then the pregnancy bomb. i think i did that because i had a baby fever and thought 'why not?' and i truly do apologize if that made you taken aback. again, as i've said, i tend to be rash in these kind of things. if you think with your brain, i mostly think with my heart. if my heart says do it, then you can bet that i would do it. but honestly, everything that i do, it's all mainly because i love you. ...

theo's p.o.v.

• replace this text with your list

thomas' p.o.v.

• please fill in your most deep thoughts throughout your journey as thomas with theo. uwu