• “If I can entertain people, maybe I deserve to exist.”
  • “Who you deceive or betray is totally up to you. Do what you like. Just... forgive yourself. That’s what saved me.”
  • “Such tender places we create when we take what broke us and bend it into a better shape. The other day I watched her settle cookies into a pan. She looked at me and said: my daughter will never worry about what she eats. The other day I watched him pick up a cat so tenderly it immediately fell asleep. Half-crying he whispered: if only someone was this gentle to me.”
  • “I don’t care about living or dying or who’s just and who’s evil! I don’t even give a fuck about the corpse being a saint or whatever! I’m still ‘negative’! I want to get up to ‘zero’! If I can get the corpse, I can get my ‘negative’ back to ‘zero’!”
  • “I get it. This won't stop until I die. But when I die, I want it to hurt. When my friends leave, when I have to let go, when this entire town is wiped off the map, I want it to hurt. Bad. I want to lose. I want to get beaten up. I want to hold on until I'm thrown off and everything ends. And you know what? Until that happens, I want to hope again. And I want it to hurt. Because that means it meant something. It means I am something, at least... pretty amazing to be something, at least...”
jun 23 2019 ∞
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