• accept being bad at things (everyone has to start somewhere!)
  • and then work to improve the things i want to learn
  • be more disciplined (stop procrastinating!!)
  • learn and accept that i have a future (and start thinking about it)
  • start taking care of myself
jun 8 2020 ∞
sep 25 2020 +
list icon
  • poof; amy gerstler »
  • the last thing; ada limón »
  • to my oldest friend, whose silence is like a death; lloyd schwartz »
  • questions; rachel richardson »
  • this is not a small voice; sonia sanchez »
  • do not speak of the dead; cecilia llompart »
  • we have been friends together; caroline elizabeth sarah norton »
  • how i am; jason shinder »
  • i can give myself to her; yosano akiko »
  • in nunhead cemetery; charlotte mew »
  • turn me to my yellow leaves; william stanley braithwaite »
  • o morcego; augusto dos anjos »
  • tristeza; fagundes varela »
  • eu sei, mas não devia; marina colasanti »
  • on the hill side; radclyffe hall »
aug 25 2020 ∞
jul 10 2023 +
list icon

there are a lot of things in this world that happens beyond our control.

to us,

let us forgive ourselves.

(kim namjoon)

jan 10 2023 ∞
jan 11 2023 +

index: ↻ re-watched | ♡: favorite | ✴: watched with someone

january

    • 01┊ everything everywhere all at once (2022) ┊ ★★★★★ ✴♡
    • 13┊ saving face (2004)┊ ★★★★ ✴
    • 27┊ aftersun (2022)┊ ★★★✴

february

    • 14┊ puss in boots (2022) ┊ ★★★★ ✴
    • 24┊ your place or mine? (2023) ┊ ★★
    • 25┊ white chicks (2004)┊ ★★★✴
    • 28┊guillermo del toro’s pinocchio (2...
jan 6 2023 ∞
aug 22 2023 +

currently watching

    • the fabulous
    • summer strike
    • weightlifting fairy kim bok joo ⟳
    • beyond evil
    • king the land

finished

    • sweet home
    • yumi's cells 2
jan 6 2023 ∞
aug 22 2023 +

I, II, III, IV, V VI VII

    • 01.08┊reading jjk; csm; hannibal with camilla; women are my favorite guy; tiktok do jungkook; gyukook
    • 02.08┊cleaning the house; carne de panela; fiz pudim e sopa; o retrato de dorian gray; vitoria is here; singing in the mic; good omens with vitoria;
    • 03.08┊ going to the beach and having lunch with vitoria; padaria; chateada com julia; hannibal with camilla; nizar qabbani's poetry
    • 04.08┊jungkook's welive; i dont wanna work; suchwita with jin; a fanfic de andy;
    • 05.08┊aniv de perola; indo pra cristal; helping lorena; drinking with my family; i want go be tia
    • 06.08┊churrasco; vinho; a dificuldade com banheiro; it was nice; wanna go home; ...
aug 22 2023 ∞
aug 22 2023 +

ao3

  • we should be dancing in the sun | jikook »
  • message sending | junhao »
  • him | jikook »
  • friendly favours | jikook »
  • screwed up and brilliant | jikook »
  • excuse my bad handwriting | minwon »
  • seeds of a broken heart | jikook »
  • kind of a big deal | bokuaka »
  • night shift | bokuaka »
  • this thing called love comes crashing down | jikook »
  • the long way home | taejin »
  • as clear as the sun | taejin»
  • a sip of love | taejin »
  • in the darkness, your light | jikook »
  • don't forget | taejin »
  • come to bed, i'll be your girl | taejin»
  • a spell that reminds me of your name | jikook »
may 17 2020 ∞
apr 12 2023 +
list icon

then you hold life like a face

between your palms, a plain face,

no charming smile, no violet eyes,

and you say, yes, i will take you

i will love you, again

(the thing is; ellen bass)

jan 7 2023 ∞
jan 11 2023 +
    • days of being wild (1990)
    • chungking express(1994)
    • fallen angels (1995)
    • happy together (1997)
    • in the mood for love (2000)
    • 2046 (2004)
    • the hand (2004)
    • ashes of time redux (2008)
    • the grandmaster (2013)
apr 21 2023 ∞
nov 5 2023 +
list icon

books

currently reading :

      • frankenstein ; mary shelley
      • ceremony ; leslie marmon silko
      • the picture of dorian gray ; oscar wild;
      • this is how you lose the time war ; amal el-mohtar max gladstone ↻

finished :

    • rashomon ; ryunosuke akutagawa ┊★★★★
    • honeybee ; trista mateer ┊★★★½
    • i want to die but i want to eat tteokbokki ; baek se-hee┊★★½
    • dracula ; bram stoker ┊★★★½
    • in the kitchen: essays on food and life ┊★★★★
    • i who have never known men ; jacqueline harpman┊★★★

to be read :

jan 6 2023 ∞
aug 22 2023 +
list icon

if you're enjoying yourself, you will feel driven, and when you're driven, you will notice yourself naturally improving. just enjoy yourself.

(min yoongi)

jan 7 2023 ∞
jan 11 2023 +

tv shows

currently watching

    • what we do in the shadows
    • it's always sunny in philadelphia s4
    • the office s7 ↻
    • breaking bad s3
    • the bear s2
    • interview with the vampire

finished

    • the office (s1,2, 3, 4, 5 & 6) ↻
    • hannibal
    • atlanta s4
    • the bear
    • it's always sunny in philadelphia (s1,s2 & s3)
    • succession (s1, 2 & 3) ↻
    • the haunting of hill house ↻
    • breaking bad s1 & s2 ↻
jan 6 2023 ∞
aug 22 2023 +
list icon

sometimes, i’d feel restless, watching my friends go on far ahead of me… I soon realized that their pace was not my own. What held me together during those times was a promise I made with myself: “to take it slow.” I’d go at my own pace, steadily. if any of you feels lost in the face of doubt or uncertainty, or the pressure of starting anew, don’t rush. take a deep breath. you may find that any moment can be turned into an opportunity. allow yourself to take it easy. take it one step at a time

(kim seokjin)

jan 11 2023 ∞
jan 11 2023 +