• Black
• 90s kid
• Transmasculine (he/him)
• Overweight (260+ lbs.)
• Born and raised Muslim, no longer Muslim
• Suffers from major depressive disorder and hallucinations
• Suffers from suicidal ideation
• Is still discovering himself
• Is deeply interested in African spirituality, namely rootwork
• Is easily mistaken for a goth but is actually a metalhead
• Is painfully lonely

• I most likely don't want to be your "friend" unless you're comfortable with or want to talk about things I like, believe in, or write that will piss at least 95% of people, especially those here, off
• I am a smartass, snarky, somewhat cruel bastard who uses words like loaded guns
• I am a misanthropist; humankind can burn alive
• I like to speak in, quote, and title stories/chapters after song names or lyrics
• I believe we should redefine the definition of statutory rape
• I may come across as arrogant, snobbish, highly insensitive, and uncaring, and...I don't care
• I am a proshipper to the core ✌🏾
• I firmly believe in the separation of fiction and reality

In no specific order:

• Successfully create and operate my publishing company, Candelabræm Books
• Physically hold a hardcover copy of each of my books
• Break the expectations and pigeonholing within the publishing world
• Speak and write my favorite five languages fluently
• Punch a bigot, racist, molester, and/or Trump supporter in the face at least once
  • Bonus points: punch a Nazi
• Lose 100 lbs.
• Transition to my true identity and self

I write and am more than willing to talk about the natures of the following:

• Abuse (all of them)
• Anthropophagy
• Bestiality
• Chronophilias
• Graphic erotica
• Fetishes
• Gore
• Homoerotica
• Human/oid hermaphrodites
• Incest
• Maiesiophilia
• Male pregnancy
• Pederasty
• Polyamory
• Psychological horror and torture
• Rape
• Selfcest
• Vorarephilia (hardcore and softcore)

Please kindly go away if you can't even s...

• Metal
• Industrial
• Gothic rock
• Post-punk
• Electro-industrial
• Industrial metal
• Aggrotech
• Glitch-hop
• Electro-swing
• Folk metal
• Coldwave

• Keychains
• Playing cards
• Drinkware (Halloween, black, gothic, and "metal" themed)
• Bottle caps
• CDs
• Funko POP! figurines
• Pins (enamel and pinback)
• Memorabilia from my childhood
• Headphones
• Unique earphones