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Combine:
• 18 years of a sheltered upbringing
• 15 years of depression and nigh-unshakeable opinions
• ∞ cups of water
• A dash of stupidity
• 32 cups of possible immaturity
• Heaps of goddamned boredom into a viciously deep cycle of neuroticism, misanthropy, and suicidal ideation

And you churn out the sad excuse of a human who calls himself Mar.

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  • Black
  • 90s kid
  • Transmasculine (he/him)
  • Obese
  • Born and raised Muslim, no longer Muslim
  • Suffers from major depressive disorder and hallucinations
  • Suffers from suicidal ideation
  • Is still discovering himself
  • Is deeply interested in African spirituality, namely rootwork and hoodoo
  • Is easily mistaken for a goth but is actually a metalhead
  • Is painfully lonely
nov 9 2020 ∞
sep 21 2024 +
  • I most likely don't want to be your "friend" unless you're comfortable with or want to talk about things I like, believe in, or write that will piss at least 95% of people, especially those here, off
  • I am a smartass, snarky, somewhat cruel bastard who uses words like loaded guns
  • I am a misanthropist; humankind can burn alive
  • I like to speak in, quote, and title stories/chapters after song names or lyrics
  • I believe we should redefine the definition of statutory rape
  • I may come across as arrogant, snobbish, highly insensitive, and uncaring, and...I don't care
  • I am a proshipper to the core ✌🏾
  • I firmly believe in the separation of fiction and reality
nov 9 2020 ∞
feb 18 2024 +

In no specific order:

  • Successfully create and operate my publishing company, Candelabræm Books
  • Physically hold a hardcover copy of each of my books
  • Break the expectations and pigeonholing within the publishing world
  • Speak and write my favorite five languages fluently
  • Punch a bigot, racist, molester, and/or Trump supporter in the face at least once
    • Bonus points: punch a Nazi
  • Lose 100 lbs.
  • Transition to my true identity and self
nov 9 2020 ∞
feb 18 2024 +
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I write and am more than willing to talk about the natures of the following:

  • Abuse (all of them)
  • Anthropophagy
  • Bestiality
  • Chronophilias
  • Graphic erotica
  • Fetishes
  • Gore
  • Homoerotica
  • Human/oid hermaphrodites
  • Incest
  • Maiesiophilia
  • Male pregnancy
  • Pederasty
  • Polyamory
  • Psychological horror and torture
  • Rape
  • Selfcest
  • Vorarephilia (hardcore and softcore)

Please kindly go away if you can't even so much as handle the mere discussion of "...

nov 9 2020 ∞
jul 15 2024 +
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  • Metal
  • Industrial
  • Gothic rock
  • Post-punk
  • Electro-industrial
  • Industrial metal
  • Aggrotech
  • Glitch-hop
  • Electro-swing
  • Folk metal
  • Coldwave
nov 9 2020 ∞
jan 28 2024 +
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  • Keychains
  • Playing cards
  • Drinkware (Halloween, black, gothic, and "metal" themed)
  • Bottle caps
  • CDs
  • Funko POP! figurines
  • Pins (enamel and pinback)
  • Memorabilia from my childhood
  • Headphones
  • Unique earphones
  • Bookmarks
nov 9 2020 ∞
oct 7 2024 +