• don't hurt yourself - anger: if it's what you want, i can wear her skin over mine. her hair over mine. her hands as gloves. her teeth as confetti. her scalp, a cap. her sternum, my bedazzled cane. we can pose for a photograph! all three of us. immortalized. you, and your perfect girl. i don't know when love became elusive. what i know is: no one i know has it. my father's arms around my mother's neck, fruit too ripe to eat it. i think of lovers as trees, growing to and from one another. searching for the same light. why can't you see me? (why can't you see me?). everyone else can.
• sorry - apathy: what are you going to say, now that you've killed me? here lies the body of the love of my life, whose heart i broke without a gun to my head. here lies the mother of my children, both living and dead. rest in peace, my true love, who i took for granted. most bomb p*ssy, who because of me, sleep evaded. her god was listening....

• cassiana, 21. ela/dela.
• 22.02.2002.
• sol em peixes, lua em gêmeos, asc em sagitário.
  • mercúrio em aquário, marte em áries, vênus em peixes.
• mbti: esfj (cônsul)
• eneagrama: 2w1
• temperamento: sanguíneo-melancólico.

i can't be a singular expression of myself, there's too many parts, too many spaces, too many manifestations, too many lines, too many curves, too many troubles, too many journeys, so many mountains, so many rivers, so many.

• all about love, bell hooks (61%)
• sociedade paliativa, byung chun-han
• o mundo se despedaça, chinua achebe
• água-viva, clarice lispector
• a paixão segundo g.h., clarice lispector
• perto do coração selvagem, clarice lispector
• as veias abertas da américa latina, eduardo galeano
• woman at point zero, nawal el saadawi
• the robber bride, margaret atwood (61%)
• fio de missangas, mia couto
• a insustentável leveza do ser, milan kundera
• pachinko, min jin lee
• conversations with friends, sally rooney
• normal people, sally rooney
• tudo de bom vai acontecer, sefi atta

• tomar suplemento de ferro em jejum
• ferro é melhor absorvido com vitamina C: tomar um comprimido antes do almoço
• cafeína e laticínios prejudicam a absorção de ferro: acabou a palhaçada de cafezinho depois do almoço
• café tem muitos oxalatos, que aumentam a propensão a cálculos renais
• chá de gengibre com açafrão é anti-inflamatório, dá pra substituir o café (em dias alternados pra não morrer de tristeza)
• arroz e macarrão integrais