5 things. pretty much all you need to do for this is write five things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about.

ʚ september

• 08/09: drive thru mc donalds, saw my friend, bap member under investigation for sexually harassing a woman
• 09/09: himchan being investigated, stress, trying to calm down
• 10/09: mood swing, need to talk about cyclothymia with my psychologist
• 11/09: went to drive thru with my parents
• 12/09: daehyun singing, junhong ig live, hyuna and edawn kicked out of cube ent
• 14/09: took grandpa to the nutricionist, bangdae interaction
• 15/09: tough day, grandpa hospitalized, swallowing all my feelings
• 16/09: cleaned the house, mom came home to get some sleep
• 17/09: video call with grandpa
• 18/09: home alone, video call with grandpa
• 19/09: anxiety attack, caught a bus on my own for the first time
• 20/09: anxiety attack, old lady on the bus
• 21/09: stress, anxiety attack, talked a lot with lay
• 22/09: stress, a man at the supermarket tought that i was my stepfather's gf
• 23/09: slept at the hospital, i took care of grandpa
• 24/09: exhausted, a boy called me pretty
• 25/09: english exam, teacher said that my pronunciation is great, i should talk more at the english class, pastel
• 26/09: grandpa was discharged from the hospital, chuchu bought food to me and mom
• 27/09: tough day, grandpa is getting tired, mom's laugh
• 28/09: my stepfather bought my fav ice cream, received a lot of love from a mutual ♡
• 29/09: nothing special
• 30/09: another tough day taking care of grandpa, mom and i we laughed a lot, dri and i arguing about politics, my guild on top 8 for the first time ever

ʚ october

• 01/10: hi october, downtown with mom, bought some clothes, gift to my stepfater, study for the english exam
• 02/10: exhausted, stepfather's bday, study for the english exam, lots of laughs after the exam, mood swing
• 03/10: mom's bday, junhong misses babyz, mood swing, period
• 04/10: sleepy af, housework, heavy menstrual flow, low back pain
• 05/10: woke up late, big mouth season 2, low back pain again
• 06/10: sleepy, gave grandpa a bath, stepfather bought food, cousin's visit
• 07/10: arguing abt politics at 3am, disappointed, yongguk's ig update, voted for the first time, headache, very worried, himchan edited out of the traince, stressed
• 08/10: took grandpa to the doctor, sleepy af, big mouth
• 09/10: had a nightmare, dri came here, finished my tcc
• 10/10: went to my old school, saw my school friends, laughs
• 11/10: arguing abt politics, stress, headache
• 12/10: woke up late, dri came here, garlic bread
• 13/10: mom bought cake, me freaking out on twitter
• 14/10: my bday, junhong's bday, wishes, i went out with my friends, we drunk for the very first time, laughs, i need to pee!, me telling my friend that i wasn't drunk
• 15/10: tough day, took grandpa to the doctor, tired, sleepy, had a nightmare
• 16/10: a friend came here but i was sleeping, really tired, english class, laughs
• 17/10: grandpa's nutricionist, laughs
• 18/10: mom called me 'cold', don't want kids for sure
• 19/10: cousin came here, lazy day, videos
• 28/10: elections, our president is a fascist/homophobic/racist, frustrated, i think my bff is homophobic, disappointed, need to cry but i won't, my heart feels heavy
• 29/10: me and mom went to get info abt my college application, beautiful houses, thinking abt my future, i want to be successful so badly but i don't have faith in myself, disappointed with people that i know, afraid
• 30/10: english class, blue lollipop, tired, dancing in front of the mirror
• 3110: sleepy, a friend came here, talked abt how much we have changed

ʚ november

• 01/11: sleepy, b.a.p the recollection, happy, twitter, babyz.
• 02.11: cramps, back pain, tired, want to sleep, sunny day.
• 03/11: hungry, bread, mrs. beat - zelo, proud, dancing.
• 04/11: anxiety, crying at 1 am, a mess, enem, period.
• 05/11: woke up early, tired, back pain, new listography, good day.
• 06/11: lazy, english class, sleepy, talked a lot, funny
• 07/11: music, 2am rain, slow internet speed, shocked, thoughts.
• 08/11: rain, slow internet speed, proud of bia, talks, thoughts.
• 09/11: woke up late, bia, laughs, happy, heart shaker - 트와이스.
• 10/11: anxiety, sad, tired, fermata - 비에이피, music.
• 11/11: bad day, disappointed, sad, stressed, tired.
• 12/11: in love w/ min yoongi, lazy, thoughtful, fun, okay.
• 13/11: grandpa, missed the eng test, worried, music, stressed.
• 14/11: mood swing, confused, sad, doubtful, thoughts.
• 15/11: good mood, housework, alone, summer playlist, playing music.
• 18/11: alone, housework, okay, nothing special, hungry.
• 19/11: stuffy nose, neck pain, mom's toast, messy hair, aggie.
• 20/11: fine, sleepy, dri's visit, tired, moody.
• 21/11: mato family, laughs, exercising, gas pain, mood swing.
• 22/11: anxiety, cheerful, freaking out, first panic attack, lo.
• 23/11: anxiety, not okay, embarassed, sad thoughts, quiet.
• 24/11: procrastinating, moody, breaking bad, housework, hot shower.
• 25/11: sleepy, moody, cried, research abt panic attacks, tired.
• 26/11: first college class, anxiety, sleepy, twitter, aggie.
• 27/11: 屋顶着火 - victoria, worried, english class, fun, stylish.
• 28/11: morning anxiety, ashamed, tired, melancholy, pimple.
• 29/11: anxiety, singing, afraid, proud of myself, happy.
• 30/11: energetic, housework, exercises, darkness rises, food.

ʚ december

• 01/12: welcome december, feelings, music, happy, mmorpg.
• 02/12: lolli, twitter, aesthetics, lasagna, good mood. ♡
• 03/12: grandpa, sleepy, drowsiness, tired, studying.
• 04/12: cramps, back pain, lolli, sleepy, english exam.
• 05/12: ashamed, lies, crying, downtown, anxiety medication.
• 06/12: stomach pain, disappointed, failure, thoughts, chamomile tea.
• 07/12: laziness, cramps, chamomile tea, makeup, twitter.
• 08/12: woke up late, chocolate cake, puffy eyes, angry, impatient.
• 09/12: good mood, shopping, dragon shirt, mom, pizza. ♡
• 10/12: nervous, last english class, exam, laughs, anxious.
• 11/12: medicine, lunch, miserable, bathroom, tears.
• 12/12: chocolate cake, good mood, tumblr, wallpapers, netflix.
• 13/12: mood swing, excited, twitter, aesthetic, photoshop.
• 14/12: anxiety, guilty, whatever, tears, lonely.
• 15/12: supermarket, laughs, mood swing, superbeewhy, tea.
• 16/12: party cake, housework, thoughts, tired, twitter.
• 17/12: diarrhea, anxiety, rain, muscular pain, cherry by lana del rey.
• 18/12: nervous, laughs, talkative, horny, dance.
• 19/12: sleepy, anxiety, tears, miserable, quiet.
• 20/12: anxiety, tears, tired, instagram, miserable.
• 21/12: bad mood, sleepy, grandpa, guilty, fast food.
• 22/12: instagram, mom, tumblr, b.a.p, all stars.
• 23/12: the fame monster, long shower, relaxing, happy, 90s.
• 24/12: xmas eve, housework, quiet, moody, food.
• 25/12: sleepy, twitter, ddaeng, laughs, game.
• 28/12: bad mood, tears, strange man, giveaways, all stars 4.