- i am so tired of feeling so tired, all the time. and today, it's not even just a desire for sleep; the weariness is a tangible (yet empty?) pain. is this ache where my soul is? 
- i feel like i am far too fickle. and i feel things--they would be simple and shallow for other people--entirely too deeply. 
- notice me notice me notice me ... or is it simply not to be? 
- i carry melancholy in my heart and in my thoughts today. 
- oh, with all my soul, i wish to be a dryad. i want to live in a tree: i would dance in the forest and hope that no-one breaks off the key. 
- these days leave my skin smelling of paint. 
- i want a copy of katrina vandenberg's atlas. 
- and charles baudelaire's on wine and hashish. 
         apr 20 2011 ∞
 may 2 2011 +