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december

time flies... · begining the month with a huge desire to kill myself ·i can't live without male validation. jesus. · feeling better i love jesus · m is so pretty:( · that royalist right winged dude that was so damn nice with me i can't believe it jesus · reading the virgin suicides at school is something else i swear man · obssesed with bonnie lisbon now · i'm so close to killing myself LMAO not even funny anymore · so many things to do and to think about and i don't have the strenght to do so. · meryem allah :((( allah y rahmo · discrovered many good songs!! · GOING TO TURKEY??????? · OUAIS LA FRANCE OUAIS · not going to turkey lol · LA FRANCE EN FINALEIITOHEEHR · last day of school was pure shit... i was so sad all alone· france lost worldcup i'll never recover from this game... wanna die · IM GONNA MISS MY BOYS SO MUCH · jesus <3 mother mary <3 · christmas <3

november

let's be happy and healthy this whole month challenge :) · MIRACULOUS S5 OMG MARICHAT i watched that ep in the morning and couldn't breathe · civilisation deluxe edition <3 · damn. so many things happening. don't fall again in the same mistake · ONLY GOD <3 · i love my friends !! · rain ???? sm rain ??? · nah j with his beard i could die of love · m just keep touching my foot... wtf. · blondie sat next to me and talked to me and i hate it so so so so much i hate everything about him i don't even want to be next to me · MY BIRTHDAY WAS AMAZING JESUS IM SO THANKFUL I ADORED THAT DAY SM · guys. blondie grabbed my hands monday????? wtf??????? and was talking to me said he thought we were friends and i was kind and shit. LMAOOO like i would believe him.. · problem is : kinda crushing on a guy (m) LMAOOOOOOOO · feeling like shit · LE FOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT LES BLEUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS · this world cup makes me sooo happy!!!! sadness

october

i want him so bad.... · this blondie guy that just keep looking at me all the time????? get out · i hate my nose so so so much i'm so ugly · blondie wants to fuck with me i suppose. well he can go to hell i wish to slit his throat <3 · dummy is acting weird i'm feeling bad · TIRED OF THE WHOLE HOUSE LOOKING AT MY NOTES AND SONGS I HATE THEM ALL !!!!!! · monday i'm sure dummy talked about me to his friends cause then he was distant and shit well fuck you today he was again as usual ??????? i'm getting crazy · deftones <3 · blondie............... · i want to kms and i did sh again:/ · spent 4 hours next to blondie and his friends and it was actually pretty fun!!!! still hate myself · well he hates me after those 4 hours LOL · he actually don't look nor want me anymore, the exact moment when i fell again OFC · he hates me · j haircut<3 HE's super cute · blondie look like a german soldier HE'S SUPER HOT · got back with JESUS no men in my life please· watched miraculous s5 and OMG that love triange reverse is killing me · adrien in love :( <3

september

bts but OMG there was that cute guy and then he left i was like NOOOOOOO YOU'RE MY ONLY HOPE · rewatched the virgin suicides and once again all i want is to write a random boy's name on my panties. · i literally saw cutie guy everyday...... but i''ll just threw out the love of my dreams OFC · ACTUALLY NO BBY MAY LIKE ME BACK ????? GOOOSHHHH ?????? · zevent <3 <3 · OMG DJ PAYOU ?????? · 10M for the last it was amazing i can't go to sleep · omg zayn's music is actually amazing i swear!!!!!! i'm obssesed!!!!! · so confused about baby boo.. actually i'm so ugly there's no way he was smiling at me.. sad... · makes me sadder bc he wore vans with a black ouftit. goshhh<3 · i'm so sad... it's friday and i screwed it up... i hate me i'm so ugly · well....i was next to him for a second but then he left, maybe he hates me or something lol · WELL I SAW HIM SEARCHING FOR ME SAY YES TO HEAVEN OR SOMETHING IDK · the driver era new album is good !!! btw found sometime last night at 1e AIHEFOIZFHZEFH · he was next to me and i acted as if he didn't existed he was surely hurt i want to kill myself so bad. i wish i could've smiled to him....... · i acted jaleous as if i was his gf lmao wake up gurl look at yourself in a mirror you're ugly · had such a good sleepover, thanks god <33333

august

thinking hard about thorn.... help... · started the boys 2 ! · lena's vlog · lpm 4 is going to be sad help. · THEY HAD SEX AGAIN I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE · thornie baby i love you more than anything in that golden/white suit <3 · am i having a crush on buckhead or should i seak therapy ? · mcr <3 · started duy beni and it's lit ! · thorn cried. what do you want from me now i'm not okay at alL · FUCKING OBSSESED WITH TEEN THORN AAH<333 · ok the Other destroyed la Bonne Famille... · duy beni is so good !! · OCTAVIO??? give me my baby back i'm begging!!!!! · in my turkey x russian era · duy beni is so so good i can't!!! · watched rocky and i'm in love with that movie fr · the matrix is amazing i'm in love with neo · omgomgomg ask 101 is so so good, sinan be my boy <3 · saw little boy samuel<3 · ask 101 is so good!!!!!! the song from the show are amazing<3 · i'm so motivated for school !!!!!!!!! · getting back with God, i feel fearless :) · literally going CRAZY over ask 101 i mean SINAN WOULD YOU MARRY???? ISIK MY DAUGHTER I LOVE EM!!!! all of em, they're my everything i love each of them so so much!!!

july

ST PART 2 STEVE PLEASE DON'T GOOOOO MY BBY!!!!!!! · STV2 IS JUST AMAZINGGGGG MAX EDDIE BYLER OLLLAAA ·in my byler era leave me alone · my heart burns of hapiness and excitement for st and byler omg...... <3 · exam is passed i'm finally free <3 · ppl going on vacation at home,,, i'm tired · kaamelott<3 lancelot crush era · sarah sparks <3 · THOOOOOOOOOOOOOORNNNNNNNNNNNNNN KISSING OPHELIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I'M GOING CRAZYYYYYYYYY · started the boys ! · horty !! · lmao ophelie is actually god · phoebe bridgers<3 · THORN AND OPHELIE HAD SEX ARE YOU KIDING ARE YOU FUCKING KIDING ME I WILL NEVER RECOVER FRROM THIS DO YOU HEAR ME ?????? 56 ^^ · started lpm4 <3

june

i've been doing sh again:( · st4<3 · twin fantasy !!! · started talking to isaac on ig the 06/06, he became a good friends :) · end of school....... · the strokes makes me happy · end of school... i'm feeling weird · FAROUK MY BB · FRENCH FIRST EXAM IS FUCKING PASSED YAY I RUINED IT !!!!!!!! · rewatching st and it's so freaking lit · in my aesthetic era my pinterest, listo, tumblr are PERFECTLY beautiful i feel healed lol · being happy in this house is impossible · st rewatchhhhh

may

started brigerton s2 i'm obssesed!!! · bought room on fire i'm soo happy!!! · KATHONY IN THE NAME OF GOD SKSKSKSKSK · i fucking love writting these days but what i write is pretty violent ? · brigerton bridgerton bridgerton bridgerton omg · ANTHONY OMG ILYSM ILYSM · i finished bridgerton my life has no freaking meaning · literally starting bridgerton s1 when i already watched s2 · WTFFFF TF IS WRONG WITH BRIDGERTON S1 LMAOOOOO · my mind is too noisy i feel terrible ?? · officially finished bridgerton :) · when the sun hits <3 · back to school. ew. · started reading la passe miroir WHICH IS AMAZING · started listening to tally hall ! ·i love my friends · those spectacle at school are so cool !! · I'M SO IN LOVE WITH THORN HELP HELP OMGGG · la passe miroir is sooooo good ???? it gives me sm comfort and peace i literally think of it when i feel like dying · i love my friends sm help <33333 · ily ella :( · finally passed that mf french exam and it went well thx god ! STRANGER FUCKING THINGS ??????? EP4 WAS COMPLETLY LITTTT · "running up that hill" my new fav song bye

april

so there's that deadass..... · pixel war omg · zlan!!! · finished stendhal :( · obssesed with yuta okkotsu and i don't even know that guy lmao · slowdive !! · going to rome soon omg <3 · the weather is sooo nice · julian casablanas = my newest obssesion :) · going on walk with family is quite great (i literally forgot how it was like to go outside BC IM A FING NERD I STAY AT HOME ALL THE TIME) · "room on fire" is such an incredible album wow · "down on the west coast..." wow i love this song... · omg i'm at rome it's amazing !!!! · went to the vatican and bought a new cross pendant which is sooo pretty · i love spy x family !! · virgin suicides is amazing

march

the odyseum date w friends !!!!<3 · jeff buckley my beloved (discovered 04 march?) · grace, jeff buckley live version · great lent !!!!!! · actually feel like i'm crazy · demon slayer is actually great ! · OMG 123 AND 130 IS GOING TO BE ANIMATED IN THE SAME EPISODE IM CRYING · in love with giyu tomioka haha finally a demon slayer's crush · the mood is all about : HEL STFU FOR A MINUTE LMAO PLS · "he is in my eyes, he is in my ears, he is in my blood, he is in my tears" <3 · eren's birthday !!! · nct dream cb <333 · the return of the past · today is last snk's episode day. let me die in peace

february

crying w friends is a mood · ange is watching snk, it's lit · COMPLETLY obssesed w jaden's music and human · studying so hard omg (date at the library is lit) · bac blanc + geopo thing... omg... · eren mym beloved <3 · NORMAL PEOPLE !!! · jardin des plantes date <3 · mitski, billie marten, clairo · sobriety and simplicity everywhere (mostly in the room by sourting out <3 · ashley lee videos !

january

nct dream <3 · loving to discover new music! · fallen angels <3 · john mayer · snk p2 coming ! · snk p2 omg !!!!!! ( eren honey) · beige aesthetic <3 · pinterest · friends and laughing w them is great :-) · created my priv ig for me and fwends ! · watched gekijo IT'S LIT · willow + jaden's music <3