- it's unnatural for me to be the primary communicator
- rose quartz and amethyst (they are in love)
- pictures of myself make me immediately suicidal but not in a bad way
- i stopped eating but nothing ever changes
- i am not one to assign meaning to the meaningless
- i'm more present than i've ever been before
- i'm more depressed than i've ever been before
- sex as self harm
- more comfortable being alone but that comes from a place of necessity
- i have $432 for six weeks
- $391 for five weeks
- $331 for four weeks
- everything we were was in real life
- i dont know how to maintain without being near
- i'm scared that being together will be overwhelmed by your regret
- trying to stop texting bc being the only one makes me want to die
- but i miss you
- my cactus is growing straight again
- glued-on flowers are evil incarnate and i cant articulate why
- i took two midterms yesterday and did fine but fine is inconsistent
- have to do two site visits --> research papers --> reflective papers --> presentations
- i understand the value of discomfort but not of panic
- the clocks chime at :10 and :45
- it only rains when i dont have class
- going home this weekend but ive got
- to visit family
- to visit j
- home is meaningless now
- not to be a fall out boy song but theres been nothing for me there since 2012
- cigarette after sex! classic
oct 6 2016 ∞
nov 12 2016 +