• joseph brodsky
• leo tolstoy
• erich maria remarch
• frederic beigbeder
• ernest hemingway
• fredrick nietzche
• ray bradbury
• jean paul sartre
• mark twain
• henry miller

• Nutrition
  • No food after 6 on days off
  • No food after 7 on work days
  • If out for dinner after 7, stick to healthier, smaller portions
  • No crisps
  • No mayo
  • No ketchup
  • Chocolate in moderation
  • No pastry stuff
  • Less meat more veg
  • Snacks only include fruit, nuts
  • No more instant noodles
  • no fast food, burgers, NO MORE BURGER KING!!!!!!!!!!
  • on days off, in the mornings, coffee only
  • on work days, coffee, fruit, cereals in the morning
  • drink lots of water

• buffalo 66

• when i eat it is the food that's scared
• if you have a hunchback just throw a little glitter on it honey and go dancing

• writing
  • publish at least one novel / a book of poetry / a study
• acting
  • work with christian bale
• photography
  • have someone buy at least one of my photos

• amelie
• belle du jour
• dogtooth
• even dwarves started small
• fata morgana
• heart of glass
• heat
• inglorious basterds
• lord of war
• mr deeds
• nowhere boy
• running with scissors
• the birds
• the darjeeling limited
• the enigma of kasper hauser
• the naked gun
• the new world
• the road
• twin peaks
• vertigo
• watchmen

• the outsiders (re-read)
• of human bondage by w. somerset maugham
• high fidelity by nick hornby
• Arthur Rimbaud, “A Season in Hell”

• i'm not there ost (rel. october 30, 2007)
• my blueberry nights ost (rel. april 1, 2008)
• in the mood for love
• lost in translation
• adventureland

• a star on my wrist
• lots of little stars on my wrist
• lots of little stars on my left shoulder
• quote on my thigh - "On soft Spring nights I'll stand in the yard under the stars. Something good will come out of all things yet - And it will be golden and eternal just like that - There's no need to say another word."
• "Don't think twice, it's all right." - lower back
• "I'M NOT THERE" - wrist

• kasabian
• the vaccines
• broken social scene
• crystal castles
• band of horses
• incubus
• the last shadow puppets
• the libertines
• the wipers
• the cure
• bloc party
• deaf sty
• passion pit
• mat kearney
• middle brother
• the band
• the national
• city and colour
• aiden grimshaw
• cocteau twins
• hot chip

• I'll cry about this, and hide my cuckled eyes, as you come off all concerned. And I'll find no solace in your poor apology. In your regret that sounds absurd.
• Broken Promise
• And don't let me down like you let me down before
• Space Monkey
• Just one more round before we’re through. More psychedelic yuppie flu, It’s such a silly thing to do. Now we’re stuck on rewind.
• The call to arms was never true. I’m medicated, how are you?Let’s take a dive swim right through sophisticated points of view.
• Follow The Cops Back Home
• Reminds me of the second time that I followed you home
• We're running out of alibis, on the second of May. Reminds me of the summertime, o...

• american psycho - brett easton ellis
• big sur - jack kerouac
• on the road - jack kerouac
• post office - charles bukowski
• lolita - nabokov
• ham on rye - charles bukowski
• glamorama - bret easton ellis
• the late hector kipling - david thewlis
• eleven minutes - paulo coelho

• theselby
• wishwishwish
• lacendcake
• parkandcube
• muchlove
• drifterandthegypsy

• tumblr nobody's daughter
• facebook
• lastfm
• fanpop
• vkontakte
• twitter

• misery
• pulp fiction
• pan's labyrinth
• die hard
• planes & trains and automobiles
• young adult
• the mist
• the boat that rocked
• the loved ones

• vitamin c
• chicken, turkey, salmon
  • go easy on red meat and prawns
• take regular walks
• 8 glasses of water per day
• cut down on coffee
• 7 hours of sleep each night!
• brush teeth twice a day
• use hand sanitizer
• say no to stress
• have sex
• do things that make you happy
• cut down on smoking
  • 4 cigarettes a day (for now!!)
• antioxidants
• apricots, broccoli, beets, spinach, green peppers, tomatoes, corn, and carrots (beta carotene)
• berries, broccoli, nectarines, oranges, s...

• get a flickr account
• edit all photos
• sort photos into categories
• start a photography based website
• start a blog
• look over my poetry
• write novel quicker

• margaret attwood, the handmaid's tale
• mary gaitskill, bad behaviour
• renata adler, speedboat
• angela carter, the bloody chamber
• rachel kushner, the flamethrowers
• lorrie moore, self help
• Lidia Yuknavitch, Dora: A Headcase
• edith wharton, the house of mirth
• colette, the complete claudine
• rosie schaap, drinking with men
• eileen myles, inferno
• david sedars, me talk pretty one day
• gabriel garcia marquez, one hundred years of solutude
• jacqueline susann, valley of the dolls
• jonathan frenzen, freedom
• jonathan tropper, this is where i leave you
• gillian flynn, gone girl
• rainbow rowell, attachments
• anna karenina, leo tolstoy

• wes anderson
• woody allen
• wong kar wai

• Will someone please pass me the fucking asparagus?
• American Beauty
• Our lives are perfect. We have no complaints and plenty of money.
• Gilmore Girls
• I would rather waltz naked through the fires of hell.
• Without A Clue
• Oh, we all like motorcycles to some degree.
• Bob Dylan
• I don't know. I was all high.
• Friends
• Baby, did you forget to take your meds?
• Placebo
• Oh, the boy's a slag.
• Arctic Monkeys
• Better sexy and racy than sexist and racist.
• Stephen Fry

• "i'm gonna try to play 'rape me' on the ukelele"
• "is it possible to catch bleeding gums?"

• if the next two words out of your mouth aren't "see ya" then the third will be "oh my god my crotch, you punched me in the crotch"

perry cox

• he's so damned nice, and he's so awful. he's my sort of thing.

ernest hemingway

• just give me money and i'll do shit for you

the shining

• and I can’t sleep without your breathing and I can’t breathe each time you’re leaving.

placebo, english summer rain

• it's when you hide things that you choke on them.

• "On soft Spring nights I'll stand in the yard under the stars. Something good will come out of all things yet - And it will be golden and eternal just like that - There's no need to say another word." -Jack Kerouac (Big Sur)
• "It is my belief... that the truth is generally preferable to lies." -J K Rowling (HP and the Goblet of Fire)
• "One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple." -Jack Kerouac (Dharma Bums)
• "I feel guilty for being a member of the human race." -Jack Kerouac (On The Road)
• "Will you love me in December as you do in May?" -Jack Kerouac (The Town and the City)
• "It’s a wonder I’m even alive. Sometimes I think that. I think that I can’t believe I haven’t killed myself. But there’s something in me that just keeps g...

• 24
• alias (BRADLEY COOPER!!!)
• dead like me
• dexter
• lie to me
• parks and recreation
• six feet under
• sports night
• summer heights high
• supernatural
• that 70s show
• twin peaks
• bad education
• community
• american horror story
• breaking bad

• acting
• screen writing
• writer
• escorting
• secretary
• author
• columnist
• photography
• musician
• waitress
• bartending
• private detective (assistant)
• reviewer
• fashion
• masseuse

• lose 15 kilos (2st 5lb) by 1st march (extended - 1 may)
• read more (at least 1 book per month)
• be more sexually active
• find a nice boyfriend
• write more
• go to auditions

• Even though I’m no more than a monster - don’t I, too, have the right to live?

oldboy

• All those moments will be lost in time...like tears in rain.

blade runner

• All it comes down to is this: I feel like shit but look great.

american psycho, bret easton ellis

• Madness, as you know, is like gravity. All it takes is a little push.

the joker

• no one is free, even the birds are chained to the sky

bob dylan

• I know that the night is not the same as the day: that all things are different, that the things in the night cannot be explained in the day, because they do not exist, and the night can be a dreadful time for lonely people once their loneliness has started.

• I don't have a "Can do!" attitude, I have an "Aah, that'll do" attitude.
• Sunny today with a slight chance of participation.
• i want you to hate me. at least then you won't forget me.
• i'm saving myself from marriage

• rise of the planet of the apes 10/10
• thor 4/10
• i am number four 6/10
• howl 10/10
• the adjustment bureau 9/10
• source code 4/10
• the hangover part 2 9/10
• harry potter and the deathly hallows part 2 10/10
• insidious 8/10
• paul 7/10
• the fighter 10/10
• the king's speech 10/10
• black swan 8/10
• rabbit hole 9/10
• tinker tailor soldier spy 8/10

• sjp - covet ♥♥
• britney spears - fantasy ♥
• britney spears - midnight fantasy ♥
• avril lavigne - black star ♥♥♥
• marc jacobs - daisy (currently using) ♥♥
• diesel - fuel for life ♥♥♥
• the body shop - neroli jasmine ♥♥♥♥♥
• the body shop - japanese cherry blossom ♥♥♥♥
• gwen stefani - LAMB ♥♥♥♥ (spring 2010)
• paris hilton - can can ♥
• paris hilton - paris hilton ♥
• lancome - cyclades ♥♥ (summer 2011)
• calvin klein - euphoria ♥♥
• calvin klein - ck one ♥♥
• anna sui - flight of fancy ♥♥
• davidoff - cool water ♥
• paul smith - extreme ♥
• coleen idk purple bottle ♥♥
• sjp nyc (currently using) ♥♥♥♥♥

• "Beauty is nothing. Beauty won’t stay. You don’t know how lucky you are to be ugly, because if people like you, then you know it’s for something else."
• “I was drawn to all the wrong things: I liked to drink, I was lazy, I didn’t have a god, politics, ideas, ideals. I was settled into nothingness; a kind of non-being, and I accepted it. I didn’t make for an interesting person. I didn’t want to be interesting, it was too hard. What I really wanted was only a soft, hazy space to live in, and to be left alone.”
• "I often carry things to read so that I will not have to look at the people."
• "We’re all going to die, all of us, what a circus! That alone should make us love each other but it doesn’t. We are terrorized and flattened by trivialities, we are eaten up by nothing."

• “What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: ‘This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more’ … Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered him: ‘You are a god and never have I heard anything more divine.”

• six feet under
• desperate housewives
• family guy
• gilmore girls
• peep show
• x files
• arrested development
• modern family
• weeds
• dirty sexy money
• parenthood
• sex and the city
• miranda
• parks and recreation
• fresh prince of bel air
• grandmas house
• malcolm in the middle
• fry & laurie
• twin peaks
• the oc
• sherlock

• month - may
• day - sunday
• time of day - midnight
• planet - venus
• animal - cat
• liquid - iced coffee
• gemstone - amethyst
• tree - apple
• flower - sunflower
• instrument - drums
• colour - midnight blue
• fruit - cherry
• element - water
• car - a jeep
• food - a sandwich
• place - vienna
• material - cotton
• taste - white chocolate
• scent - fresh air
• body part - eyes
• expression - confusion

• Long is the way, and hard, that out of hell leads up to light. se7en
• Some memories are best forgotten. memento
• Accentrate the negative. ghost world

• metamorphosis by franz kafka
• eleven minutes by paulo coelho
• the moon and sixpence by w somerset maugham
• notes of a dirty old man by charles bukowski

• iamx
• the smashing pumpkins
• crystal castles
• la dispute

• the late hector kipling by david thewlis
• less than zero by bret easton ellis

• Playing for keeps (1/10)
• Warm Bodies (5/10)
• This Is 40 (7/10)
• Stoker (7/10)
• the place beyond the pines 5/10
• bad grandpa 4/10
• filth 10/10
• ender's game 6/10
• soulmate 3/10
• patrick 6/10
• nothing left to fear 4/10
• blutgletscher 10/10
• discopathe 9/10

• khalil gibran
• more bukowski
• clarice lispector
• pat conroy
• mark levy
• chuck palahniuk
• james joyce
• chuck klosterman
• hemingway
• allen ginsberg
• jhumpa lahiri
• fernando pessoa
• carl jung
• paulo coelho
• murakami
• anna gavalda

• A
  • the awful truth (2.2)
  • attack of the five foot ten woman (3.3)
  • are we sluts? (3.6)
  • all or nothing (3.10)
  • the agony and the ex-tacy (4.1)
  • all that glitters (4.14)
  • a vogue idea (4.17)
  • anchors away (5.1)
  • a woman's right to shoes (6.9)
  • an american girl in paris (part une) (6.19)
  • an american girl in paris (part deux) (6.20)
• B
  • bay of married pigs (1.3)
  • the baby shower (1.10)
  • boy, girl, boy, girl (3.4)
  • the big time (3.8)

• The only reason I remembered this play was because it had a mad person in it, and everything I had ever read about mad people stuck in my mind, while everything else flew out. Sylvia Plath
• I am sure there are things that can't be cured by a good bath but I can't think of one. Sylvia Plath
• I told him I believed in hell, and that certain people, like me, had to live in hell before they died, to make up for missing out on it after death, since they didn't believe in life after death, and what each person believed happened to him when he died. Sylvia Plath
• The more hopeless you were, the further away they hid you. Sylvia Plath
• The trouble about jumping was that if you didn't pick the right number of stories, you might still be alive when you hit bottom. Sylvia Plath

• No I don't belong to her, I don't belong to anybody. She's my prize forsaken angel but she don't care, she cries. She's a lone-hearted mystic and she can carry on. When I'm there, she's all right but she's not when I'm gone I'm Not There
• I'm a-wonderin' if she remember me at all. Many times I've often prayed. In the darkness of my night, in the brightness of my day Girl Of The North Country
• I am homeless, come and take me, into reach of your rattling drums. Let me know, babe, about my fortune. Down along my restless palms Spanish Harlem Incident
• Ain't it hard when you discover that he really wasn't where it's at? After he took from you everything he could steal Like A Rolling Stone
• She was born in spring, but I was born too late. Blame it on a simple twist of fate Simple Twist Of Fate
• If not for you my sky would fall. Rain wo... If Not For You

• vienna
• new york
• chicago
• san francisco

• "Those who have suffered much become very bitter or very gentle."
• Will Durant
• if you don't know where you are going any road will get you there
• The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person
• chuck palahniuk, invisible monsters
• you go around smoking, you're gonna get burned. fuck me, what have i done wrong, and i figure out what it must be, i've been smoking too long.
• When you’re dead, they really fix you up. I hope to hell when I do die somebody has sense enough to just dump me in the river or something. Anything except sticking me in a goddam cemetery. People coming and putting a bunch of flowers on your stomach on Sunday, and all that crap. Who wants flowers when you’re dead? Nobody.

• moschino - glamour
• britney spears - hidden fantasy
• sjp - lovely
• marc jacobs - eau so fresh
• naomi campbell - naomi
• prada - candy
• yves saint laurent - paris
• ted baker - ted baker
• paco rabanne - ultraviolet
• nina ricci - ricci ricci
• nina ricci - nina
• kate moss - kate
• kim kardashian - kim kardashian
• lancome - o de lancome
• lancome - miracle
• lancome - tresor in love
• lancome - hypnose
• dior - miss dior cherie

• shame (7/0)
• chronicle (10/10)
• 21 jump street (9/10)
• moonrise kingdom (8/10)
• the hobbit - an unexpected journey (8/10)

• “What is that feeling when you’re driving away from people and they recede on the plain till you see their specks dispersing? - it’s the too-huge world vaulting us in, and it’s goodbye. But we lean forward to the next crazy venture beneath the skies.”
• “Avoid the world, it’s just a lot of dust and drag and means nothing in the end.”
• “Offer them what they secretly want and they of course immediately become panic-stricken.”
• “They have worries, they’re counting the miles, they’re thinking about where to sleep tonight, how much money for gas, the weather, how they’ll get there—and all the time they’ll get there anyway, you see.”
• “I realized that I had died and been reborn numberless times but just didn’t r...

• if you'd like to upgrade to first class then you should have worked harder at school and got a better job.
• use the force, luke. i've ran out of lubricant.

• Vienna
• Lola
• Jude

• Logan
• Jude
• Ezra

• McFly (Greatest Hits album signing)
• One Night Only (Just For Tonight single signing) (spoke to George Craig, told him his hair was awesome)
• Clive Owen (Boys Are Back premiere)
• saw Katie Price in Chessington
• BILL NIGHY
• served to jude law

• chicago
• tokyo
• vancouver
• niedersachsen
• nova scotia
• entre rios
• vienna
• ulm (birthplace of albert einstein)
• new haven, connecticut, usa
• admont, austria
• rome, italy
• coimbra, portugal
• baltimore, maryland, usa
• dublin, ireland
• madrid, spain
• oxford, england
• prague, czech republic
• new york city, usa
• ottawa, canada

• don't think twice, it's alright
• things have never been so swell, i have never failed to fail.
• Even though I’m no more than a monster - don’t I, too, have the right to live?
• all those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain.
• no one is free, even the birds are chained to the sky
• she was born in spring, but i was born too late, blame it on a simple twist of fate.
• i'm not there.
• On soft spring nights I'll stand in the yard under the stars. Something good will come out of all things yet - And it will be golden and eternal just like that - There's no need to say another word.
• i hope that you dream about me, and i hope that you wake up screaming.

• A
  • my advice to you (3.6)
  • my abcs (8.5)
  • my absence (8.9)
• B
  • my best friend's mistake (1.3)
  • my bad (1.6)
  • my blind date (1.12)
  • my balancing act (1.13)
  • my bed banter & beyond (1.16)
  • my big mouth (2.4)
  • my big brother (2.6)
  • my brother, my keeper (2.14)
  • my brother, where art thou? (3.5)
  • my butterfly (3.16)
  • my best friend's wedding (3.22)
  • my best moment (4.12)
  • my best laid plans (4.19)