songs that describe my year being 18.

• diet pepsi by addison rae
  • When we drive in your car, I'm your baby (so sweet)/ Losing all my innocence in the back seat/ Say you love, say you love, say you love me (love me)
• affection by between friends
  • I'm laying on the floor/ We're drinking 'cause we're bored/ Oh, I'm looking for affection in all the wrong places/ And we'll keep falling on each other to fill the empty spaces (one more time)
• the rain by oh wonder
  • I've given all my, given all my love to you/ In the night when I'm dreaming/Oh I know your body's next to mines/In the dark I can feel it/Don't you tell me I'm dreaming/Won't you stay with me?
• you - ha ha ha by charli xcx
  • I'm a victim of replacement/Good job, you fucked it up
• girl, so confusing by charli xcx and lorde
  • Girl, it's so confusing sometimes to be a girl
• normal girl by sza
  • I wish I was a normal girl/I'll never be, no, never be
• calling u back by the marias
  • And I'm calling you back/Don't wanna be alone/'Cause you do me like that/Why would you do me like that?
• the dare by fka twigs
  • Do you miss me like I miss the dream of all I'm growing old?/I'm here to love you/If I dare to love you, I dare you, take a chance on me
• lovers by anna of the north
  • You told me I would never see you walk away/Said you'd never break my heart/Never leave me in the dark/I guess there's just some promises you shouldn't make/Should've known from the start
• the spins by mac miller
  • I graduated, oh yeah, I just graduated high school, ha ha
• best by gracie abrams
  • But you still tried to stay/While I'd self-isolate/And I knew, but I stayed hidden/ I'm alone, sitting here, staying home/All of my self-control kinda got difficult/But I deserve it though, I deserve it though
• the love club by lorde
  • I'm in a clique but I want out/My mother's love is choking me/I'm sick of words that hang above my head/"What about the kid?" It's time the kid got free/There's nothing more I want/Except to be alone
• love galore by sza
  • Why you bother me when you know you don't want me?/Why you bother me when you know you got a woman?
• prom by sza
  • Fearin' not growin' up/Keepin' me up at night/Am I doin' enough?/Feel like I'm wastin' time
• evergreen by omar apollo
  • You know you really made me hate myself/Had to stop before I break myself/Should've broke it off to date myself/You didn't deserve me at all
• ribs by lorde
  • This dream isn't feeling sweet, we're reeling through the midnight streets/And I've never felt more alone, feels so scary getting old/You're the only friend I need/Sharing beds like little kids/And laughing 'til our ribs get tough
• left alone by fiona apple
  • How can I ask anyone to love me/When all I do is beg to be left alone?
• hard times by paramore
  • Gonna make you wonder why you even try (Hard times)/ Gonna take you down and laugh when you cry
• aint it fun by paramore
  • Ain't it fun/Livin' in the real world?/Ain't it good/Bein' all alone?
• fossa by daughter
  • I said too much, said the wrong thing/I can be what you want/I feel sick/I'm drowning in the pit of my stomach/Oh I know it's my fault/I don't owe you much/But I miss you such/I'm missing you
• romance by ex:re
  • I grew up too quick and I still forgive too slow
• david by lorde
  • Was I just someone to dominate?/If I'd had virginity, I would have given that too/Said, "why do we run to the ones we do?"/I don't belong to anyone, ooh/I made you God 'cause it was all/That I knew how to do/But I don't belong to anyone
• wiped out! by the neighbourhood
  • Lost and afraid, young and innocent but getting older/I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be alone