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- 31 December 2013: The best New Year so far.
- 30 December 2013: Got so much work to do.
- 29 December 2013: I should like my family more.
- 28 December 2013: I like spending time with you.
- 27 December 2013: Really cute night. Actually having fun.
- 26 December 2013: It's nearly been a week. Dying.
- 25 December 2013: Merry Christmas and happy new year.
- 24 December 2013: You can always cheer me up.
- 23 December 2013: You always say the right thing.
- 22 December 2013: Jealousy is a huge bitch sometimes.
- 21 December 2013: I could stay right here forever.
- 20 December 2013: Everything about you is just perfect.
- 19 December 2013: You make me feel so safe.
- 18 December 2013: I can't deal with this anymore.
- 17 December 2013: I don't want school to end.
- 16 December 2013: I have no excuse for this.
- 15 December 2013: Why do I get so jealous?
- 14 December 2013: I just want you to myself.
- 13 December 2013: I need help, but it's difficult.
- 12 December 2013: Sexuality is the most confusing thing.
- 11 December 2013: Questioning my sexuality all the time.
- 10 December 2013: I'm so annoying. I hate myself.
- 9 December 2013: Why don't I have any friends?
- 8 December 2013: Movie dates are the best kind.
- 7 December 2013: I love spending time with you.
- 6 December 2013: I'm so indecisive. It's a problem.
- 5 December 2013: Now I'm torn. What is happening?
- 4 December 2013: I can feel things getting worse.
- 3 December 2013: Failing biology. I should work harder.
- 2 December 2013: This is working out really well.
- 1 December 2013: I don't know if you're serious?
- 30 November 2013: You're actually making me so happy.
- 29 November 2013: Sporadically happy. Sporadically intelligent. Sporadically kind.
- 28 November 2013: Weirdest thing I've ever done. Ever.
- 27 November 2013: Awkward. At least I said something.
- 26 November 2013: I really need to say something.
- 25 November 2013: I don't like seeing you upset.
- 24 November 2013: I just like being your friend.
- 23 November 2013: Lazy day. I should be working.
- 22 November 2013: I wish things could be easier.
- 21 November 2013: I'm sorry. I can't help it.
- 20 November 2013: Eventually I'll get the right help.
- 19 November 2013: You don't get it, do you?
- 18 November 2013: Nothing is going to plan again.
- 17 November 2013: And I just feel so empty.
- 16 November 2013: I feel so lost right now.
- 15 November 2013: It's nice to see you happy.
- 14 November 2013: This was a really bad idea.
- 13 November 2013: This won't work out for me.
- 12 November 2013: Can I really do all this?
- 11 November 2013: I just want to help you.
- 10 November 2013: I'm still reeling with genuine happiness.
- 9 November 2013: I feel genuinely happy for once.
- 8 November 2013: My love for physics is returning.
- 7 November 2013: To tell or not to tell?
- 6 November 2013: I'm always happy with you around.
- 5 November 2013: The fireworks look really pretty tonight.
- 4 November 2013: I don't think before I speak.
- 3 November 2013: I feel miserable all the time.
- 2 November 2013: You could make me so happy.
- 1 November 2013: Three more days until school starts.
- 31 October 2013: Can I have better friends, please?
- 30 October 2013: I want to be Charlie Bradbury.
- 29 October 2013: Try to get over yourself, Kate.
- 28 October 2013: What did I do to you?
- 27 October 2013: I definitely did something wrong there.
- 26 October 2013: Just as long as you're happy.
- 25 October 2013: I worry about you so much.
- 24 October 2013: Things could make me really happy.
- 23 October 2013: The most perfect thing on Earth.
- 22 October 2013: I need you to understand everything.
- 21 October 2013: It's so frustrating, I don't know...
- 20 October 2013: Just want to hide away forever.
- 19 October 2013: Why do you all hate me?
- 18 October 2013: You're the only good thing now.
- 17 October 2013: I want you to know everything.
- 16 October 2013: I can't tell anyone about this.
- 15 October 2013: You're making me go so crazy.
- 14 October 2013: I just need to tell someone.
- 13 October 2013: I just need to tell you.
- 12 October 2013: I can't stop thinking about this.
- 11 October 2013: I need her to know everything.
- 10 October 2013: I think I've ruined my chances.
- 9 October 2013: I love spending time with you.
- 8 October 2013: I need to tell someone this.
- 7 October 2013: Confused about all of these feelings.
- 6 October 2013: Hate being the only stupid one.
- 5 October 2013: Chemistry - the source of my stress.
- 4 October 2013: It's starting to feel repetitive now.
- 3 October 2013: This is never going to work.
- 2 October 2013: I hate not having anyone else.
- 1 October 2013: Getting sick of fake friends now.
- 30 September 2013: So many feelings, so much fear.
- 29 September 2013: Maybe I really am someone else.
- 28 September 2013: I'm not sure what this means.
- 27 September 2013: I really shouldn't feel like this.
- 26 September 2013: It was nice while it lasted.
- 25 September 2013: Why doesn't anyone remember my birthday?
- 24 September 2013: hashtag i can't do this anymore
- 23 September 2013: This is going to kill me.
- 22 September 2013: Noone ever tries to understand this.
- 21 September 2013: Lonely, but I push everyone away.
- 20 September 2013: My anxiety is definitely getting worse.
- 19 September 2013: I really can't do this anymore.
- 18 September 2013: It's not getting better at all.
- 17 September 2013: This is worse than I expected.
- 16 September 2013: Thought I'd be enjoying this more.
- 15 September 2013: Not ready for another hellish week.
- 14 September 2013: School is making me cry already.
- 13 September 2013: I shouldn't be ashamed of that.
- 12 September 2013: Well that's embarrassing. Take it back?
- 11 September 2013: Twelve years today since 9/11. RIP.
- 10 September 2013: Happy fifteenth birthday to my brother.
- 9 September 2013: This shouldn't be so freaking difficult.
- 8 September 2013: I'm so stressed about exams already.
- 7 September 2013: So much work to do already.
- 6 September 2013: Enjoying maths and physics too much.
- 5 September 2013: Average first day, anticlimatic at best.
- 4 September 2013: Sixth form starts again tomorrow, finally.
- 3 September 2013: A last minute maths homework attempt.
- 2 September 2013: Star Trek marathons are the best.
- 1 September 2013: Four days to go. Excited, nervous.
- 31 August 2013: It's nearly time. Hurry up, please.
- 30 August 2013: I want to go to school.
- 29 August 2013: Family holidays are the worst thing.
- 28 August 2013: Britain is boring, can I leave?
- 27 August 2013: Five hour car journeys - not cool.
- 26 August 2013: Don't want to go to Wales.
- 25 August 2013: I want to stay at home.
- 24 August 2013: I feel so unproductive right now.
- 23 August 2013: Still not over my Latin grade.
- 22 August 2013: My results were okay, I guess.
- 21 August 2013: I don't want to see them.
- 20 August 2013: Two days to go. Hurry up.
- 19 August 2013: Someone take me to Middle Earth.
- 18 August 2013: Results are getting so close now.
- 17 August 2013: Almost prepared for starting sixth form.
- 16 August 2013: Starting to lose all interest now.
- 15 August 2013: One week to go. Scared. Nervous.
- 14 August 2013: Results are getting so close now.
- 13 August 2013: I'm so sick of this town.
- 12 August 2013: I'm better off on my own.
- 11 August 2013: I give up trying with you.
- 10 August 2013: Well aren't you a lovely person?
- 9 August 2013: Do I enjoy solitude or not?
- 8 August 2013: Not who I appear to be.
- 7 August 2013: Can I change everything about myself?
- 6 August 2013: Summer means movie marathons and food.
- 5 August 2013: I'm not getting used to this.
- 4 August 2013: Can it be Winter again please?
- 3 August 2013: I have no motivation for anything.
- 2 August 2013: The wait is almost killing me.
- 1 August 2013: Twenty one days to go now.
- 31 July 2013: I watch way too much TV.
- 30 July 2013: This holiday is going so slowly.
- 29 July 2013: Feeling like I'm all alone again.
- 28 July 2013: I want to start writing again.
- 27 July 2013: I'm so bored.. Nothing to do.
- 26 July 2013: What to do with my life..?
- 25 July 2013: Not sure what I'm doing now.
- 24 July 2013: Had a fun night for once.
- 23 July 2013: Someone take me to France please?
- 22 July 2013: Last week alone for the Summer.
- 21 July 2013: Something has changed recently... Not sure.
- 20 July 2013: Happy belated birthday to Jared Padalecki!
- 19 July 2013: Prom was okay. Happy birthday Benedict!
- 18 July 2013: Don't want to go to prom.
- 17 July 2013: Please just leave me alone already.
- 16 July 2013: 1 in 246 people like me.
- 15 July 2013: Look at my nonexistent social life.
- 14 July 2013: Can school just start again please?
- 13 July 2013: Can I go back to school?
- 12 July 2013: Another boring day away from school.
- 11 July 2013: I give up trying to win.
- 10 July 2013: Do I just not exist anymore?
- 9 July 2013: Nice to know you forgot me.
- 8 July 2013: Going downhill again. There's a surprise.
- 7 July 2013: Rest in peace, Arthur Conan Doyle.
- 6 July 2013: What did I do wrong now?
- 5 July 2013: Finally finished all of my coursework.
- 4 July 2013: Happy 4th of July to America!
- 3 July 2013: Man of Steel was so amazing!
- 2 July 2013: Failing ICT, have to go back.
- 1 July 2013: Doing nothing with my life. Surprise.
- 30 June 2013: Forever stressed. It may kill me.
- 29 June 2013: I don't like parties at all.
- 28 June 2013: Bored already, have another two months.
- 27 June 2013: My mood is declining again.. Surprise.
- 26 June 2013: Actually kind of enjoyed teambuilding today.
- 25 June 2013: Today wasn't bad in the end...
- 24 June 2013: Not sure how I feel anymore.
- 23 June 2013: Induction day tomorrow, kind of nervous.
- 22 June 2013: I'm so bored already, hate it.
- 21 June 2013: Now begins the two month wait.
- 20 June 2013: Just one more day to go.
- 19 June 2013: Fifteen exams down, one to go.
- 18 June 2013: Three days left, it's so close.
- 17 June 2013: What's the point in trying anymore?
- 16 June 2013: It's not making any difference anymore.
- 15 June 2013: Bad mood, just don't be horrble.
- 14 June 2013: One week of exams left now.
- 13 June 2013: Can exams just end now please?
- 12 June 2013: Haven't slept properly in several weeks.
- 11 June 2013: I probably haven't done very well.
- 10 June 2013: Sick of being on my own.
- 9 June 2013: Starting to give up on exams.
- 8 June 2013: Can't wait for exams to finish.
- 7 June 2013: Now it's back to revision again.
- 6 June 2013: Taking a well-deserved day off.
- 5 June 2013: At least physics went well {maybe}.
- 4 June 2013: Done nine exams; panicked eight times.
- 3 June 2013: I'm never getting what I want.
- 2 June 2013: I need to change my plans.
- 1 June 2013: I can't do geography at all.
- 31 May 2013: I just want exams to end.
- 30 May 2013: I wish I had more confidence.
- 29 May 2013: I think I prefer being alone.
- 28 May 2013: Someone actually made an effort, interesting.
- 27 May 2013: Too stressed. Need exams to finish.
- 26 May 2013: I don't want to take medication.
- 25 May 2013: It's okay, I'll sit here alone.
- 24 May 2013: Finally finished secondary school; conflicting emotions.
- 23 May 2013: I probably failed yet another exam.
- 22 May 2013: What did I do so wrong?
- 21 May 2013: I just want this to end.
- 20 May 2013: As expected, I didn't do well.
- 19 May 2013: This isn't going to go well.
- 18 May 2013: Going to fail this so badly.
- 17 May 2013: You're just unnecessarily horrible to me.
- 16 May 2013: Not getting the grades I need..
- 15 May 2013: Stress stress stress stress stress stress.
- 14 May 2013: I hate exams so freaking much.
- 13 May 2013: And exams have all started now...
- 12 May 2013: Why does everyone forget I exist?
- 11 May 2013: You're not my friends at all.
- 10 May 2013: I wish I was a vulcan.
- 9 May 2013: Star Trek Into Darkness was amazing!
- 8 May 2013: I need to stop feeling bad.
- 7 May 2013: I hate talking about all this.
- 6 May 2013: One week until my exams start :/
- 5 May 2013: I am crying all the time.
- 4 May 2013: Nice to see you're having fun.
- 3 May 2013: Lonely, but I push everyone away.
- 2 May 2013: Starting to panic. I can't cope.
- 1 May 2013: Only thirteen days. I hate this.
- 30 April 2013: Started cutting again.. I hate relapsing.
- 29 April 2013: Ruined that already, typical of me.
- 28 April 2013: All the feelings are coming back.
- 27 April 2013: I'm alone again. There's a surprise.
- 26 April 2013: This is just getting even worse.
- 25 April 2013: Not even close to doing well.
- 24 April 2013: Leaving school in a month, yay
- 23 April 2013: I have such a horrible personality.
- 22 April 2013: Thought I'd get used to this...
- 21 April 2013: My life is so lonely, great.
- 20 April 2013: Probably never be happy, oh well.
- 19 April 2013: Well that lasted a long time...
- 18 April 2013: Full marks in physics! So happy.
- 17 April 2013: I'm so stupidly nervous right now.
- 16 April 2013: I'm not a failure, I'm trying.
- 15 April 2013: We are all terrible people sometimes.
- 14 April 2013: I'm trying, I just need help.
- 13 April 2013: Outcasted. Nothing has changed at all.
- 12 April 2013: Every little thing is just annoying.
- 11 April 2013: This is not getting any better.
- 10 April 2013: I never get what I want.
- 9 April 2013: Why do you find it difficult?
- 8 April 2013: Don't want to rely on medication.
- 7 April 2013: I hate relapsing all the time.
- 6 April 2013: Ready to give up on everything.
- 5 April 2013: I hate organic chemistry so much.
- 4 April 2013: Everyone else is better than me.
- 3 April 2013: I lack a sense of productivity.
- 2 April 2013: Probably failing all of my exams.
- 1 April 2013: Wish I had a social life.
- 31 March 2013: Sometimes I hate being an introvert.
- 30 March 2013: Don't make an effort, it's fine.
- 29 March 2013: I see that I don't exist.
- 28 March 2013: I'll never be what you want...
- 27 March 2013: Stop telling me that I can't.
- 26 March 2013: I'm sorry that I'm not perfect.
- 25 March 2013: I will never be good enough.
- 24 March 2013: I'm just alone all the time.
- 23 March 2013: Turns out you were just lying.
- 22 March 2013: I hate myself all the time.
- 21 March 2013: I look awful in absolutely everything.
- 20 March 2013: Don't want to leave my bed.
- 19 March 2013: I feel like I can't breathe.
- 18 March 2013: I feel awful all the time.
- 17 March 2013: I feel overwhelmed all the time.
- 16 March 2013: Well that was really just embarrassing...
- 15 March 2013: I think I'll always feel stupid.
- 14 March 2013: You're such a hypocrite.. Not nice.
- 13 March 2013: A* and an A in English!
- 12 March 2013: I hate talking about my problems.
- 11 March 2013: Just get over yourself, it's ridiculous.
- 10 March 2013: To my mother, happy mother's day.
- 9 March 2013: It's fine, just leave me alone.
- 8 March 2013: Noone ever notices me at all.
- 7 March 2013: I feel like I'm failing everything.
- 6 March 2013: Today was an improvement... I think.
- 5 March 2013: I think I just hate everyone.
- 4 March 2013: None of you even understand this.
- 3 March 2013: Just sitting by myself, it's cool.
- 2 March 2013: Okay it's fine I don't care.
- 1 March 2013: Please stop trying to change me.
- 28 February 2013: Everything is spiraling out of control.
- 27 February 2013: I can't go on like this.
- 26 February 2013: You're all so bitchy, it's ridiculous.
- 25 February 2013: I hate this town so much.
- 24 February 2013: Hurry up and just end please.
- 23 February 2013: Doing absolutely nothing with my life.
- 22 February 2013: My moods fluctuate all the time.
- 21 February 2013: Am I wearing a mask permanently?
- 20 February 2013: I can't tell if it's improving.
- 19 February 2013: I'm so confused about all this.
- 18 February 2013: I just cry all the time.
- 17 February 2013: Paranoia is going to kill me.
- 16 February 2013: Things are never going to change.
- 15 February 2013: I realise how pathetic I'm being.
- 14 February 2013: Did you forget that I exist?
- 13 February 2013: I get left out of everything.
- 12 February 2013: Have you forgotten that I exist?
- 11 February 2013: I will never be good enough.
- 10 February 2013: You make me want to die.
- 9 February 2013: I'm still always on my own.
- 8 February 2013: Don't know if I like this.
- 7 February 2013: Today wasn't that bad at all...
- 6 February 2013: This isn't who I really am.
- 5 February 2013: The UK finally has marriage equality.
- 4 February 2013: I wish people didn't hate me.
- 3 February 2013: Why does noone ever notice me?
- 2 February 2013: I think I'm a professional procrastinator.
- 1 February 2013: I don't know what's happening anymore.
- 31 January 2013: Some positive encouragement would be nice.
- 30 January 2013: Everything is slowly getting worse again.
- 29 January 2013: Don't believe a word they say.
- 28 January 2013: Why are you constantly watching me?!
- 27 January 2013: Last night was fun, now hungover.
- 26 January 2013: Oh look, there's a social life.
- 25 January 2013: Things are still not looking up.
- 24 January 2013: I hate this, I hate this.
- 23 January 2013: I physically cannot do this anymore.
- 22 January 2013: I want to hurry and leave.
- 21 January 2013: I hate the snow so much.
- 20 January 2013: Can't decide if I like this.
- 19 January 2013: Today was a highly unproductive day.
- 18 January 2013: Why am I an awful person?
- 17 January 2013: I need to leave this place.
- 16 January 2013: I hate you all, it's fine.
- 15 January 2013: It's like I don't exist anymore.
- 14 January 2013: The feeling is mutual, don't worry.
- 13 January 2013: You tried, I guess. You tried.
- 12 January 2013: You've ruined things for yourself, too.
- 11 January 2013: You've made me feel awful, congratulations.
- 10 January 2013: Horrible, awful, ridiculous, terrible, abominable day.
- 9 January 2013: English literature is so much better.
- 8 January 2013: This is still ruining my life.
- 7 January 2013: Horrible first day back at school.
- 6 January 2013: I really didn't think this through.
- 5 January 2013: Fail fail fail fail fail fail.
- 4 January 2013: So going to fail this exam.
- 3 January 2013: I hate my mind right now.
- 2 January 2013: English exams are way too stressful.
- 1 January 2013: I've been so ill for weeks
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