• 28 November 2014: I actually have offers from universities!

slacked a little with this, things just got busy and i ignored listography in general for a while

• 14 October 2014: Half term soon. I can't wait.
• 13 October 2014: Back to school. I miss you.
• 12 October 2014: Leaving you is the hardest part.
• 11 October 2014: I want to stay with you.
• 10 October 2014: I want to live in York.
• 9 October 2014: Tomorrow still feels so far away.
• 8 October 2014: UCAS: the source of all stress.
• 7 October 2014: Am I doing the wrong subjects?
• 6 October 2014: Just get through this week, Kate.
• 5 October 2014: Maybe someone else could be better?
• 4 October 2014: I hate myself so, so much.
• 3 October 2014: I'll see you in a week.
• 2 October 2014: I'm not cut out for this.
• 1 October 2014: I miss you all the time.
• 30 September 2014: I want this to be over.
• 29 September 2014: ...or maybe I just don't anymore?
• 28 September 2014: I want to be with you.
• 27 September 2014: I already feel lost without you.
• 26 September 2014: I'm not prepared for tomorrow morning.
• 25 September 2014: Eighteen years old. Should be dead.
• 24 September 2014: You mean absolutely everything to me.
• 23 September 2014: Is this even working out anymore?
• 22 September 2014: I wish I could go too.
• 21 September 2014: Am I just being really selfish?
• 20 September 2014: One week. Please don't leave me.
• 19 September 2014: School is a pile of shit.
• 18 September 2014: Eighteen years old in one week.
• 17 September 2014: Please don't leave me here alone.
• 16 September 2014: Someone please switch lives with me?
• 15 September 2014: I won't ever be okay again.
• 14 September 2014: It's too close to you leaving.
• 13 September 2014: UCAS is really stressing me out.
• 12 September 2014: I should've died five years ago.
• 11 September 2014: I shouldn't be alive, should I?
• 10 September 2014: I'm the anomaly of the family.
• 9 September 2014: I don't mean anything to you.
• 8 September 2014: Stop making me feel like shit.
• 7 September 2014: Don't want school to start again.
• 6 September 2014: Am I just making it worse?
• 5 September 2014: Stop making me feel so uncomfortable.
• 4 September 2014: Broke down on the first day.
• 3 September 2014: I've never been afraid of school.
• 2 September 2014: What if this year goes wrong?
• 1 September 2014: I quite literally have no-one left.
• 31 August 2014: I can't face anyone at school.
• 30 August 2014: I don't want to start school.
• 29 August 2014: You make me hate myself more.
• 28 August 2014: How long do I have left?
• 27 August 2014: I should feel better about this.
• 26 August 2014: I'm an embarrassment. It's so humiliating.
• 25 August 2014: I can't help you any more.
• 24 August 2014: I feel awkward around new people.
• 23 August 2014: Weddings are so cute and happy.
• 22 August 2014: My body makes me feel sick.
• 21 August 2014: You're making me feel even worse.
• 20 August 2014: My feelings are never important enough.
• 19 August 2014: It's all getting way too real.
• 18 August 2014: I wish I'd never been born.
• 17 August 2014: I don't want to be alone.
• 16 August 2014: You don't understand. You're so frustrating.
• 15 August 2014: I've fucked my whole life up.
• 14 August 2014: I'm the most selfish person alive.
• 13 August 2014: You're probably going to leave me.
• 12 August 2014: I don't want my results now.
• 11 August 2014: I know I've messed everything up.
• 10 August 2014: Results day is so close now.
• 9 August 2014: I'm not going to cope well.
• 8 August 2014: You deserve much more... much better.
• 7 August 2014: How can I help you more?
• 6 August 2014: You're just too good for me.
• 5 August 2014: I've done everything wrong so far.
• 4 August 2014: I don't want to be alive.
• 3 August 2014: I'm lonely. I have noone left.
• 2 August 2014: I'm just a disgusting human being.
• 1 August 2014: Two weeks. Two weeks. Two weeks.
• 30 July 2014: I want to go back now.
• 29 July 2014: Why is everything going completely wrong?
• 28 July 2014: I fucked up. I ruin everything.
• 27 July 2014: I really despise everything about myself.
• 26 July 2014: I hate the way I look.
• 25 July 2014: I just want to disappear forever.
• 24 July 2014: I can't make this any better.
• 23 July 2014: I'm not ready to go home.
• 22 July 2014: I don't want to leave now.
• 21 July 2014: Why am I a terrible person?
• 20 July 2014: I've started having second thoughts again.
• 19 July 2014: Just getting more and more confused.
• 18 July 2014: I can't decide how I feel.
• 17 July 2014: I might as well give up.
• 16 July 2014: This doesn't feel right to me.
• 15 July 2014: Why am I bothering with school?
• 14 July 2014: After that you just ignore me.
• 13 July 2014: Don't like where this is going.
• 12 July 2014: Things are getting too serious now.
• 11 July 2014: So are we okay or not?
• 10 July 2014: I deserve this. It's my fault.
• 9 July 2014: I think I've just ruined everything.
• 8 July 2014: Do you mean what you say?
• 7 July 2014: I need to lose weight. Fast.
• 6 July 2014: Alcohol is the cure for sadness.
• 5 July 2014: *continues to drink for a weekend*
• 4 July 2014: So. Much. Alcohol. In. My. System.
• 3 July 2014: What is so bad about me?
• 2 July 2014: I literally have noone left now.
• 1 July 2014: School is not a happy place.
• 30 June 2014: I must snap back to reality.
• 29 June 2014: I've had such an amazing weekend.
• 28 June 2014: My idea of a good night.
• 27 June 2014: What would I do without you?
• 26 June 2014: I'll be dead before I'm twenty.
• 25 June 2014: This was a really bad idea.
• 24 June 2014: I'm literally no good at anything.
• 23 June 2014: I've gained all the weight back...
• 22 June 2014: I shouldn't do this to you.
• 21 June 2014: I'm ready for everything to end.
• 20 June 2014: I can't decide how I feel.
• 19 June 2014: I need this to be over.
• 18 June 2014: Done with exams. Failed them all.
• 17 June 2014: I need you to be here.
• 16 June 2014: I'm so lonely all the time.
• 15 June 2014: I need to be skinnier now.
• 14 June 2014: I can't deal with things changing.
• 13 June 2014: You are happiness, but also sadness.
• 12 June 2014: This really isn't going to plan.
• 11 June 2014: I don't want to come back.
• 10 June 2014: Do I drop out or not?
• 9 June 2014: I'm failing all of my exams.
• 8 June 2014: Don't ever want to eat again.
• 7 June 2014: Restricting until I'm skinny and happy.
• 6 June 2014: Gaining. I need to be thin.
• 5 June 2014: I'm getting better at hiding it.
• 4 June 2014: I'm continuing to lie to you.
• 3 June 2014: I'm not okay. Can't you see?
• 2 June 2014: I can see through the lies.
• 1 June 2014: I think I'll just pretend now...
• 31 May 2014: Everything seems more serious right now.
• 30 May 2014: You are absolutely everything to me.
• 29 May 2014: I want biology to go away.
• 28 May 2014: About to snap and break forever.
• 27 May 2014: I can be so selfish sometimes.
• 26 May 2014: Just once, please choose me first.
• 25 May 2014: I don't want to be myself.
• 24 May 2014: I'm not that important to you.
• 23 May 2014: I shouldn't be upsetting other people.
• 22 May 2014: Might just give up on school.
• 21 May 2014: Don't expect good grades this year.
• 20 May 2014: Try harder next time you cut.
• 19 May 2014: Really poor start to the week.
• 18 May 2014: I'm not ready for next week.
• 17 May 2014: You're ignoring me now. I'm sorry.
• 16 May 2014: I think I might be dying.
• 15 May 2014: I don't want to be alive.
• 14 May 2014: I miss the way I was.
• 13 May 2014: Someone switch lives with me please?
• 12 May 2014: One week until I reach Hell.
• 11 May 2014: I need to start getting better.
• 10 May 2014: One of the rare good days.
• 9 May 2014: Nothing seems to be as planned.
• 8 May 2014: Feeling so conflicted at the moment.
• 7 May 2014: I'm really struggling to cope now.
• 6 May 2014: Accidentally coming out is my thing.
• 5 May 2014: You make the bad go away.
• 4 May 2014: I can't take all this anymore.
• 3 May 2014: I'm a selfish and horrible person.
• 2 May 2014: At least you've realised it now.
• 1 May 2014: Exams are this month. Help me.
• 30 April 2014: I can't stand another two months.
• 29 April 2014: Feeling the pressure of last night.
• 28 April 2014: I have to prove I'm worthy.
• 27 April 2014: You don't really care about me.
• 26 April 2014: Falling into a pit of despair.
• 25 April 2014: Just letting everyone down right now.
• 24 April 2014: I have no prospects anymore either.
• 23 April 2014: I have no chance of recovery.
• 22 April 2014: What to do with my life...?
• 21 April 2014: I hate constantly feeling this stressed.
• 20 April 2014: One day I'll finally give up.
• 19 April 2014: I don't want to recover anymore.
• 18 April 2014: I want everything to be okay.
• 17 April 2014: I'm not sure where we stand.
• 16 April 2014: You want someone else. I understand.
• 15 April 2014: I've never not been cheated on.
• 14 April 2014: I need to get some help.
• 13 April 2014: I've missed you so much recently.
• 12 April 2014: I'm sick of feeling this lonely.
• 11 April 2014: I just want to have friends.
• 10 April 2014: I'll never be anyone's first choice.
• 9 April 2014: I'm feeling super, super, super suicidal.
• 8 April 2014: I'm wasting so much time now.
• 7 April 2014: You remove all the bad things.
• 6 April 2014: I need to stop breaking down.
• 5 April 2014: Why do I miss you already?
• 4 April 2014: Two weeks of hell ahead now.
• 3 April 2014: So many mixed feelings right now.
• 2 April 2014: I need to tell the truth.
• 1 April 2014: Don't know how I feel anymore.
• 31 March 2014: I have a long week ahead.
• 30 March 2014: I really want to live alone.
• 29 March 2014: Why don't you just leave me?
• 28 March 2014: I can tell you like her.
• 27 March 2014: Why are you ignoring me now?
• 26 March 2014: Half way through a terrible week.
• 25 March 2014: I just want coursework to end.
• 24 March 2014: I will never be good enough.
• 23 March 2014: I'm having doubts about everything again.
• 22 March 2014: I think I might love you.
• 21 March 2014: This week made me feel awful.
• 20 March 2014: Science is definitely still my favourite.
• 19 March 2014: Why am I struggling so much?
• 18 March 2014: I really do need help now.
• 17 March 2014: Why do you all hate me?
• 16 March 2014: Am I just being paranoid now?
• 15 March 2014: You mean the world to me.
• 14 March 2014: I manage to do everything wrong.
• 13 March 2014: I didn't mean to upset you.
• 12 March 2014: Can you just stop now please?
• 11 March 2014: I'm the most disgusting human being.
• 10 March 2014: I can't let people help me.
• 9 March 2014: I put all this on myself.
• 8 March 2014: Why can't I just trust you?
• 7 March 2014: I get so jealous and paranoid.
• 6 March 2014: You want her more than me.
• 5 March 2014: I can't stay like this anymore.
• 4 March 2014: I want to make everything go away.
• 3 March 2014: Hiding how I feel is difficult.
• 2 March 2014: I just want to help you.
• 1 March 2014: I feel so helpless right now.
• 28 February 2014: What would I do without you?
• 27 February 2014: Why can't I do anything right?
• 26 February 2014: But I really do like you.
• 25 February 2014: You shouldn't make me feel bad.
• 24 February 2014: What have I done wrong now?
• 23 February 2014: You're just going to leave me.
• 22 February 2014: You can make everything go away.
• 21 February 2014: I've had enough. I can't cope.
• 20 February 2014: I'm so ashamed of myself currently.
• 19 February 2014: Wishing I could stay here forever.
• 18 February 2014: I got over that pretty quickly.
• 17 February 2014: I don't know what I've done..
• 16 February 2014: I really can't do this anymore.
• 15 February 2014: I want to stay with you.
• 14 February 2014: Alcohol always brings out the truth.
• 13 February 2014: I constantly feel like breaking down.
• 12 February 2014: Starting to get my motivation back.
• 11 February 2014: Everything is going wrong right now.
• 10 February 2014: Sick and tired of this now.
• 9 February 2014: I really hate myself right now.
• 8 February 2014: Talking to you is my happiness.
• 6 February 2014: That made me feel even worse.
• 5 February 2014: You are safety, comfort, and happiness.
• 4 February 2014: People only care temporarily, not forever.
• 3 February 2014: It might finally be getting sorted.
• 2 February 2014: Relapsing is the worst thing ever.
• 1 February 2014: Despite everything, you make me happy.
• 31 January 2014: Ruined a perfectly good night. Thanks.
• 30 January 2014: Two months now. How many more?
• 29 January 2014: Trying to make it less obvious.
• 28 January 2014: How do I talk about this?
• 27 January 2014: I really need to get better.
• 26 January 2014: I really shouldn't feel this lonely.
• 25 January 2014: Getting so close to giving up.
• 24 January 2014: I need it all to end.
• 23 January 2014: I feel safe. I feel comfortable.
• 22 January 2014: What have I done wrong now?
• 21 January 2014: Talking just makes me feel worse.
• 20 January 2014: I feel awful all the time.
• 19 January 2014: I can't do all this anymore.
• 18 January 2014: So close to telling someone everything.
• 17 January 2014: Wish I could stay here forever.
• 16 January 2014: I was wrong. I hope, anyway.
• 15 January 2014: I need to vent to someone.
• 14 January 2014: This isn't going well at all.
• 13 January 2014: Hopefully I'm just being really paranoid.
• 12 January 2014: It's nice to talk to you.
• 11 January 2014: I'm not going to do well.
• 10 January 2014: You know exactly what to say.
• 9 January 2014: The worst I've felt in ages.
• 8 January 2014: That didn't take long at all.
• 7 January 2014: I really can't do this anymore.
• 6 January 2014: I'm being such a complete failure.
• 5 January 2014: I feel safe, I feel comfortable.
• 4 January 2014: I'm just going to fail everything.
• 3 January 2014: This revision isn't working at all.
• 2 January 2014: Now back to work. Help me.
• 1 January 2014: Great start to the new year.