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- eating habits would worsen
- inability to make friends
- no subjects i'd want to study
- i have interests until you make me take exams in them
- i'd be fine until the exams hit
- above my level of thinking and understanding
- probably wouldn't last long
- too out of my comfort zone
- strangers
- forced contact with said strangers
- gets rid of any chance of recovery
- responsibility
- i like it, i just can't cope with it
- too much expectation and pressure
- what would i do after??
- unfamiliar everything
- too much change
- too co-dependent
- a levels will be terrible
- ergo not going to a good university
- people will be judgemental
- ergo not going to a good university
- panic attacks would probably occur 24/7
- too afraid to ask for help
- both in terms of the work and health-wise
- did i mention all the strangers??
- nothing to say for myself in the past 17 years
- why would any university want me as a student anyway??
apr 28 2014 ∞
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