• month: June. we're feeling hothothot (the song..)
  • day: thursday night
  • time of day: that time of day where everyone stops and has some type of the "I'm fucked for basically all of eternity." realization. That's me.
  • planet: pluto. I proved all of you fuckers wrong, I'M A STAR!
  • animal: unicorn
  • liquid: you know how hard candy is like 100degree liquid before they mess with it? I think I would be that. or strawberry lemonade.
  • gemstone: if I were really a theatre major, I would say: "cubic zirconia. because everyone thinks I'm real.."
  • tree: candy tree
  • flower: like I really know that many types of flowers.
  • instrument: washboard
feb 1 2010 ∞
feb 1 2010 +
dec 13 2009 ∞
dec 13 2009 +

Things I Used to Believe:

  • when you eat a seed from a fruit, it grows in your stomach and whenever you drink water you are watering the plant even more
  • christianity completely
  • that the chubbyness of someone’s fingers was directly related to how clean or dirty they were
  • that I was an alien -seriously
  • my mother liked playing cards with me at night in her bed when my father was on business trips
  • love triumphs over everything
  • heaven and hell
  • death
  • that you actually got more change back when paying with cash [I don’t even know where the logic in this one comes from.. ]
  • touching the circles on the backs of VHS ...
nov 24 2009 ∞
nov 28 2009 +
  • chetchet essay 2
  • chetchet cultural event report
  • theatre character analysis
  • theatre performance report
  • theatre group music performance.. project.. thingy
  • e-mail theatre douchebag
  • english essay/final research
  • english essay/final finalfinaldraft
  • e-mail math teacher
  • read up about controlling one's dreams
    • I can control my dreams and what happens in them
  • obtain starbucks and sustenance
  • Robert Pattinson
  • Taylor Lautner
  • hunt for dead bodies -coughforcecough-
  • find my way to disneyland by tomorrow morning FAIL
  • sleep.. please..
nov 21 2009 ∞
nov 26 2009 +
  • an authentic replica of Draco Malfoy’s wand
  • life [goldfish tank]
  • the head of my love, Boo Berry
  • a bag of un-iced cupcakes
  • a foodsick roommate [damn you, mexi-vegan]
  • 23+ hangbags
  • 16 pairs of shoes
  • 20+ disney pins
  • the entire Harry Potter series
  • an electric guitar sans amp and needs new strings :/
  • half of a large birthday cake
  • frozen pieces of a gingerbread man
  • a soft body pillow
nov 12 2009 ∞
nov 12 2009 +
  • "What I don't like about penelope cruz is that she just can't do sensitive, you know"
  • "Well I don't want her to know how much I make. My wife doesn't know my salary"
  • "You know I used to buy my carpets from his sister"
  • "Oh god its HILAR"
  • "..the asian version of chris, your husband"
  • "His character is kind of obnoxious this season, but he's kind of cute. I've never thought he was cute before"
  • "Its hard for me to watch because he's pretty ugly"
  • "..because her stories as a small child mirror my dads"
nov 7 2009 ∞
nov 7 2009 +
nov 4 2009 ∞
nov 26 2009 +
  • Xbox 360 and a hookup to my macbook
  • Nintendo dsi
  • Robert Pattinson
  • American Spirits and cherry Djarums
  • books to read
  • time to read
  • to get my neck pierced
  • friends
  • christmas tree
  • christmas lights and ribbon
  • a campfire in my dorm
  • noeeeeeeeel :/
  • all organic non-anything medicated lotion for my stupid soap allergic skin
  • new ballet flats
  • a blooming apple orchard in the middle of a cold fall
nov 2 2009 ∞
nov 2 2009 +
  • control zero gravity
  • homework
  • buy Miranda July's 'You and Me and Everyone We Know'
  • go to Mas y Mas! and cvs for needed dorm material
  • attempt to actually find a book in borders
  • find a barnes&noble to save my soul
  • harass a starbucks barista to make me a gingerbread latte
  • seduce a starbucks barista to make me a gingerbread latte
  • get my camera fixed
  • learn the linguistics and inner workings of listography
oct 31 2009 ∞
oct 31 2009 +
  • I am... an evil space whore from planet 9.
  • I know... lots and lots of things
  • I love it when... you get those glances from really attractive people back, when you've been looking at them, and like almost talk to them, but you don't. nevermind, I don't really love that..
  • I am known for... I honestly don't know. being a freak?
  • The nickname I'm embarassed of is... probably going to go with Fellatio Princess.
  • People think I am a little... strange..
  • I wish I never... WAS BORN. *sigh. *cry. *death.
  • My friends wish... I'm going to guess that I would shut up sometimes.
  • My favorite place to shop is... high fructose corn syrup induced candy stores. then for cats.
  • My favorite place to hang out is.. anywhe...
may 10 2010 ∞
may 10 2010 +
  • if i were a color i'd be: rainbow. taste me, bitches
  • if i were a number i'd be: sevvyteen
  • if i were an animal i'd be: a fox
  • if i were a song i'd be: anyone should feel free to comment with an answer to this one.
  • if i were an article of clothing i'd be: panties. intimate and all up in your business.
  • if i were a kiss i'd be: vanilla. DOWN WITH CHOCOLATE
  • if i were a granny name i'd be: why the fuck did I have children? and why do they have children?
  • if i were a shoe i'd be: broken in and worn down
  • if i were an art supply i'd be: an eraser
  • if i were a weather condition i'd be: a tornado of loneliness. I will sweep up you...
dec 14 2009 ∞
dec 15 2009 +
  • A - Age: Legal, bitches. Well in the u.s. So, eighteen.
  • B - Bed size: Twin extra-long. So half bed half sky-storage.
  • C - Chores you hate: Waking up my alarm clock. Both of them. and devan, but that one isn’t so bad.
  • D - Dog's name: Rocky. What about cat? Sanashi. What about imaginary friend? Cheerio McFunstein.
  • E - Essential start your day item: Candy. .. literally. I am pretty sure the first thing I do after descending the bed is go get sugar from fooddrawer.
  • F - Favorite colors: Pink, black, purple, not together.
  • G - Gold or Silver: Bitches and hoes.
  • H - Height: 5'4" ish
  • I - Instruments you play: Technically/Learned? Piano, guitar, bass, drums, clarinet, my vocal chords. Seriously? Meaaannnn ...
nov 28 2009 ∞
nov 28 2009 +
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  • to control my dreams and what happens in them
  • piano, again
  • cello!
  • math..
  • creative writing
  • the sims 3
  • Robert Pattinson
  • my mind
  • humans
  • voodoo, see: math
  • the art of sleeping peacefully
  • drawing letters with straight lines
  • painting with a paintbrush [hands are so much better]
  • not laughing at 50% of the american apparel clothes
  • how to not burn a black hole in the middle of my popcorn..
  • to obtain a costco card without a job
  • witchcraft and wizardry
nov 22 2009 ∞
nov 28 2009 +

Conversations Over the Weekend:

  • father:“ you forgot your jo jo’s”
    • sarah: “NOOOO!!”
    • father: "YESS”
    • sarah: “where are they?”
    • father: "in ma belle”

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  • harris: “you’re somehow three minutes ahead of me in space and time. my clock now says 9:48, yet your text came at 9:51. I’m not at all surprised, you’re usually up to mischevious acts.”
    • sarah: “time is my bitch.”
    • harris: “I can’t imagine the kinky shit you do to her.”
    • sarah: “mother time then/ I always thought I was the daughter of father times affair with technology. father time+mother ...
nov 14 2009 ∞
nov 15 2009 +
  • of what the hell I am going to do to pass math this semester
  • if I want children, when I want children
  • if I will ever marry
  • if I will take my husbands last name when I get married, or come up with one of those lame combined names
  • if I will ever have a normal relationship with food
  • if I will ever have a normal relationship with sleep
  • of forever
  • of psychoanalysis
  • of how to calm my road rage
  • of how to slow down
  • Songs of the Moment :
nov 9 2009 ∞
nov 26 2009 +

[These are only the ones I can recall at the moment.. there are tons more. This should also be an ongoing list.]

  • silence in the backseat of a suburban with my thenboyfriend and his entire family (17)
  • having my thenboyfriend’s mother call me at midnight screaming at me in spanish that I was the whore that put her son in the hospital emergency room (16)
  • having my acting teacher ask me to be in one of his films [soft-core lesbian pornos] (15)
  • seeing my acting teacher’s play after he quit teaching two years later and married one of my classmates (18)
  • having my thengirlfriend’s father harass me in semi-public for bringing his daughter flowers after her senior night softball game
  • having a conversation with my english tea...
nov 5 2009 ∞
nov 26 2009 +
nov 2 2009 ∞
nov 2 2009 +
  • "c'mon, the world is ready for the giraffe print snuggie" - Tyler Oakley
  • "I'm a writer. I make metaphors for a living." - John Green
  • "So I put my hands up, they're playing my song and the butertflies fly away. nodding my head like yeah, moving my hips like yeah, so I put my hands up they're playing my song they know I'm gonna be okay" - Miley Cyrus
  • "Good luck.. with your face" - Sarah to Ben
  • "I laughed and said, 'life is easy'. what I meant was life is easy when you are here, and when you leave, it will be hard again." - Miranda July
  • . "When I was spat unto the earth in a stream of guts by mother nature that green eyed slut,I wasn't the first to get forced from her cunt. One to whom I still shall stay stuck. well if you think I'm being...
nov 1 2009 ∞
nov 1 2009 +
  • finish christmas shopping.
  • watch:
    • Ma Vie En Rose
    • The Opposite of Sex
  • finish essay on masculinity in adolescence
  • start essay on gender fluidity
  • fall asleep
  • prepare to redecorate/organize the dorm a little bit.
  • create a device to keep my eyelids open. not like clockwork orange or anything
  • remember to tell people that yeah, it's purple eyeshadow underneath my eyes. everyones doing it
  • waste $fifty applying free parking to my disneyland pass
  • go blow giftcards and find receipts to exchange things..
  • watch the entire season 1 of Are You Afra...
dec 25 2009 ∞
jan 8 2010 +
  • Mika - We Are Golden [Mika slays everything. SO good, epic. fun video, too.]
  • Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
  • Ida Maria - I Like You So Much Better When You're Naked
  • Charlift - Bruises
  • Lenka - All My Bells Are Ringing
  • The Killers - Happy Birthday Guadalupe
  • Eartha Kitt - Santa Baby
  • TV On The Radio - Wolf Like Me
  • Peter Manning Robinson - Charlie Sees Claire
  • Superchick - Bowling Ball
dec 7 2009 ∞
dec 7 2009 +
  • "It means it's not a place for people to go into."
  • "WAIT FOR BIANCA!"
  • "Yummy yum yum?"
  • "Is there a baby in there? There better be a baby in there!"
  • "We're going to monster city! We're going to monster city!"
    • It's Monstropolis, bitch.
  • "Now this doesn't match my holiday sweater."
  • "Oh damn it's like we in Colorado. Kick the boat! Kick it!"
  • "I'm gonna have to tie my shoelaces, I can't have my vans fallin' off!"
  • "Yeah, you can totally see how they like- hydraulics, placed it, yeah."
  • "See? It's just like the movie like it's scary but you like move in it."
  • "My favorite part was the big rock."
nov 24 2009 ∞
nov 28 2009 +
  • sloth
  • dinner/ WIND
  • collaged
  • was an audiophile
  • monster energy drink
  • essay
  • manga shakespeare/ didn't happen
  • not sleeping
  • journal?/didn't happen
  • not sleep/then fell asleep around 12:30

Songs:

nov 16 2009 ∞
nov 26 2009 +

Quotes:

    • “I feel like college is really extreme so extreme things happen. Like, college is really intense so- it makes us all like stressed and we don’t sleep and we get delirious and I never used to get this way! Or if I was I was alone and there was no one to realize it.”- Devan Edwards
    • “My bangs are bright red.”
      • “Ah very nice, Clem.”- Harris Wood
    • "This is passive aggression in action"- Chuck Palahnuik
    • "No one likes a cup of vagina blood."- Devan Edwards

Song of My Life :

nov 10 2009 ∞
nov 26 2009 +
  • Things That Unfortunately Must Be Done Tonight and/or Sunday:
    • five page theatre performance report
    • massive theatre character analysis project
    • sleeping in my bed at home for the third time since moving out
  • Random Hot People:
  • Songs:
    • I Believe in Symmetry- Bright Eyes
      • "Oh, I want to learn such simple things/No politics, no history. So what I want and what I need/can finally be the same/I j...
nov 6 2009 ∞
nov 6 2009 +
  • why the fuck someone would empty tabasco sauce into the ketchup
  • why devan and bradforce don't want to party in the u.s.a.
  • why I never get the closets that go to Narnia
  • why when I said "they're playing earth, wind&fire in the cafeteria" and "my eyes have been getting itchy" my father replied "get up and boogie" to both
  • people who enjoy sports
  • how they bake lays 'baked' chips.. aren't they already baked?
  • why I only have one dimple
  • why ANYONE would step on a snail
  • how I am slowly becoming addicted to listography
  • why people wear:
    • denim on denim
    • acid wash anything
nov 3 2009 ∞
nov 3 2009 +
  • me : So I put my hands up they're playing my song and the butterflies fly away
    • ervin : lyrics to some song? is it like a lazytown song? or maybe an s club song.. miley cyrus?
    • devan : NO
    • mary : Only from you will I accept miley.
    • cole : Nodding my head like ya! Moving my hips like ya! wait, I don't have this number in my phone book, who is this?
    • andre : ... no.
    • bradforce : hate that song
    • danny : ;)
    • john : clearly you've taken advantage of getting outta shit faced out of your mind! or is that some crazy new indie band?
    • danica : lmao
    • harris : How are the butterflies feeling about that?
nov 2 2009 ∞
nov 2 2009 +