< when I try to find my inner peace >
- Cold mornings
- Tea
- Bath tubs
- Warm my hands in hot drinks
- Good old movies
- Spend the night awake
- Wake up really early
- Breakfasts
- Cats
- walks in forests
- meditating in a garden
- Halloween
- Rabbits
- Friendly people
- Snow globes
- Carrousels
- Silent fireworks
- When people say they remembered me for any (good) reason
- Sweet and fresh smells
jun 19 2016 ∞ jan 27 2021 +
books
- Lolita (Vladmir Nabokov)
- Clockwork orange (Anthony Burgess)
- Psycho (Robert Bloch)
- Matilda (Roald Dahl)
- The melancholy death of oyster boy and other stories (Tim Burton)
- Alice in Wonderland (Lewis Carroll)
movies
- Kill Bill (1 and 2)
- Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
- Rumor has it...
- 10 things I hate about you
- Stealing beauty
- Empire Records
- Basic Instinct
mar 2 2020 ∞ jan 27 2021 +
- alone with everybody, Charles Bukowski
- enivrez-vous, Charles Baudeleire
- todas as cartas de amor são ridículas, Álvaro de Campos (Fernando Pessoa)
- vida, Augusto Branco
- vozes-mulheres, Conceição Evaristo
- minha boca também..., Ana Cristina César
- pronominais, Oswald de Andrade
- prelúdios-intensos para os desmemoriados do amor, Hilda Hilst
- bluebird, Charles Bukowski
- for the hearts that worry instead of beat, Xoe Arabella
- explaining my depression to my mother: a conversation, Sabrina Benaim
- hi, i'm a slut, Savannah Brown
- fantastic breasts and where to find them, Brenna Twohy
- anxiety: a ghost story, Brenna Twohy
- the person i ought to be, Xoe Arabella
- talking shit to sadness, Sara Brickman
aug 7 2019 ∞ mar 1 2020 +
- rain in dry earth
- vanilla
- Lush products
- daisies
- lavender
- chai
- ginger
- sweet smells
- cinnamon
- mornings
- sea
- fresh smells
jun 19 2016 ∞ sep 21 2017 +
- Fire cracking
- Purr
- Rain
- Wind in trees
- Steps
- Sea
- Water running
jun 20 2016 ∞ dec 20 2017 +
- rainy days listen music while sitting in my table drinking tea reading a book
- sunbathing
- feeling nostalgic
- planning my future
- feeling loved
- feeling productive
- feeling calm while hanging with my friends
- feeling adventurous
- staying home watching movies
- kissing
- waiting in the airport to go home
- traveling
jun 19 2016 ∞ may 7 2019 +
- dye my hair
- search for new artists
- visit museums
- go for a walk
- play with animals
- drink tea
- watch candles burn
- observe nature
- study biology
- read on my armchair
- listen old vinyls
- dance, sing and act
- tarot
sep 20 2016 ∞ jan 27 2021 +
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Juno, 4 de agosto de 2001
- pronomes femininos
- bissexual (mas prefiro meninas)
- ovolactovegetariana since 2015
- bruxa aprendiz
- olhos castanhos/amendoados, agressivamente branca, cabelo cinza e azul
- futura bióloga
- canhota
- eu assusto fácil
- já tive dois dinossauros. foi daora.
jun 14 2016 ∞ jan 27 2021 +
Juno, 19 ♀ <not my real name>
hazel eyes, pale, blue hair, 165cm
- photography, literature, poetry, botany, zoology, dinossaurs, nature, art, sci-fi, space odysseys, ocean, vynils, cinematography, witchcraft, hippie, theater, grunge, instability
mar 11 2018 ∞ jan 25 2021 +
- ride a motorbike
- drove a car
- had my own house
- fired a gun
- made a tattoo
- ride a bike
- went paddling down the street
- been to Europe
- done a road trip
- got married
- done yoga
- had a bank account (non attached to my parents)
- went camping
- been on a diet
- been in a vernissage
- traveled alone
- stayed the whole night in the street
- went to a bar
- went to a movie theater alone
- went to a concert alone
nov 22 2017 ∞ mar 3 2020 +
august 4th 2001; 1h14 pm
- sun : leo
- moon : aquarius
- rising : sagitarius
- venus : cancer
- mercury : leo
- mars : sagitarius
- jupiter : cancer
- saturn : gemini
- uranus : aquarius
- neptune : aquarius
- pluto : sagitarius
- chiron : sagitarius
- lilith : aquarius
- north node : cancer
- vertex : taurus
nov 14 2016 ∞ jan 16 2021 +
< reasons to don't commit suicide and what to do instead >
- don't jump in front of a train, a lot of people will get late if you do it. Get into the train, go home and take a cold shower
- don't cut your wrists, do you want the last scene you will see in your life is you all bloody? Besides, someone will have to clean the mess, so go for a walk in your own house (but stay away from the kitchen)
- don't take a lot of pills, you will probably trow up and it will be gross and unhealthy. Eat or drink water instead.
- don't jump from the top of a building, you can fall in someone's head. Lay on floor and breathe.
stay alive
jul 4 2016 ∞ apr 24 2020 +
- Live in another country
- Do a trip every year
- Be a biologist
- Raise kids (don't need to be mine)
- Build a farm house
- Stay healthy and emotionally stable
- Be a funny aunt that teach science
- Be who I am without feeling intimidated
- Be financially independent
- Feel free
jun 14 2016 ∞ apr 10 2019 +
jun 19 2016 ∞ mar 18 2018 +
- serendipity : (n) the chance occurrence of events in a beneficial way
- drapetomania : (n) an overwhelming urge to run away
- eleutheromania : (n) an intense and irresistible desire for freedom
- petrichor : (n) the scent of rain on dry earth
- clinomania : (n) excessive desire to stay in bed
- alexitymia : (n) inability to describe emotions verbally
- psithurism : (n) the sound of the wind trough trees
- pluviophile : (n) a rain lover
- vorfreude : (n) the joyful, intense antecipation that comes from imagining future pleasures
- abditory : (n) a place into which you can dissapear; a hiding place
jun 19 2016 ∞ sep 21 2017 +
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< to do every day >
- compliment at least three people
- eat at least two fruits
- read more
- look myself in the mirror
- remember to forgive
- have unusual days
- sing in the shower
- focus on my goals
- save money
- look in the eyes
- try to make someone smile
- say "i love you"
- believe in love
- write or draw my feelings when necessary
- learn a new word
- not be afraid to do what i want
- be thankful for the small things
dec 17 2017 ∞ may 12 2019 +
< things i’ve learned as i aged >
- always be kind and empathic
- speak your mind
- know your hard limits
- you're always you, so you better learn how to like yourself or things will be hard
- dose your words
- don't put the weight of saving yourself on someone else's shoulders
- be careful of who is near you when you're drunk. if you feel yourself loosing control, go home
- trust no man
- feeling alone doesn't mean you are alone, it means you need to enjoy your own company atm
- know when to leave
- if your will is bigger than your fear, you're ready
- hope is a dangerous thing, but necessary ...
apr 10 2019 ∞ jul 31 2020 +
< take my hand, take my whole life too >
- go to an amusement park
- make you a dinner at my place
- eat ice cream at ben&jerry's
- surprise you with your favourite flower
- take (a lot) of pictures
- play guitar for you
- stare at the stars
- watch old rom-coms
- kiss you at new year
- travel every-fucking-where
- dance to old records
- tell mom about you
- play snooker at a grunge bar
may 10 2019 ∞ jan 27 2021 +
- drive a car
- have at least 4 different funny colours in my hair [4/4]
- try something with weed
- smoke pot
- visit at least 4 countries [1/4]
- live in another state
- live in another country
- have any exotic animal
- drag myself
- go to the California pride parade
- do a DJ/VJ course
- have my own house
- speak a third language
- get my driver's license
- be financially independent
jul 9 2016 ∞ apr 24 2020 +
- draw better
- take care of animals and plants
- sing, dance and act at the same time
- play piano and guitar perfectly
- work on my photography skills
- write deep poems
- sew
- tarot, meditation and teology
- spanish, french, german and japanese
- improve my makeup skills
jun 20 2016 ∞ may 6 2019 +
- Van Gogh
- Magritte
- Tara McPherson
- Mark Ryden
- Audrey Kawasaki
- Nicoletta Ceccoli
- Margaret Keane
- Gaudí
- Glenn Barr
- Tim Walker
- Alexander McQueen
- Chuck Grant
aug 2 2016 ∞ sep 21 2017 +
- why not if you want to?
- you will make kids believe in magic
- you will make friends
- you will get a lot of smiles
- people will think that you're awesome
- there are so many colours out there, why would you limit yourself so much?
sep 27 2016 ∞ sep 21 2017 +
fall :
- see the rain falling
- see the trees without leaves
- read good books with more disposition
winter :
- hot drinks
- spent a time in the bath tub
- have an excuse to bring blankets everywhere
- hug people
- wear boots
- go out without getting tan
- wear pretty coats
spring :
- take pretty photos of flowers that are starting to blossom
- eat berries
- lay in the ground without freezing
- do morning workouts with a little bit of ...
jun 28 2016 ∞ sep 21 2017 +
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