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< when I try to find my inner peace >

  • Cold mornings
  • Tea
  • Bath tubs
  • Warm my hands in hot drinks
  • Good old movies
  • Spend the night awake
  • Wake up really early
  • Breakfasts
  • Cats
  • walks in forests
  • meditating in a garden
  • Halloween
  • Rabbits
  • Friendly people
  • Snow globes
  • Carrousels
  • Silent fireworks
  • When people say they remembered me for any (good) reason
  • Sweet and fresh smells
jun 19 2016 ∞
jan 27 2021 +
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books

  • Lolita (Vladmir Nabokov)
  • Clockwork orange (Anthony Burgess)
  • Psycho (Robert Bloch)
  • Matilda (Roald Dahl)
  • The melancholy death of oyster boy and other stories (Tim Burton)
  • Alice in Wonderland (Lewis Carroll)

movies

  • Kill Bill (1 and 2)
  • Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
  • Rumor has it...
  • 10 things I hate about you
  • Stealing beauty
  • Empire Records
  • Basic Instinct
mar 2 2020 ∞
jan 27 2021 +
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  • alone with everybody, Charles Bukowski
  • enivrez-vous, Charles Baudeleire
  • todas as cartas de amor são ridículas, Álvaro de Campos (Fernando Pessoa)
  • vida, Augusto Branco
  • vozes-mulheres, Conceição Evaristo
  • minha boca também..., Ana Cristina César
  • pronominais, Oswald de Andrade
  • prelúdios-intensos para os desmemoriados do amor, Hilda Hilst
  • bluebird, Charles Bukowski
  • for the hearts that worry instead of beat, Xoe Arabella
  • explaining my depression to my mother: a conversation, Sabrina Benaim
  • hi, i'm a slut, Savannah Brown
  • fantastic breasts and where to find them, Brenna Twohy
  • anxiety: a ghost story, Brenna Twohy
  • the person i ought to be, Xoe Arabella
  • talking shit to sadness, Sara Brickman
aug 7 2019 ∞
mar 1 2020 +
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  • rain in dry earth
  • vanilla
  • Lush products
  • daisies
  • lavender
  • chai
  • ginger
  • sweet smells
  • cinnamon
  • mornings
  • sea
  • fresh smells
jun 19 2016 ∞
sep 21 2017 +
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  • Fire cracking
  • Purr
  • Rain
  • Wind in trees
  • Steps
  • Sea
  • Water running
jun 20 2016 ∞
dec 20 2017 +
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  • rainy days listen music while sitting in my table drinking tea reading a book
  • sunbathing
  • feeling nostalgic
  • planning my future
  • feeling loved
  • feeling productive
  • feeling calm while hanging with my friends
  • feeling adventurous
  • staying home watching movies
  • kissing
  • waiting in the airport to go home
  • traveling
jun 19 2016 ∞
may 7 2019 +
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  • dye my hair
  • search for new artists
  • visit museums
  • go for a walk
  • play with animals
  • drink tea
  • watch candles burn
  • observe nature
  • study biology
  • read on my armchair
  • listen old vinyls
  • dance, sing and act
  • tarot
sep 20 2016 ∞
jan 27 2021 +
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Juno, 4 de agosto de 2001

  • pronomes femininos
  • bissexual (mas prefiro meninas)
  • ovolactovegetariana since 2015
  • bruxa aprendiz
  • olhos castanhos/amendoados, agressivamente branca, cabelo cinza e azul
  • futura bióloga
  • canhota
  • eu assusto fácil
  • já tive dois dinossauros. foi daora.
jun 14 2016 ∞
jan 27 2021 +
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Juno, 19 ♀ <not my real name>

hazel eyes, pale, blue hair, 165cm

  • photography, literature, poetry, botany, zoology, dinossaurs, nature, art, sci-fi, space odysseys, ocean, vynils, cinematography, witchcraft, hippie, theater, grunge, instability
mar 11 2018 ∞
jan 25 2021 +
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  • ride a motorbike
  • drove a car
  • had my own house
  • fired a gun
  • made a tattoo
  • ride a bike
  • went paddling down the street
  • been to Europe
  • done a road trip
  • got married
  • done yoga
  • had a bank account (non attached to my parents)
  • went camping
  • been on a diet
  • been in a vernissage
  • traveled alone
  • stayed the whole night in the street
  • went to a bar
  • went to a movie theater alone
  • went to a concert alone
nov 22 2017 ∞
mar 3 2020 +
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august 4th 2001; 1h14 pm

  • sun : leo
  • moon : aquarius
  • rising : sagitarius
  • venus : cancer
  • mercury : leo
  • mars : sagitarius
  • jupiter : cancer
  • saturn : gemini
  • uranus : aquarius
  • neptune : aquarius
  • pluto : sagitarius
  • chiron : sagitarius
  • lilith : aquarius
  • north node : cancer
  • vertex : taurus
nov 14 2016 ∞
jan 16 2021 +

< reasons to don't commit suicide and what to do instead >

  • don't jump in front of a train, a lot of people will get late if you do it. Get into the train, go home and take a cold shower
  • don't cut your wrists, do you want the last scene you will see in your life is you all bloody? Besides, someone will have to clean the mess, so go for a walk in your own house (but stay away from the kitchen)
  • don't take a lot of pills, you will probably trow up and it will be gross and unhealthy. Eat or drink water instead.
  • don't jump from the top of a building, you can fall in someone's head. Lay on floor and breathe.

stay alive

jul 4 2016 ∞
apr 24 2020 +
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  • Live in another country
  • Do a trip every year
  • Be a biologist
  • Raise kids (don't need to be mine)
  • Build a farm house
  • Stay healthy and emotionally stable
  • Be a funny aunt that teach science
  • Be who I am without feeling intimidated
  • Be financially independent
  • Feel free
jun 14 2016 ∞
apr 10 2019 +
  • serendipity : (n) the chance occurrence of events in a beneficial way
  • drapetomania : (n) an overwhelming urge to run away
  • eleutheromania : (n) an intense and irresistible desire for freedom
  • petrichor : (n) the scent of rain on dry earth
  • clinomania : (n) excessive desire to stay in bed
  • alexitymia : (n) inability to describe emotions verbally
  • psithurism : (n) the sound of the wind trough trees
  • pluviophile : (n) a rain lover
  • vorfreude : (n) the joyful, intense antecipation that comes from imagining future pleasures
  • abditory : (n) a place into which you can dissapear; a hiding place
jun 19 2016 ∞
sep 21 2017 +
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< to do every day >

  • compliment at least three people
  • eat at least two fruits
  • read more
  • look myself in the mirror
  • remember to forgive
  • have unusual days
  • sing in the shower
  • focus on my goals
  • save money
  • look in the eyes
  • try to make someone smile
  • say "i love you"
  • believe in love
  • write or draw my feelings when necessary
  • learn a new word
  • not be afraid to do what i want
  • be thankful for the small things
dec 17 2017 ∞
may 12 2019 +
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< things i’ve learned as i aged >

  • always be kind and empathic
  • speak your mind
  • know your hard limits
  • you're always you, so you better learn how to like yourself or things will be hard
  • dose your words
  • don't put the weight of saving yourself on someone else's shoulders
  • be careful of who is near you when you're drunk. if you feel yourself loosing control, go home
  • trust no man
  • feeling alone doesn't mean you are alone, it means you need to enjoy your own company atm
  • know when to leave
  • if your will is bigger than your fear, you're ready
  • hope is a dangerous thing, but necessary ...
apr 10 2019 ∞
jul 31 2020 +
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< take my hand, take my whole life too >

  • go to an amusement park
  • make you a dinner at my place
  • eat ice cream at ben&jerry's
  • surprise you with your favourite flower
  • take (a lot) of pictures
  • play guitar for you
  • stare at the stars
  • watch old rom-coms
  • kiss you at new year
  • travel every-fucking-where
  • dance to old records
  • tell mom about you
  • play snooker at a grunge bar
may 10 2019 ∞
jan 27 2021 +
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  • drive a car
  • have at least 4 different funny colours in my hair [4/4]
  • try something with weed
  • smoke pot
  • visit at least 4 countries [1/4]
  • live in another state
  • live in another country
  • have any exotic animal
  • drag myself
  • go to the California pride parade
  • do a DJ/VJ course
  • have my own house
  • speak a third language
  • get my driver's license
  • be financially independent
jul 9 2016 ∞
apr 24 2020 +
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  • draw better
  • take care of animals and plants
  • sing, dance and act at the same time
  • play piano and guitar perfectly
  • work on my photography skills
  • write deep poems
  • sew
  • tarot, meditation and teology
  • spanish, french, german and japanese
  • improve my makeup skills
jun 20 2016 ∞
may 6 2019 +
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  • Van Gogh
  • Magritte
  • Tara McPherson
  • Mark Ryden
  • Audrey Kawasaki
  • Nicoletta Ceccoli
  • Margaret Keane
  • Gaudí
  • Glenn Barr
  • Tim Walker
  • Alexander McQueen
  • Chuck Grant
aug 2 2016 ∞
sep 21 2017 +
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  • why not if you want to?
  • you will make kids believe in magic
  • you will make friends
  • you will get a lot of smiles
  • people will think that you're awesome
  • there are so many colours out there, why would you limit yourself so much?
sep 27 2016 ∞
sep 21 2017 +
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fall :

  • see the rain falling
  • see the trees without leaves
  • read good books with more disposition

winter :

  • hot drinks
  • spent a time in the bath tub
  • have an excuse to bring blankets everywhere
  • hug people
  • wear boots
  • go out without getting tan
  • wear pretty coats

spring :

  • take pretty photos of flowers that are starting to blossom
  • eat berries
  • lay in the ground without freezing
  • do morning workouts with a little bit of ...
jun 28 2016 ∞
sep 21 2017 +