- I dream a lot. There's a lot of scenarios that repeat in my dreams and I think that some dreams are connected to others. Like for example, dream z is related to dreams o & y but not r or k. I even have a diagram. Dreams fascinate me. 
 
    - I like a guy a lot. I'm not in love with him, but I want to love him. And I'm envious of him. I'm so envious that it eats me inside. I compare every other guy I know to him. The thing is that he (almost) doesn't even know me. 
 
    - I jumped from the roof of my house because I wanted to know if I could fly using an umbrella like mary poppins. I'll excuse myself and say that I was eight years old. 
 
    - I know a guy who killed someone, but I can't hate him or think something bad about him; he's such a sweetheart. 
 
    - I like scars/find them pretty. 
 
    - I like to watch men pee bc I find it funny. 
 
    - I love watching trough windows/standing in corners. 
 
    - I poop naked bc otherwise I feel bad with myself. 
 
    - I sleep with a pillow between my legs. 
 
    - I feel bad for inanimates objects. For example, I look at that lonely clothespin hangin' and I'm like I can't leave you alone. Here there's another clothespin. It's absolutely ridiculous. I'm trying not to think too much about it. 
 
    - I listen to the same song for hours/days. 
 
    - I call my mom by her name and everytime I talk about my dad I refer to him as "the other". 
 
    - I drink milk. Two times a day. If I don't do it, the day feels so... empty. 
 
    - I cut/throw away the clothes I've used if I had a bad way. If I can't do it, I just hide it somewhere for months. 
 
  
            jan 4 2017 ∞
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