Marami pa rin akong tanong

Patungkol sa kung paano ba

Ang isang katulad ko

Ay nagkaroon ng tyansang makilala

Ang isang katulad mo

Pero paano nga ba

Nangyari ang isang milagro

Isang pagkakataong maging maligaya

Isang kaligtasan mula sa maraming peligro

Ikaw ang itinuro sa akin ng puso ko

Ikaw ang taong makabubuo sa sarili ko

Ikaw ang naroon para dinggin ako

Ikaw na nga ang natatanging kailangan ko

Bakit ikaw? Sa lahat ng tao

Hindi ko mapuna ngunit hindi na mahalaga

Ikaw lang ang sa aki'y nakakapuno

At ikaw lamang ang mahal magpasawalang hanggan

I couldnt leap through space

I couldnt jump through stones

I couldnt sing those songs

You sang for me before

But i know now how

To give back the love you gave

And it was one split second

When I've realized I can

Give you all of my stars

For we are all stars

And your shine will always be my favorite.

four stages of cancer

may cancer ang asawa ko. hinga nang maluwag, hindi literal. it's a metaphor. nadiskubre ko yung cancer niya noong stage 3 na ito, malaki na, mataas ang posibilidad na di na mapigilan, pwedeng kumalat at ikamatay niya.

"magiging busy na tayo... naiintindihan mo ba ako?"

gusto kong sumigaw, "hindi!!!! tangina hindi!!!!" pero may magagawa ba ako? nalungkot ako syempre, pero hindi ako nagpaapekto, kailangan matatag lang, walang iyakan, kung aalis, edi umalis.

noong may nagsabi sa akin na mas maganda na yung ihanda ka niya sa pag-alis niya, kaysa biglaan siyang umalis, hindi ko mapigilang mapa-isip.

tama, mas maganda yung unti-unti ko siyang nakikitang mamatay, kaysa biglaan siyang kunin. tama, mas masaya yung pakiramdam na ang hirap maging masaya kasi alam mo ...

He clutched into her hands, grasping on every moment of the fevered situation.

"What the hell was that?!"

Grunts from the younger lady were heard. At the very least, she was asking herself. How did she got herself into this situation?

She did not answer. And nerves were popping, blood was pumping.

"Stop ignoring me Seulgi! Just stop, okay?" He yelled, pouring everything and restricting her from going away. More or less, tightening what seemed to be the tightest grip ever as she felt him wounding her wrist.

"Stop the cold treatment." He added in a rather soft tone, slowly latching back his hands and fell out in motion with gravity.

"You know I love you. You know I'll wait for you. And I thought you understood."

She could see it. Those hot steams waitin...

It's raining,

Just like how I met you.

The way you'd play on a poodle,

And watch the rain drizzle.

Your eyes curving down,

Your hands reaching out.

The streets were busy and loud,

But it's you I'm focused to.

The apparation of the crowd

Didn't matter for the very moment,

You were laughing,

Amused by the scenery.

It was your kind of aesthetic.

It's raining.

Just like when I first saw you cry.

That night I was strolling

On the very same street I saw you,

Drenched in water,

And eyes soaked up with tears.

It was a sad story I could never tell.

It's raining.

And like that I realized,

masaya ka ba?

isang taon na tayong nagsasama, kung tutuusin, hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala. hindi naman bago sa pandinig mo ang storya ng isang babaeng paulit-ulit na nabigo sa pag-ibig. ang babaeng 'yon na tinaboy lahat ng nagmamahal sa kanya dahil sa mga pansarili niyang takot, at naging resulta noon ay ang paglisan nila. ang pangit man aminin, ako ang babaeng tinutukoy. at ikaw? isang kang lalaking natutong maging mapagpasensya dahil sa akin. ang daming tanong na tumatakbo lagi sa isip ko. "masaya ka ba?" "napapasaya ba kita?" "paano kung hindi?" "iiwan mo ba ako?" iniisip ko na naman ang lahat ng mga pagkukulang ko sa mga dati kong naging karelasyon. alam mo kung anong sakit ng utak ko? palagi kong iniisip na ako lang lagi yung sobra magmahal, ako na lang palagi yung gumagawa ng paraan, ako na lang lagi yung nagmamahal, ako na lang lagi. hindi ko inisip na na...

Zero six zero six one six

I never thought you could fix

A girl who's tired with broken limbs

Who cries at night with silent weeps

And falls so hard and just too deep

Zero

Can you be some kind of hero?

Someone who's always there to lean on?

A friend who'll see my flaws

As strength beneath my claws

Six

And there inside me you can seek

Something more than my current deeds

A thing that's secret from everybody's eyes

Look upon and you dig where it lies

Zero

You're the miracle I've been looking for dear oh

And your strength has been my thing to to hold on

You give me the warmth in my coldest nigh...

one day i'll have to be on my own.

be with some friends and drunk myself into a new hobby.

one day i'll fetch the kids from school without you.

one day i'll go home, into my room, seeing how much of a waste the big bed was.

one day, i'll cry myself to sleep.

one day, i'll miss you more than i should.

one day, i'll find myself searching for your scent.

one day, i'll have to move on.

one day, someone will say, "did he really have to leave you?"

i'll nod, of course.

"it's a pity, you don't deserve him."

one day i'll say, "no it's not."

before that one day comes, all the other days of my months are my thoughts that you are the best thing that's ever happened in my life.

You're unromantic.

Stoic on the outside,

Oh how hollow your heart is,

Your face still with no emotions.

You're unromantic.

Not black nor white, just gray.

A middle class with no opinion,

Someone neutral and bland.

You're unromantic.

You don't give roses.

You don't send poetries,

You don't say 'I love you's.

You're unromantic.

And yet I fell

For someone who's not deep,

A boy with no sweet words carried.

You're unromantic,

And yet there's warmth in your touch,

Kindness in your words,

And love in your eyes.

You're unromantic.

You didn't give me flowers.

My heart was meant for you

The stars have spoken the truth

We're both atoms of a single light

Combined with passion, grim and might

It was all bound to happen

Every sound of heartbeats fasten

It was too good to be true

My wish just happened, me and you

And when you touch me with your hands

When you cage me with your arms so tight

A fairy would pluck out her wand

Make something cold and dark, turn into warm night

You're the light that I wanted

Somewhere trapped in between my dreams

You make me think about things haunted

Hot and terrifying, crazy thunder lightnings

But then you calm me up

Like the softness of a cotton,

You reached out and hugged me up

You made me want to hold on

Of lovely daisies in the morning

Or cherry blossoms of the early spring

I see the sparkle right infront of him

Those eyes which sees light in dim

His humming was a tune I could never hear

From famous singers or balladeers

He's such a lovely lilac I wanted to keep

From a world of sadness and nothing to seek

His mellow stare and gaze upon the sky

Could light up something from words that lie

Like a soft delicate touch of a feather

Wonder if those ears could ever hear her

His touch a pinch of careful worrying

His voice a tune of wise messages of speaking

The spark of his dear orbs are quite lovely

Staring to it, oh how it can make me less...