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- i'm a coward
- i can be a bitch when i don't need to be
- i get angry about unreasonable things
- and i let reasonable things to be angry about slide
- i pop my knuckles when i'm nervous
- i lie
- i've dropped people out of my life who didn't do anything wrong
- often i don't stick up for myself
- i go to great lengths trying to help people, even when they don't deserve it, just to maintain their friendship
- i think i might be a jealous person, but i've stifled it
- i adopt the characters of others just to mask aspects of my own character
- i'm lazy
- i'm good at shutting out things that need to be noticed
- sometimes i just live in the past. i don't even consider the future or notice the present
- i'm deathly afraid of asking for help
- emotions make me feel nauseated and disgusted
- i'm vain
- but i hate how i look somedays
- i find myself annoying to be around
- which is possibly the reason i don't understand how others can want to be around me
- it's not that i don't read great and notable literature, it's just that i'd rather read fluff somedays
- i put other people on a pedestal and i'm not the least bit surprised when they look down on me
- i have daddy issues. or at least i think i do...i'm not sure if i made them up or not
- very little self-esteem. obviously
- i complain. a lot
- i chain smoke when i'm drunk
nov 24 2007 ∞
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