minhas partes favoritas de todas as musicas da taylor swift (as com um um coração são as que eu amo toda a letra).

• tim mcgraw

and i was right there beside him all summer long and then the time we woke up to find that summer'd gone. // but in a box beneath my bed. is a letter that you never read from three summers back.

• picture to burn

i realized you love yourself more than you could ever love me. so go and tell your friends that i'm obsessive and crazy.

• teardrops on my guitar ♡

but i can't even see anyone when he's with me. // i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night. // the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.

• a place in this world ♡

i don't know what i want, so don't ask me cause i'm still trying to figure it out. // i'm alone, on my own, and that's all i know.

• cold as you ♡

you have a way of coming easily to me and when you take, you take the very best of me. // and now that i'm sittin' here thinkin' it through i've never been anywhere cold as you.

• the outside

you saw me there, but never knew i would give it all up to be. a part of this, a part of you. and now it's all too late so you see. you could've helped if you have wanted to but no one notices until it's too late to do anything.

• tied together with a smile ♡

seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty is the face in the mirror looking back at you. you walk around here thinking you're not pretty but that's not true, cause i know you.

• stay beautiful

i'm taking pictures in my mind so i can save them for a rainy day. it's hard to make conversation when he's taking my breath away. // if you and i are a story that never gets told. if what you are is a daydream i'll never get to hold, at least you'll know.

• should've said no ♡

the smiles, the flowers, everything is gone. yesterday i found out about you. even now just looking at you feels wrong. // you should've know that word, but what you did with her would get back to me. // but do you honestly expect me to believe we could ever be the same.

• mary's songs

i'll still look at you like the stars that shine in the sky.

• our song ♡

when we're on the phone and you talk real slow cause it's late and your mama don't know.

• beautiful eyes

you're here. your eyes are lookin' into mine so baby make me fly. my heart has never felt this way before.

• i'm only me when i'm with you ♡

but sometimes we don't say a thing just listen to the crickest sing. everything i need is right here by my side. // i'm only up when you're not down. don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground. // i'm only trying to let you know that what i feel is true and i'm only me when i'm with you. // and you know everything about me. you say that you can't live without me.

• i heart? ♡

they said love was complicated but it's something i just fell into. // but i can't believe you made me sit at home and cry like a baby wait right by the phone every night. and now you ask about you and i. there's no you and i. remember what you put me through.

• jump then fall ♡

we're on the phone and without a warning i realize your laugh is the best sound i have ever heard. i like the way i can't keep my focus. i watch you talk, you didn't notice. i hear the words, but all i can think is we should be together.

• untouchable

but you're untouchable burning brighter than the sun. now that you're close i feel like coming undone.

• forever & always ♡

once upon a time, i believe it was a tuesday when i caught your eye and we caught onto something. i hold onto the night. you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me. // and i stare at the phone, he still hasn't called and then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all. and you flashback to when he said forever and always. oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong. it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone. cause i was there when you said forever and always. // so heres everything coming down to nothing. heres to silence that cuts me to the core. where is this going? thought i knew for a minute but i don't anymore.

• come in with the rain ♡

i could go back to every laugh but i don't want to go there anymore. // but i'll leave my window open cause i'm too tired tonight for all these games. just know i'm right here hoping you'll come in with the rain.

• superstar

misty morning comes again and i can't help but wish i could see your face. and i knew from the first note played i'd be breaking all my roles to see you.

• the other side of the door ♡

in the heat of the a fight i walked away. ignoring words that you were saying trying make me stay. i said, "this time i've had enough" and you've called a hundred times but i'm not pickin up cause i'm so mad. i might tell you that it's over but if you look a little closer. i said "leave" but all i really want is you to stand outside my window, throwing pebbles. screaming "i'm in love with you" wait there in the pourin rain. // me and my stupid pride sittin here, alone. going through the photographs. staring at the phone. i keep going back over things we both said and i remember the slammin door and all the things that i misread. baby you know everything tell me why you couldn't see that when i left, i wanted you to chase after me?

• fearless

there's somethin bout the way the street looks when it's just rained. rhere's a glow off the pavement. // and i don't know how it gets better than this. you take my hand and drag me head first. fearless.

• fifteen

cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you. you're gonna believe them. // you sit in class next to a redhead named abigail and soon enough you're best friends. // when all you wanted was to be wanted. wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now. // and abigail gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind and we both cried.

• love story

and i said romeo take me somewhere we can be alone. // and my daddy said "stay away from juliet" but you were everything to me. // romeo save me they're trying to tell me how to feel. this love is difficult but it's real.

• hey stephen

i know looks can be deceiving but i know i saw a light in you. as we walked we were talking and i didn't say half the things i wanted to. // i've been holding back this feeling so i've got some things to say to you. i seen it all so i thought that i never seen nobody shine the way you do.

• white horse

maybe i was naive, got lost in your eyes. i never really had a chance. my mistake, i didn't know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand. i had so many dreams about you and me.

• you belong with me

dreaming about the day when you wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

• breathe ♡

and we know it's never simple, never easy. never a clean break, no one here to save me. you're the only thing i know like the back of my hand. and i can't breathe without you but i have to breathe without you but i have to. // nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out. // it's two am feelin like i just lost a friend. hope you know it's not easy, easy for me.

• tell me why ♡

i took a chance, i took a shot and you might think i'm bulletproof, but i'm not. // i'm sick and tired of your attitude. i'm feeling like i don't know you. you tell me that you love me then you cut me down. and i need you like a heartbeat but you know you got a mean streak. // why do you have to make me feel small?

• you're not sorry ♡

and its taking me this long baby but i figured you out and you think it will be fine again but not this time around. // this is the last straw. don't want to hurt anymore and you can tell me that you're sorry but i don't believe you baby like i did before. you're not sorry. // could'a loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold. and you got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being last to know. and now you're asking me to listen cuz its worked each time before. // you use to shine so bright but i watched all of it fade.

• the way i loved you ♡

and my heart's not breaking cause i'm not feeling anything at all. // it's 2 am and i'm cursing your name. i'm so in love that i acted insane and that's the way i loved you. breakin down and coming undone. it's a roller coaster kinda rush and i never knew i could feel that much. and that's the way i loved you.

• the best day ♡

i come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys and we drive and drive. until we found a town far enough away. and we talk and window-shop until i forgot all their names. i don't know who i'm gonna talk to now at school but i know i'm laughing on the car ride home with you. don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay but i know i had the best day with you today. i have an excellent father his strength is making me stronger. // daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world. now i know why all the trees change in the fall. i know you were on my side even when i was wrong. and i love you for giving me your eyes staying back and watching me shine.

• change

but i believe in whatever you do and i'll do anything to see it through. // you can walk away, say we don't need this but there's something in your eyes says we can beat this.

• mine ♡

i was a flight risk with a fear of fallin wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts. // you are the best thing that's ever been mine. // braced myself for the goodbye cause that's all i've ever known. then you took me by surprise you said "i'll never leave you alone".

• sparks fly

the way you move is like a fool on rainstorm and i'm a house of cards. you're the kinda reckless that should send me running but i kinda know that i won't get far. // my mind forgets to remind me you're a bad idea. you touch me once and it's really something. you find i'm even better than you imagined i would be.

• back to december ♡

it turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin you. wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine and i go back to december, turn around and make it all right. i go back to december all the time. these days i haven't been sleepin. stayin up playing back myself leavin. when your birthday passed and i didn't call, then i think about summer. all the beautiful times i watched you laughin from the passenger side and realized i loved you in the fall. and then the cold came with the dark days when the fear crept into my mind. you gave me all your love and all i gave you was goodbye.

• speak now

this is surely not what you'd thought it would be i lose myself in a daydream.

• dear john ♡

long were the nights when my days once revolved around you counting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again. and my mother accused me of losing my mind but i swore i was fine. you paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain. and i lived in your chess game but you changed the rules everyday. wondering which version of you i might get on the phone tonight. // well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away. and you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand. and i'll look back and regret how i ignored when they said "run as fast as you can".

• mean

you, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me. you, have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like i'm nothing. // someday, i'll be big enough so you can't hit me. // i bet you got pushed around. somebody made you cold but the cycle ends right now.

• the story of us

now i'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking. and i'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me? and i don't know what to say since the twist of fate when it all broke down and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now. // i'm scared to see the ending. why are we pretending this is nothing? i'd tell you i miss you but i don't know how. i've never heard silence quite this loud.

• never grow up

take pictures in your mind of your childhood room. memorize what is sounded like what your dad gets home. remember the footsteps, remember the words said and all your little brother's favorite songs. i just realized everything iI had is someday gonna be gone.

• enchanted

the lingering question kept me up. 2am, who do you love? // i'll spend forever wondering if you knew i was enchanted to meet you. // please don't be in love with someone else.

• better than revenge

now go stand in the corner and think about what you did. // soon she's gonna find stealing other people's toys on the playground won't make you many friends. she should keep in mind there is nothing i do better than revenge.

• innocent

it's alright just wait and see your string of lights are still bright to me. oh who you are is not where you've been.

• haunted

you and i walk a fragile line. i have known it all this time but i never thought i'd live to see it break. it's getting dark and its all too quiet and i can't trust anything now and it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake.

• last kiss

all that i know is that i don't know how to be something you miss. // how you kissed me when i was in the middle of saying something. there's not a day when i don't miss those rude interruptions. // so i'll watch you live in pictures like i used to watch you sleep. and i feel you forget me like i used to feel you breathe. and i keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are. hope it's nice where you are.

• long live ♡

it was the end of a decade but the start of an age. // can you take a moment. promise me this. that you'll stand by me forever but if god forbid fate should step in and force us into a goodbye. if you have children someday when they point to the pictures. please tell them my name. tell them how the crowds went wild. tell them how i hope they shine.

• ours ♡

people throw rocks at things that shine and life makes love look hard. // you never know what people have up their sleeves. ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me. lurking in the shadows with their lipgloss smiles but i don't care cause right now you're mine.

• if this was a movie ♡

last night i heard my own heart beating, sounded like footsteps on my stairs. six months gone and i'm still reaching even though i know you're not there. // flashback to the night when you said to me nothings gonna change. not for me and you.

• superman

i wonder if he knows how much that i miss him. // cause i loved you from the very first day.

• state of grace ♡

and all we know is touch and go. we are alone with our changing minds. we fall in love till it hurts or bleeds, or fades in time. and i never saw you coming. and i'll never be the same. // so you were never a saint and i've loved in shades of wrong. we learn to live with the pain. mosaic broken hearts but this love is brave and wild. // this is a state of grace. this is the worthwhile fight. love is a ruthless game unless you play it good and right.

• red ♡

faster than the wind, passionate as sin. ended so suddenly. loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall. // losing him was blue, like i'd never known. missing him was dark grey, all alone. forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met. but loving him was red. // touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you. // fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer. regretting him was like wishing you'd never found out that love could be that strong. // but moving on from him is impossible when i still see it all in my head.

• treacherous

put your lips close to mine as long as they don't touch. out of focus eye of eye till the gravity is too much. // i hear the sound of my own voice asking you to stay.

• i knew you were trouble ♡

no apologies, he'll never see you cry. pretends he doesn't know that he's the reason why you're drowning. // he was long gone when he met me and i realize the joke is on me. // and the saddest fear comes creepin in that you never loved me or her or anyone or anything.

• all too well ♡

i walked through the door with you. the air was cold, but something bout it felt like home somehow. // and i can picture it after all these days. and i know it's long gone and that magic's not here no more. and i might be okay, but i'm not fine at all. // you tell me about your past thinking your future was me. // hey you called me up again just to break me like a promise. so casually cruel in the name of being honest. i'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here. // time won't fly, it's like i'm paralyzed by it. i'd like to be my old self again but i'm still trying to find it. // cause there we are again and i loved you so. back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known. it was rare, i was there, i remember it all too well.

• 22

we're happy, free, confused and lonely at the same time. it's miserable and magical.

• i almost do ♡

and i just want to tell you it takes everything in me not to call you. and i wish i could run to you. and i hope you know that everytime i don't i almost do. i bet you think i either moved on or hate you cause each time you reach out there's no reply. i bet it never, ever occurred to you that i can't say hello to you and risk another goodbye. // and i confess, babe. that in my dreams you're touching my face and asking me if i want to try again with you. and i almost do.

• we are never ever getting back together

then you come around again and say "baby i miss you and i swear i'm gonna change. trust me". remember how that lasted for a day? // i used to think that we were forever, ever. and i used to say never say never. so he calls me and he's like "still love you" and i'm just like "this is exhausting". we are never getting back together like ever.

• stay stay stay

you took the time to memorize me. my feels my hopes and dreams. i just like hanging out with you all the time. all those times that you didn't leave it's been occuring to me i'd like to hang out with you for my whole life.

• the last time ♡

i imagine you are home. in your room, all alone. snd you open your eyes into mine and everything feels better. // this is the last time i'm asking you why you break my heart in the blink of an eye.

• holy ground ♡

we blocked the noise with the sound of "i need you" and for the first time i had something to lose. well i guess we fell apart in the usual way and the story's got dust on every page. sometimes i wonder how you think about it now. and i see your face in every crowd.

• sad beautiful tragic ♡

words, how little they mean when they're a little too late. // in dreams, i meet you in long conversation. we both wake in lonely beds, and different cities. and time is taking a sweet time erasing you. and you've got your demons and darling they all look like me.

• the lucky one

and they tell you that you're lucky but you're so confused. cause you don't feel pretty, you just feel used.

• everything has changed

and all i feel in my stomach is butterflies the beautiful kind making up for lost time, taking flight making me feel right. // come back and tell me why i'm feeling like i've missed you all this time. and meet me there tonight and let me know that it's not all in my mind.

• starlight

and we were dancing dancing like we're made of starlight.

• begin again ♡

i think it's strange that you think i'm funny cause he never did. i've been spending the last 8 months thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end. but on a wednesday in a cafe i watched it begin again.

• the moment i knew

and the hours pass by now i just wanna be alone. but your close friends always seem to know when there's something really wrong.

• come back be here

this is falling in love in the cruelest way. this is falling for you and you are worlds away.

• girl at home

i don't even know her but i feel a responsibility to do what's upstanding and right. // but honey i am no-one's exception this i have previously learned.

• welcome to new york

and you can want who you want boys and boys and girls and girls.

• blank space ♡

you look like my next mistake. // so it's gonna be forever or it's gonna go down in flames. you can tell me when it's over if the high was worth the pain. // but you'll come back each time you leave cause darling, i'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream.

• style

and when we go crashing down we come back every time.

• out of the woods ♡

the rest of the world was black and white but we were in screaming color. and i remember thinking are we out of the woods yet?

• all you had to do was stay ♡

people like you always want back the love they gave away. and people like me wanna believe you when you say you've changed.

• shake it off

i go on too many dates but i can't make them stay at least that's what people say.

• i wish you would

and i wish you knew that i will never forget you as long as i live. wish you were right here, right now. // you always knew how to push my buttons. you give me everything and nothing. this mad, mad love makes you come rushing stand back wasted.

• bad blood

did you think we'd be fine? still got scars on my back from your knives. // band-aids don't fix bullet holes. you say "sorry" just for show.

• wildest dreams

i thought "heaven can't help me now. nothing lasts forever but this is gonna take me down". // some day, when you leave me. i bet these memories follow you around.

• how you get the girl

and now you say "i want you for worse or for better. i would wait for ever and ever. broke your heart, i'll put it back together".

• this love ♡

this love is alive back from the dead. these hands had to let it go free and this love came back to me.

• i know places

they take their shots, we're bulletproof. and you know for me, it's always you. in the dead of night, your eyes so green. and i know for you, it's always me.

• clean ♡

the drought was the very worst when the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst. it was months and months of back-and-forth. // rain came pouring down. when i was drowning, that's when i could finally breathe. by morning, gone was any trace of you. i think i am finally clean. there was nothing left to do when the butterflies turned to dust. they covered my whole room. // ten months sober, i must admit just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it.

• wonderland ♡

we found wonderland. you and i got lost in it and we pretended it could last forever.

• you are in love ♡

for once, you let go of your fears and your ghosts. // pauses, then says, "you're my best friend". and you knew what it was he is in love. // and you understand now why they lost their minds, and fought the wars. and why i've spent my whole life trying to put it into words. cause you can hear it in the silence. you can feel it on the way home. you can see it with the lights out. you are in love, true love.

• new romantics ♡

we're all bored, we're all so tired of everything. we wait for trains that just aren't coming. // cause baby i could build a castle out of all the bricks they threw at me. and everyday is like a battle but every night with us is like a dream. // the best people in life are free. // we need love but all we want is danger. we team up and switch sides like a record changer. the rumors are terrible and cruel but honey most of them are true.

• ready for it? ♡

wonder how many girls he had loved and left haunted. // i see how this is gonna go. touch me, and you'll never be alone. // in the middle of the night, in my dreams. you should see the things we do, baby. // me, i was a robber first time that he saw me. stealing hearts and running off and never saying sorry.

• end game

i don't wanna touch you. i don't wanna be just another ex love you don't wanna see. i don't wanna miss you like the other girls do. // they told you i'm crazy. i swear i don't love the drama it loves me. and i can't let you go. your hand prints on my soul. it's like your eyes are liquor.

• i did something bad ♡

cause for every lie i tell them, they tell me three. this is how the world works. now all he thinks about is me. // if a man talks shit, then i owe him nothing. // you gotta leave before you get left. // they're burning all the witches even if you aren't one.

• don't blame me ♡

don't blame me, love made me crazy. if it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right. lord, save me, my drug is my baby i'd be usin' for the rest of my life. // for you, i would cross the line. i would waste my time. i would lose my mind. they say she's gone too far this time.

• delicate

this ain't for the best. my reputation's never been worse, so you must like me for me. we can't make any promises now, can we, babe?

• look what you made me do ♡

you said the gun was mine, isn't cool. // honey i rose up from the dead. i do it all the time. // all i think about is karma and then the world moves on. but one thing is for sure maybe i got mine but you'll all get yours. // i don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me. // "i'm sorry, the old taylor can't come to the phone right now. why? oh, cause she's dead".

• so it goes

and when you get me alone it's so simple. cause baby, i know what you know. we can feel it.

• gorgeous ♡

you're ruined my life by not being mine. you're so gorgeous. i can't say anything to your face cause look at your face. and i'm so furious at you for making me feel this way. // there's nothing i hate more than what i can't have. guess i'll just stumble on home to my cats alone unless you wanna come along.

• getaway car

i knew it from the first old fashioned. we were cursed.

• king of my heart ♡

i'm perfectly fine. i live on my own. i made up my mind, i'm better off bein alone. // and all at once you're all i want. i'll never let you go king of my heart, body and soul.

• dancing with our hands tied ♡

you said there was nothing in the world that could stop it. i had a bad feeling. // i loved you in spite of fears that the world would divide us. // i'm a mess but i'm the mess that you wanted.

• dress ♡

our secret moments in your crowded room. they've got no idea about me and you. // say my name and everything just stops. i don't want you like a best friend. only bought this dress so you could take it off. // even in my worst times you could see the best of me. // even in my worst light you saw the truth of me. and i woke up just in time. now i wake up by your side my one and only, my lifeline.

• this is why we cant have nice things ♡

this is why we can't have nice things, darling. because you break them i had to take them away. // it was so nice being friends again. there i was giving you a second chance but then you stabbed my back while shaking my hand. and therein lies the issue, friends don't try to trick you. // and here's to my momma had to listen to all this drama.

• call it what you want ♡

nobody's heard from me for months. i'm doing better than i ever was. // i'm the one he's walking to so call it what you want. // all my flowers grew back as thorns. // and i know i make the same mistakes every time. bridges burn, i never learn. at least i did one thing right. // not because he owns me but cause he really knows me. // "you don't need to save me but would you run away with me? yes".

• new year's day ♡

don't read the last page but i stay when when it's hard or it's wrong or we're making mistakes. i want your midnigh. // hold on to the memories they will hold on to you. // please don't ever become a stranger whose laugh i could recognize anywhere.

• i don't wanna live forever

it's just a cruel existence like there's no point hoping at all. baby, baby, i feel crazy up all night, all night and every day. give me something but you say nothing. what is happening to me?

• babe ♡

you said no one else, how could you do this, babe? // what a waste taking down the pictures and the plans we made and it's strange how your face doesn't look so innocent. your secret has it's consequence and that's on you, babe. i break down every time you call. we're a wreck, you're the wrecking ball. // since you admitted it, i keep picturing her lips on your neck, i can't unsee it. i hate that because of you, i can't love you babe.

• crazier ♡

i was trying to fly but i couldn't find wings. but you came along and you changed everything. // feels like i'm falling and i'm lost in your eyes.

• safe & sound ♡

just close your eyes. the sun is going down. you'll be alright. no one can hurt you now. come morning light you and i'll be safe and sound.

• i forgot that you existed

and i would've stuck around for ya. would've fought the whole town, so yeah would've been right there, front row even if nobody came to your show. but you showed who you are, then one magical night i forgot that you existed. and i thought that it would kill me, but it didn't. // it isn't love, it isn't hate, it's just indifference.

• cruel summer ♡

killing me slow, out the window. i'm always waiting for you to be waiting below. devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes. what doesn't kill me makes me want you more. // and if i bleed, you'll be the last to know. // and i screamed for whatever it's worth. i love you: ain't that the worst thing you ever heard? he looks so pretty like a devil.

• lover ♡

have i known you 20 seconds or 20 years? can i go where you go? can we always be this close forever and ever? take me out and take me home. // and you'll save all your dirtiest jokes for me and at every table, i'll save you a seat, lover.

• the man ♡

i'm so sick of running as fast as i can wondering if i'd get there quicker if i was a man. // they wouldn't shake their heads and question how much of this i deserve. what i was wearing, if i was rude. // and it's all good if you're bad. and it's okay if you're mad. if i was out flashing my dollars, i'd be a bitch not a baller.

• the archer

and i cut off my nose just to spite my face then i hate my reflection for years and years. // screaming: who could ever leave me, darling? but who could stay? // cause all of my enemies started out friends.

• i think he knows

it's like i'm 17, nobody understands. // i think he knows when we get all alone i'll make myself at home and he'll want me to stay. lyrical smile, indigo eyes, hand on my thigh. we can follow the sparks, i'll drive. so where we gonna go? i whisper in the dark.

• miss americana & the heartbreak prince

uou know i adore you, i'm crazier for you yhan i was at 16, lost in a film scene. // leave with my head hung, you are the only one who seems to care. american stories burning before me. i'm feeling helpless, the damsels are depressed.

• paper rings ♡

cat and mouse for a month, or two, or three. now i wake up in the night and watch you breathe. // darling, you're the one want, and i hate accidents except when we went from friends to this. // i want to drive away with you. i want your complications too. i want your dreary monday.

• cornelia street ♡

i hope i never lose you, hope it never ends. i'd never walk cornelia street again. that's the kinda heartbreak time could never mend. i'd never walk cornelia street again. and baby, i get mystified by how this city screams your name. and baby, i'm so terrified of if you ever walk away.

• death by a thousand cuts ♡

saying goodbye is death by a thousand cuts. flashbacks waking me up. i get drunk, but it's not enough cause the morning comes and you're not my baby. i look through the windows of this love, even though we boarded them up, chandelier still flickering here cause i can’t pretend it's okay when it's not. // i dress to kill my time. i take the long way home. i ask the traffic lights if it'll be alright. they say: i don't know. and what once was ours is no one's now. i see you everywhere, the only thing we share is this small town. you said it was a great love, one for the ages. but if the story's over, why am i still writing pages? // why are my fears at the touch of your hand? paper cut stains from my paper-thin plans. my time, my wine, my spirit, my trust. tryna find a part of me you didn't take up.

• london boy

he likes my american smile. like a child when our eyes meet. darling, i fancy you.

• soon you'll get better ♡

in doctor's office lighting, i didn't tell you i was scared. // you'll get better soon because you have to. // i just pretend it isn't real. i'll paint the kitchen neon, i'll brighten up the sky. i know i'll never get it, there's not a day that i won't try. // and i hate to make this all about me. but who am i supposed to talk to? what am i supposed to do if there's no you? this won't go back to normal, if it ever was. it's been years of hoping, and i keep saying it because i have to.

• false god ♡

we were crazy to think, crazy to think that this could work. remember how i said i'd die for you? // and i can't talk to you when you're like this, staring out the window like i'm not your favorite town. i'm new york city // i know heaven's a thing. i go there when you touch me, honey. hell is when i fight with you. but we can patch it up good, make confessions and we're begging for forgiveness, got the wine for you. and you can't talk to me when i'm like this, daring you to leave me just so i can try and scare you. you’re the west village.

• you need to calm down ♡

and control your urges to scream about all the people you hate. cause shade never made anybody less gay. // and we see you over there on the internet comparing all the girls who are killing it but we figured you out. we all know now, we all got crowns.

• afterglow

why'd i have to break what i love so much? // tell me that you're still mine. tell me that we'll be just fine even when i lose my mind. i need to say. tell me that it's not my fault. tell me that i'm all you want even when i break your heart.

• me!

i know that i went psycho on the phone. i never leave well enough alone and trouble's gonna follow where i go.

• it's nice to have a friend

feels like home, stay in bed the whole weekend. it's nice to have a friend.

• daylight ♡

there are so many lines that i've crossed unforgiven. i'll tell you the truth, but never goodbye. i don't wanna look at anything else now that i saw you. i don't wanna think of anything else now that i thought of you. i've been sleeping so long in a 20-year dark night and now i see daylight. // i wanna be defined by the things that i love. not the things i hate. not the things that i'm afraid of.