december

• krazy krazy krazy finals week felt like i was dying / mami and tita's super lovely birthday dinner / the end of a semester / staying in manila pen for the weekend / walking around makati at night making me feel things / simbang gabi season / cubao expo and spontaneous manila trip with ciarra / going to laguna for mami's fieldwork / getting into astrology as free therapy with chachi / watching summer strike while drinking my night tea / finishing 9 nights of simbang gabi / last minute palengke run for noche buena handa / missing my pamangkins for christmas / christmas dinner at aura. it was so so so cold because of the december breeze. i love it / ending christmas day at the perya :) / going to intramuros again with tita and teej / went for a quick food trip in binondo :) / seeing df again after years! brunch and sb / passing by the shoe expo with xy / dropping by the kitchenware surplus and ukayan before going home / walking around the city in the afternoon. i love it so much / watching a movie in a theatre again. we watched deleter and it was underwhelming / nye karaoke and drinking soju and beer /

november

• undas visit / on call the whole day with ky bcos we had so much stuff to do / eric finally coming back from hiatus a week before my birthday / zumba halloween party with kids from speed / getting out of my kdrama slump / a slow second week, getting enough sleep / dinner with the family to send off a and lukey / feeling sick on my birthday. felt sad in the morning but the day ended well / last 3 weeks of the semester push. feeling very sipag / lunch with ky. she cooked pesto as a bday gift for me / the joy in discovering new routes to class / staying in the ud common area for the afternoon / driving around campus w ciarra mae while we listen to her birthday gift for me / learning filipino sign language and meeting nice people in the workshop <3 /

october

• WWLO and floramiel that I associated with the smell of my newly changed sheets / my short acad break / visiting the lst viewdeck / drinking soju with tita and ate kels / going to loyola to film my pe submission / karaoke at home :') after so loooong! / tita and tyne staying over for the weekend <3 / watching 11103 in the school auditorium / going home late; reminded me of my highschool days / newfound joy: afternoon walks in the campus / staying in the lib to actually study :') studious / stormy undas break /

september

• h2h talk with kyla / drinking with my family / daydreaming and daydrinking with chachi lol! / chachi's bday dinner treat / hosting a sleepover for the first time. i had so much fun / getting a haircut :) / enjoying bereal / good byes

august

• feeling very motivated at the start of the month / the rainy days are here ~ / getting my break extended for a week / xy's lovely birthday treat / i love you i love you / walking around the campus, my new favorite exercise lol / sam's eighteenth birthday at vikings / love compels us to do good / the start of a new semester / onsite classes after two years. super tiring but def enjoying all the walks / drinking with batchmates / samgyup night for dad's bday / if i want the rewards of being loved, i have to submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known / coming to terms with my feelings :] / chenlestagram my beloved / new hope tala music /

july

• trying out contacts for the first time lol / elina's 20th bday dinner / saw birbs for the first time this year. had yummy ice scramble! / meeting my batchmates on a night out loool / surprisingly enjoying my summer term because of the light workload / learning korean / nanay's 11th year death anniversary. been a while since the whole family gathered together / touring jj, reine and ry around the city before they go home XD / wooga in the soop my beloved / getting an upper lobe piercing / a very sweet and lovely month that i will remember for a long time /

june

• my 2 week summer break / the start of my summer term / lunch date with chachi my beloved / heart is full from the day out with cha, elina, yang / teej's bday / my bd / weekend trip to sta. maria, laguna / meeting ky and other college friends on campus / weekend staycation in joy nostalg / lots of discerning for org elections / this playlist making me feel things

may

• hope and grief / the end of a crazy semester

april

• jbrekkie live at electric lady / fili panukalang papel craze / the company of my blockmates / video calls and catching up with friends during my holy week break / ahn hyoseop brainrot / org works: tms, bdl, hsn. dead / spending the last weekend in nueva ecija /

march

• learning how to do study calls / having our sunday routine back / huwag itanong kung mahirap. itanong kung mahalaga ba / a very heartwarming call with ky abt college and life in general / an overall bad month for me /

february

• the start of a new semester / my first ever field work ☆ / going to moa and visiting ikea. it was so crowded lol / stayc comeback / spending the long weekend in baguio/ drowning in org work /

january

• coming back to manila / saehyun my happiness / baby a's birthday. i love how she can grasp the idea of a birthday / walking to a nearby kmart with tita / thrifting and buying surplus kitchenware / park hyungsik brainrot with xy / days with our beloved summer / finishing six dramas this month feeling very deranged / enjoyed my month long break <3