- Breaking my nose (I have an irrational fear of breaking my nose)
- My parents dying before they can see me as a functional healthy successful adult.
- Debt: Never paying off my student loans. Accumulating even more debt. Living in debt.
- Caring so much about other people's opinions.
- In general, breaking any bone.
- Talking about my mental illness(es)/mental health problems to anyone, especially my family.
- Grammar. My grammar sucks.
- Suicidal thoughts/committing suicide: Thinking things get so bad that I have to commit suicide.
- Continuing to tolerate bullying and abuse. Never being able to stand up for myself and others.
- Diabetes: I don't want it. It's in my family history.
- Alcoholism: see diabetes.
- Never losing weight & always being fat.
- A painful death: fire, suffocation, drowning and falling.
- Never getting my writing published.
- Being considered a 'bad writer'.
- Staying in college another year.
- Sleeping in a hotel at night and it catches on fire.
- Rollercoasters with straight drops. I feel like I'm falling to my death.
- Watching the Exorcist
- Driving on bridges (watch the movie Susie Q)
- Eating eggs, I have never tried eggs
- Loosing my hearing because I listen to too much loud music.
- Never kissing someone before the age of 30.
- Never having sex before the age of 30.
- Nuclear war under Drumpf
apr 10 2017 ∞
may 24 2017 +