• share esperiences and stories with people
• feel that i'm free
• read a book that matches my vibe of the moment
• hear people's stories
• misty, cold, rainy days
• autumn and winter
• summer rains
• that exciting feeling when you're falling in love

• practice yoga every day
• drink water regularly
• eat 3 meals a day
• 1h study every working day
• save and invest money monthly
• mantain a shadow work journal
• conect with the earth and my deities daily
• read at least 20 pages a day
• grounding every day
• give back to nature what you take (can be a prayer of thanks)

< important note: its okay not to do everything at once, don´t be so harsh on yourself >

• travel to
  • England
  • Canada
  • USA (coast to coast)
  • New Zeland
  • Japan
  • Cape Town
  • visit all regions of Brazil
• achievements
  • have my own house
  • live in the woods
  • graduate as a Psychologist [2/10]
  • be sucessful in my career
  • achieve more clients
  • write a book
• personal
  • be a calm and mindful person
  • be my best self

Lily, 23yo

• Leo
• hazel eyes, black hair, pale
• brazilian
• 165cm

witchcraft, psychology, dark academia, whimsigoth, plants, gardening, storms, dense forests, cedarwood, tarot, Ghibli movies, music, Lana del Rey, Evanescence, poetry, literature, arts, lesbian.

———— Evanescence

• I will stay forever here with you, my love. The softly spoken words you gave me, even in death our love goes on. And I can't love you any more than I do.
• I'll make my own way, without your senseless hate, hate, hate, hate.
• Gonna be the bitch you make me out to be, so you better take cover, you underestimated my wrath.
• And if I bleed, I'll bleed.
• You belong to me, my snow white queen, there’s no way to run so let’s just get it over. Soon I know you’ll see, you’re just like me, don’t scream anymore my love ‘cause all I want is you.
• Frozen inside without your touch, without your love, darling, only you are the life among the dead.
• So what if we do fall apart? Give into all that we are and let all the broken piec...

———— The Secret History (Tart, Donna)

• “if we are strong enough in our souls we can rip away the veil and look that naked, terrible beauty in the face; let God consume us, devour us, unstring our bones. Then spit us out reborn.”

———— Boy Parts (Clark, Eliza)

• “people always conflate beauty with goodness.”

• books
  • The Bell Jar, Sylvia Plath
  • Afterlove, Tanya Byrne
  • Boy Parts, Eliza Clark
  • Lolita, Vladmir Nabokov
  • Girl, Interrupted; Susanna Kaysen
• movies
  • Girl, Interrupted
  • The Craft
  • Practical Magic
  • Howl’s Moving Castle
  • Kiki's delivery service
  • The Black Swan
  • Dead Poets Society
• artists amd bands
  • Lana del Rey
  • Evanescence
  • Fleetwood Mac

• fall
  • drink hot chocolate
  • read a book on the balcony
  • spellwork on apples
  • harvest the plants from your garden
• winter
  • prepare a yule log
  • light scented candles
  • take baths
  • wear comfy coats
• spring
  • sit on the ground in a park
  • organize thoughts
  • go to parks see the flowers blooming
  • eat blackberries
• summer
  • wear summer dresses