• You - Regina Spektor (how to laugh at the ache)
• Banshee Beat - Animal Collective (neutral with loud bass)
• Miracle - CocoRosie (the depth of your stupidity and lack of sympathy)
• Frug - Rilo Kiley
• Ampersand - Amanda Palmer
• Waves - Metric (the promised product)
• 85 - Rilo Kiley
• Brother Sport - Animal Collective (tears for familial neglect)
• Now at Last - Feist (good bedtime regrets)
• Let it Die - Feist (square in rectangle peg)
• Summertime Clothes - Animal Collective (numb walk to class)
• The Dream of Evan and Chan - Postal Service (high school revisited)
• Leaf House - Animal Collective (introduct...

2006:

• Bright Eyes - somewhere in Santa Barbara
• Metric/Lovely Feathers - El Rey
• Metric/Islands - Music Box at the Fonda

2007:

• Emily Haines - Carson Daly
• Emily Haines - El Rey
• Busdriver - MOCA
• Wolf Parade/Holy Fuck - Glass House
• Busdriver/Daedelus/AntiMC - Troubador
• Metric - University of Toronto

2008:

• Metric/Crystal Castles - Glass House
• Feist - somewhere in LA
• Jenny Lewis - UCSD
• Daedelus/Busdriver - Ground Zero
• Amanda Palmer/Katie Perry - Music Box at the Fonda

Coachella:

• hypocritical
• self-deprecating
• generally attractive
• shy
• artistic
• elitist
• judgmental
• narcissistic
• distrusting
• listener
• forgetful
• loyal
• easy
• pluralist
• impressionable
• mostly emotionally repressed
• pseudo-mysterious
• open
• emotional
• impulsive

art:

• quilts
• stuffed animals
• oil painting
• anatomical sculptures
• ceramics pieces
• floral wallpaper
• embroidery
• knit stuff
• children's storybooks/fables
• sex poses

music:

• opera
• cultural
• classic
• piano
• rudimentary guitar, plz?

social:

• gender roles

breakfast:

MW:

• Mixed Nuts (Buy some mixed nutes, fruit and nut medley)

Rest of Week:

• Omlette (romano cheese, mushrooms, avocado)
• Fruit Shake
• Bowl of Cereal

lunch:

W:

• Sandwiches (lettuce, tomato, peanut butter, nutella, bellsprouts...)

Rest of Week:

• Salad

dinner:

MTW:

• hotmail (tkos, nihilistic_emokid, mk.salvatore)
• gmail (milk.butcher)
• deviantart (atalatus, pencilmarks)
• facebook
• myspace
• youtube (tinytinylittlewords, stillcountingsheep)
• listography
• lookbook
• flikr (ahappymintleaf)
• ravelry (ahappymintleaf)
• last.fm (pophookaddict)
• runescape
• yahoo (the_brilliant_outcome (Regina Spektor songbook, flickr)
• hulu (tinytinylittlewords)
• twitter (tinylittlewords)
• dailymotion
• craigslist
• tumblr (iauiugu)

• No Lies, Just Love - Bright Eyes (2004)
• Contrast and Compare - Bright Eyes (2004)
• False Advertising - Bright Eyes (2005)
• Going for the Gold - Bright Eyes (2005)
• Attempt to Tip the Scales - Bright Eyes (2006)
• Butcher - Metric (2006)
• Somedays - Regina Spektor (2006)
• Shrine to Fast Goodbyes - Emily Haines (2007)
• Neighbourhood #1 - Arcade Fire (2007)
• Purple Bottle - Animal Collective (2007)
• Animals - CocoRosie (2007)
• The Last Page - Emily Haines (2008)
• Derek - Animal Collective (2008)
• Sweet Esme - Joanna Newsom (2008)
• Waltz - Fiona Apple (2008)
• Better Version of Me (2008)

• i put too much of myself into helping others
• helping others takes focus away from helping myself, where my "masculine" trait of fixing things keeping me running in circles are other people
• between all the people i've helped, the only feeling i can express without doubt is emotional breakdowns. by that point, it's pretty clear something is going on. which is, you know, too late
• the typical saying is you can't love others until you love yourself. but. you have to learn how to love. especially the self.
• i do everything by example. i like feeling emotionally enriched.
• i need to receive a lot of support, yet i only seek out damaged goods to befriend.
• i often don't feel like i'm getting any s...

• baby Elaine Doll
• paper maché Alice in Wonderland creatures
• finish 3 knit sweaters
• complete bunny knit pattern (sellable prints)
• have workable deer knit pattern
• mom's drink picture of sister and self
• two brocade sweaters
• kimono summer dress
• use up/give away most fabric
• finish giving away stuff
• wolf costume (wearable head mask)

• road trip with jon/kaitlin
• set up a physical art portfolio
• set up an art portfolio on USC web site - post-modern observations in html
• use up all fabric
• get job that would not interfere with all the money spending activities
• go to beach three times a week
• go to disneyland twice a week
• swim everyday, thirty minutes minimum
• protest signs

• people i have kissed
• favorite colors
• songs to figure out
• sexy songs

negatives

• physically, too short.
• too hairy.
• boring eye color.
• crooked nose, ugly shape.
• ugly eyebrows that grow in a way that can't allow for them to be shaped.
• small lips.
• very crooked jaw.
• significantly crooked ears.
• thick hair.
• small hands.
• weird toenails. weird feet in generally.
• oily skin.
• dandruff.
• wide face.
• big head.
• obviously gay voice.
• weird mannerisms.
• laugh too much, ugly laugh.
• too easily influenced by others.