- 13/07: why do u say you want me then treat me like that... i'm sorry i cant give u what we both want.......... it really sucks i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry
- 14/07: idk what to do idk what to say. my heart hurts so bad. eu queria tanto q desse certo, eu queria tanto ficar com vc. mas as coisas nao são assim. e eu nao sei oq fazer. eu sou uma idiota e eu te me magoei e eu nao sei como eu vou me perdoar
- 16/07: youre my best friend and i lvoe you and i hurt you and im just the worst person in the world i just wish i could get away from everyone bc im a disappointment and i hate myself
- 20/07: i love it when ur holding back your laughter and suddenly it comes out and its so adorable i love to see u laugh. i love your shy smile. i love how sweet u look like most of the time. i kinda wish i could protect u from everything in the world. i wish i was there for you on 2017. i wish i was there for you all the time. and i wish u knew how much i love u
- 23/07: i wanna share life with you and i wanna be there for you that's all i want
- 30/07: i miss you and i miss sitting next to you and i miss being with you and i miss not being so afraid of hurting you but the truth is i'm so dumb and i hate this feeling. if feelings are not enough then why are they so big and relevant and harmful? i miss you so bad but knowing it won't be the same anymore hurts my heart. i dont wanna keep hurting you, i wish i could love you the way we both want but i can't. i wish i wasn't so afraid of the fall and the harm. i wish we could both say it's worth it to take the shot, but we don't. i wish i was your first option. i wish you could tell me exactly why you love me, because i know you do. i miss your voice and your smell so much. i wish i could hug you forever? i miss your little smile and your laughter and how attractive you can be. i miss being with you and it hurts cause i know i will never be with you the same way again.
- 31/07: u cant just go ahead and say you dont know if this is serious. its not like we met a week ago. its not like we dont know nearly everything about each other. if you really wanted me you'd be sure of that probably. idk
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