- 06/06: i've met guys more interesting than you. i've had guys who can paint and draw and play and preach be interested in me. the thing is: i keep thinking of you. i don't know why, you're always on my head, and i don't know what to do about it. while they paint, sing, whatever, i am so head over heals with your bad sense of humor, with your lame jokes, with the games you watch every day, with your mathematics and you being smart, and even your family? i want to meet them. like, i want to meet them and i want them to like me. and that just hurts because, i know you don't feel the same. i get that all you say, it's all jokes, all fun and games, and i don't blame you, because you don't know how i feel and i don't know if i'll ever get to tell you that. i wish we had a chance. i wish i could hold your hand, i wish you knew i really, really, really like you and that i wish. i just really wish, and i dream and i can't stop thinking about it. and i hate it. i hate that it is so easy to write about you, i hate that i have your messages starred on whatsapp, i hate that i feel weird when we don't talk, i hate that you probably don't feel the same way as i do. you're probably wiser than me on this!! congrats. maybe if i could go back in time i would never have tweeted that. and i don't know what would've happened, you probably wouldn't get so hurt over that girl, and i probably wouldn't have fallen in love with you. the "what if's" suck really bad. i'm sorry. i wish you knew. i just don't know how to say.
- 07/06: i remember you listening to music while sitting on the stairs and how. you sang along and how endeared i was. i still am
- 15/06: i had a dream with you and woke up at 3am feeling so funny. i should've written what that was about because i can't remember. i just know it was good. so good :( and then i missed you all day because of that. it's 3am and i am literally in love with you?
- 16/06: can i please stop dreaming about you:( we were at the bus and you were wearing a jeans shirt and it looked rlly good on you and you were readin and i was sad and you were comforting me idek anymore i just like you. ok 10:30am e eu sonhei de volta com vc desgraça. vc tava no computador fazendo um trabalho e meus pais tavam junto e eu so tava olhando :( aí depois vc me mostrou e era um video bem daorinha
- 17/06: i sat w/ you on the bus on a monday????? incredible... please let me know your real intentions. let me know if you really want me. i spend the whole trip dying to cuddle with you :/ i also wanted to hold your hand. i like you a lot
- 19/06: sonhei com vc de novo desgraça. vc tava mto bonitinho :/ a gente foi numa loja aí tava vendo umas camisetas dos avengers e de uns jogos. depois a gente foi ver outras coisas e achou um espelho e ficou se olhando nele aí eu coloquei meu braço no seu ombro etc mto casal. aí eu me apoiei em vc e perguntei se vc tava bem etc com aquela carinha q eu faço. enfim eu gosto mto de vc tchau
- 25/06: i never had anyone like you and that's why it hurts sk much that you have someone like me :)
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