- doing math over the summer like a nerd.. going to the mall with p and k and 'helping' them but felt like a tool :)
- (re??) meeting you at music camp. actually there's two 'you's i should talk about, but i actually love one of them more than words and the other one... well read the below caption to find out
- i was close to you, why did you have to turn out to be such an ugly pimple on the existence of humans. we had good times but wtf man
- the first day of english 1h i didn't know anyone lol.. i know i thought i wouldn't be able to make friends freshman year, i was actually a little bit wrong? uhhhh weird
- legit never paying attention in math class and still doing well LOL me and this guy would literally fall asleep next to each other or i would text you in class or i would make awkward eye contact with m at 11:11 and die laughing,,,,, i was a cringy freshie
- orchestra.... i miss n and k. all the concerts we did were so fun, made me fall in love with music all over again. not to mention getting closer w d (and another but i prefer to never mention his name again)
- when we performed at that community center thing, oh my god do you know how safe i felt with you? we just sat next to each other doing nothing and it was not awkward at all, occasionally i showed you a meme and you showed me one but we sat in silence with each other and god i want to stay in that bubble forever
- smacking a random dude in the face at break rip, my ability to laugh it off though
- sitting alone with l on the first day at lunch... it was sad but hey i know you'll always be there for me and i'll always be there for you (even if we don't speak in 5 weeks)
- why the fuck would you leave me like that. was math class really all i ever was to you? holy shit. one of the most damaging experiences of my life, do you know how much you made me question myself? i will never forgive you, every fucking day i have to get over some obstacle that you put in my fucking path
- maybe if you hadn't done that shit i wouldn't be questioning my every message, my every action, because i think someone else will leave me for being comfortable, for being my own fucking self. do you realize how badly you broke me? even i didn't until i was around someone whole
- i could be bitter but i think that'd enable you.
- doing stupid dances with l in spanish class.. that was really stupid but when i look back at the videos i smile with wet eyes because look, that was me, and that me evolved into me, and this me has so much more to achieve, just like that stupid me did.
- freshman homecoming... that was really cute i'm not going to lie. went with s as friends but told ppl we were gfs even though we both thought it was obvious that we were kidding LMFAO uh foreshadowing? running around w s and met alot of their friends hahah i felt really bad for ditching n and s though ,,
- literally the whole freshman homecoming week made me fall in love with high school in a whole new way. so many people showed school spirit and i actually wanted to be a part of it too, and idk it was just really fun
- ohhhhhhhh man i loved you no kidding. for a hopeless romantic like myself, it was so hard to get over the possibility that we were 'meant to be'. it was just so perfect, and when you asked me what i was doing over the break, i felt like the main character. of course maybe you pitied the poor viola girl, but maybe in some alternate universe you would ask me to hang out, and i would say yes.
- i think a lot of it was just that you knew nothing about me, you just knew my name and that i played the viola. is that not enough to know me? you're probably the only one who knows me apart from school, apart from academics, and still showed some glimpse of interest in me. sure i have real friends, but with you i could completely eliminate any doubt. i could be free. when will i find that again?
- and that's probably why i was so scared to lose you so i held on to you for a year. literally told so many people for what reason??? just to keep your memory alive. i can still see you in my mind's eye, but you're fading, and i have new people now, it's just that you were a possibility that i desperately hoped would bear fruit. perhaps in another lifetime, my love
- on another note, d did stay up all night with me when i was watching bts' bang bang con in a dark room by myself because i was so homesick for bts and any semblance of normal society after the pandemic started. we talked about i don't even know what, i remember spilling all my feelings about n to him and he tried to find him to no avail lol but i'm grateful nevertheless. hope d still feels the same friendship w me!
- the pandemic... i remember the lockdown like it was yesterday. i remember them putting little sinks up around campus for us to wash our hands before everything and also washing my hands whenever i went outside or inside because my friends did. we went home for a three day weekend, and that weekend turned into two weeks. then until the end of the school year. then for the whole year after that.
- the month of march moved so slowly. i watched tiktoks, made friendship bracelets, listened to music, made dalgona coffee, played video games. i knew something was off, but even though i wouldn't admit it, i wanted to do was to go back and see my friends again :(
- my parents made me and my sister go on walks with them and it was so spooky because there was NO ONE on the sidewalk, not a soul. i didn't like wearing masks, it made the pandemic seem too real, too much of a genuine epidemic, so i just used those other face covering cloth thingies. early pandemic was.. interesting
- the end of my freshman year was underwhelming, a lot of stuff that i had wanted to do hadn't even happened. and my senior friends graduated. i wanted more time..
- my friends showed up and surprised me on my birthday and i genuinely did not expect them to go to so much effort for me, i felt so incredibly loved i don't know how i didn't burst out crying w all the emotions leaking out through my eyes. i thought it would be the most boring birthday ever because we were all in quarantine but we had a tiny tiny socially distanced masked gathering and that was so so so sweet of them :,) i love my friends
- summer 2020 was bleak and boring as far as i remember... barely did anything because we were way too scared of covid. probably watched a lot of tv. oh and got discord near that year and started using it more in the summer, meeting my besties :))) n and f and s and c, idk where i would be w/o them i'm so grateful..
- genuinely never thought i'd be the type of person to make online friends, but like damn i haven't felt the level of emotional connection i have with them with a lot of people. they get me, and i get them,,, our interactions are always intentional and i love that so much, none of us are ever obligated to talk to another but we always do it anyways, and i think that's the most romantic thing
- going to the park with c and s and eating lunch one summer day as a tiny lil picnic :))))) i thought it would be cold but it wasn't it was actually really hot and they finished their food v quickly (c got a salad, she's obsessed with them, and s just got a burger) and i was sitting there w my sandwich for a good hour probably,,, we just talked and talked and talked, it was honestly so cute and i felt zero pressure to eat faster or talk less
- we talked about random stuff, and at one point we were talking about marriage and kids (so weird but it was wholesome) and yeah. i just thought to myself, i hope i stay friends with them for a really long time, i'm so content
- that one day in math you were asking me a lot of questions LOL and you know i'll always stand by the fact that if it's you, it never matters. but anyways, you were standing in between my desk and yours but people behind you couldn't see (because you're actually tall) so you like awkwardly squatted down and then the teacher saw and she gave you the cutest little stool to sit on LMAO and you just sat there next to me. AAAAHHHHH. i always feel better when you're near me and maybe you were just there for math help (in which case this is really awkward) but hopefully you also maybe perhaps wanted to be nearer to me
- tennis, but junior year tennis. as a freshman, when upperclassmen said that doing sports was a great way to make friends, i didn't think tennis or track really backed that up? because i guess freshmen tend to cluster into their own little groups so you can't like,, merge with another? well you can but it's scary. but i think because i was older, i felt more confident around the sophomores and freshmen? and i even got closer with the juniors there. they're some of my closest friends now?? they brought out a side of me that i didn't know could come out that quickly and i'm so glad <3
- the singles/doubles tournament!! going to coach's room during study hall to change w the rest of us, coach leaving the room but then banging on the door bec we took too long KJLSD, playing ts in the car even tho no one liked it, going to subway and coach bought us all sandwiches AND drinks, getting to the school and sitting in a circle and having a lil subway picnic when all the other girls were warming up oops, d and i winning the first like 3 sets but then the other girls got much better (they were like singles 2 and 3?? smh), watching everyone else's matches, going home in coach's car and eating some more
- main st w c and s (and k bec they insisted that they come along too. annoying) ,,, talking about random stuff and eating and getting food and getting my pants wet by laying down in the grass so i laid on my stomach (felt like a model), getting made fun of for having wet pants :( , being cute on my story
- ack my first gf ;;-;;;; man. u genuinely made me so happy. i knew that i could count on you (i still can obviously) and knowing that there was someone at school who genuinely liked me and who would tell me otherwise was such a comfort. i know we didn't work out but i think that was a real growth experience for me,,, we were very happy while it lasted and we're still very happy as friends <3 very grateful for u
- i remember on our first (and only oops LMAO) date we went to get boba. and i remember how u asked me out LMFAO we were sort of fake dating at the time and u were like. 'wanna go on a real date this time?'. AKLEHWGSDJLM<vxc <- exactly how i felt. i like. didn't know what to say bc it was so random and i realize the first time someone (i like) has asked me out,,,, i remember telling m and l and d and i was so so so happy and i remember walking back to school bc i had tennis practice holding hands and telling tennis people about it and it was the cutest thing ever
- i think we were really cute. and that brought me a lot of joy. i seriously want to fuck up the bitch that is the reason we couldn't have a proper ending and maybe the reason we're not together rn but i can't do anything to him lol but thank u for making me feel loved and thank u for still being there for me. that picture of us holding hands will always be my fav
- junior hoco,,,,,
- you told me abt how lonely (??) and like left out u felt at the hoco game and i found it so crazy that YOU of all people could ever feel like they didn't have real friends. MMM but later you told me that hoco week was probably ur favorite week of high school
- lol the dance. <3 dressing up like 3 hours earlier than i needed to because i was so excited, my cute little fairy princess type dress, deciding on the fit w d, doing my hair and makeup, taking pics with friends at the park, walking to the park w l, walking to school w everyone, looking at the sunset </3, seeing everyone dressed up, moshing literally the whole time, eating v good food, taking more pictures, seeing a bunch of ppl who walk past me in the halls wave to me, c and m fangirling over my dress, AHHH that was so fun
- dressing up w d for duo day MUAHAHAH cute asf
- tv tuesday as eleanor shellstrop w m as doug forcett but rly she just wore my flannel
- stereotype day and dressing up v cute ,, the powderpuff dance where the juniors and seniors did so good but the freshmen won and everyone was mad about it (including the freshies)
- class color day and actually feeling like juniors,, rally was so unhype the freshmen did NOT represent and the sophs were annoying asf but the junior and senior spirit was gr8
- famous person friday as maia LMAO it was so low effort but taking pics at lunch was so fun
- PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- it wasn't what i expected but it was still pretty fun :O worth $80? hmmm...
- buying flowers :D they actually matched my dress so well
- making k paint my nails
- taking pictures before!! the hill was actually slippery i hated standing on that dirt bc it felt like i was gonna fall off and i couldnt properly stand in my heels anyways. and going up the stairs with heels wasn't as bad as going down, i felt like i was gonna miss a step then boom rip me
- but everyone literally looked SO SO pretty i loved how the pictures turned out (there are some more that ppl took that we havent seen yet though) (they turned out SOOO cute)
- idk idk d saying hi to me/my group while we were waiting in line and i was talking to l about this earlier and i am quite a jealous person i think but don’t have the energy to do anything about it,,,, so i think him looking for me and only me sort of validated me. i know it shouldn’t and if he never did it i’m sure i would’ve been fine but idk it was sweet i felt like a real friend of his ya know?? in place of lkke idk someone u talk to when you’re bored or need help
- standing in line for the photo booth thing almost in complete silence,,,, i hope it wasn’t that awkward for him but for me it was honestly so calming lol we know each other and so i didn’t really have much to say and yeah i hope y’all readers if there are any take this in the most platonic way possible but he’s the cutest
- slow dancing w d LMAO… ppl thought i had a crush on her (including s?? a little awkward???) which tbh was an idea i’d never thought about before but it was so fun
- taking ‘pics’ through the lens thing of m’s disposable camera they came out CUTE i am excited to see how the actual disposable will turn out
- idek what i was doing but it probably wasn’t dancing but it was still fun :(( i was going to say a night i’ll never forget but i’m already forgetting what i did for 4 hours LMAO
- OH OH the spinny video thing where i had nothing to do :B and the desserts and the line to the first photo booth pic and the way my group told me i should’ve asked d out (like why tf) and sitting at the table with shirley temples and stabbing the cherry with a straw and losing my polaroid and finding it again and jumping in heels and feeling pretty and thinking ‘this is one of those one-time things’
- staying up for a LOOONG time doing work and listening to music with l and idk she’s just my rock and you know with some people i wonder what i’ll do without them but with l i know i simply just won’t do without her . she knows so much about my character and i literally feel like her sister. i’ve probably written it down somewhere else here but i’ve never been so ready to make fun of or prank or tease someone than her because i know she’ll be there for me, and i know she thinks of me in the same way too. we’ve known each other for so so long and genuinely wouldn’t have wanted anyone else to go through middle and high school with,,,, our limited distance is our virtue tbh
- i still don't believe it 100%. i feel like not having it was part of my identity but now that i do so many doors are open to me... terrible timing but at least k will be able to make use of it..... and maybe i can actually get some $$... oh my god i did think this day would come but. i anticipated it so much that i dont think i truly believe it. i'm gonna cry bro but also i'm not? i'm not reacting as much to it as i thought it would but WOW.
- senior reveal,,,, i’m sad honestly. i’m really happy for the seniors but like,, how tf am i suppsoed to come to terms that ALL these people that i’ve seen around since lkke 6th grade or even before are Starting their lives and Leaving??? it’s so bittersweet bc i love so many of them and selfishly want them to stay but at the same time i know they’re gonna do So well. But i’m also terrified because that’s gonna be me next year,,,, i only have one year where i’ll still be in high school, where i’ll be treated as a high schooler and not a young adult. only one year as a kid. only one year left of the only life i’ve ever known and aDHANFN idk idk i’m just honestly so scared to go someplace so vastly new and different from EVERYTHING i’ve experienced so far… can you believe? literally like 16 years of life experience and i’ve basically done the same thing for all 16. what if, in another 16 years, i’m disappointed with where i am? what if i run out of time? what if there really only is one chance at this, what if there is nothing after? and what if i don’t have a valuable life, and what if that’s the only one i get? i like who i am now, but how many more years, how many lifetimes, do i have with her?
- making plans with k and m (both to hang out and to plan out i&t) and EEEEEEE it genuinely sounds so fun idk idk it feels somewhat like i've found my people ya know?? that's like unnecessarily deep because we're just a couple of people nerding out about books and writing and philosophy but idk they like echo what goes on in my mind which is HHEKSDM< so true
- going to the library with appa and then going across the street to that random tea place that i didn't know existed but looked so amazingly aesthetically pleasing LOLOL although the lady there was kind of rude but whatever then going to congratulate s akka and then talking to appa on the way home about like historical fiction novels mMMMMMMMMMM i knew that we are both history nerds but i did Not know that he also loves historical fiction.
- taking pictures for vacay day in lang.... god. so much pressure is lifted off of me and i'm genuinely having fun at school,, it feels like vacation heheh also getting compliments on my peach bucket hat i love that hat so much its so cute and i feel like it fits my personality and aWHES yah. althoguh wtf did d say when he entered the room he was litearlly like "what is THAT" . am i an 'it' to u go fuck off >:(
- VC WITH A AND F???? that was so fun oh my goodness. like. idk. i spent 6 WHOLE HOURS with them?? in one sitting???? i am so comfortable with them and like when i hear their laughs though its over like hundreds or thousands of miles it MELTS me idk i love them so much,,,, i want to meet them irl So badly. and it's crazy that like i mean i've never seen a's face and i've only seen f's face over a screen and yet we're so close. like there wasn't even a 'yet' we just Are that close? idk it's awesome
- "going to see the lighting in tech theater" and got my world ROCKED
- last day of school for seniors i am so sad… i wasn’t going to cry that much but soemthing about what d and a wrote in my journal and the way d was tearing up ,,,, i like completely broke down when we were watching mulan,,,, d kept telling me ‘you’re gonna be okay’ which made me want to cry more because i’m gonna miss them all so much. the era has come to an end,, seeing them every other day, seeing d every other morning in the library, making eye contact and talking in math. his little side hug made me want to sob so badly and the way he refused money for the grad tickets :[
- d came up to me and was like ‘can i just’ and then hugged me :(((((((( and afterwards he said in a really small voice ‘i’m really going to miss you a lot’ :(((((((( i’m gonna ugly cry i love him more than words
- his fucking senior portrait PLEASE shut up with being so sweet and sentimental and emotional. "i'm really happy to have gotten closer in the last couple of years" NO. STOP. "...don't forget to relax and smell the roses sometimes" SHUT THE FUCK UP. stfu with ur stupid idiomatic expressions plEASE i'm going to miss u more than i've missed a lot of things and ur not even gonna be that far away but awehjdgks idk. idk.
- anywasy we made friendship bracelets in the garden LOL (mines says snRNPs) and we took like 9000 pictures w/ m's disposable camera as the lens LMFAO and we made a bracelet for ms. r and aH it felt very main character esque i really do love all those people :)
- planning our club (?) type thing w k and m in the library
- golfland ;o;
- spotify story
- vikram!
- dr strange ;O
- k grad!
- eeaao with l
- main st / arcade with n, s, l :)
- oreo bingsoo and popcorn chicken, a walk as the sun goes down, a bubble of our own?
- cooking alone in the kitchen w noise canceling headphones
- training le kid, talking, cute
- 6/18 temples! v spiritual, v calming and nice
- ghirardelli factory 3 years later
- farmers market with m
- d's bday thing ( + ending my no covid streak D: )
- ikea and getting the tiny shopping bag thing :,)
- revealing my ap scores and actually recording my reaction
- minions movie + santana row
- book sale w k and m!!! <3 got so many books for $3 altogether
- thor movie <3
- looking through old emails KEWJLS
- making cookies and noodles w l like old times
- starting my first job at subway :D it is pretty nice ngl! my coworkers are nice and i get tips sometimes!!
- talking to f about crowd lu and then getting a playlist made for me so i could actually get into crowd lu and sunset rollercoaster!! and then f doing a cover of the song i'm obsessed with (幾分之幾 - 電影<花甲大人轉男孩>主題曲)
- going to get boba alone and vlogging for f muahahah
- talking w f and a about my budgeting and my desire for crocs slides
- mall w j!! i'm gonna miss her so much mAN
- study date w c and then la cueva and then my first paycheck :)
- tennis with s YAS its so fun even if we aren't gr8
- hospital w a and learning how to assemble iv pumps and then going to literally every single room and trying to find ones that we had to replace.... we literally replaced like 5
- omfg. hospital kid teasing me for drinking my fanta slowly. he's so friendly to me and reserved to others here is the message i sent about it to f: "i feel like a mom when the kid is so talkative to the mom but then hides behind the mom around other people " . he's so CUTE in the little kid way
- PICNIC w lunch buddies :))) extremely cute and we absolutely decimated the cake but it was okay we talked about our hs journies and how much we hate college apps and then sang for d's bday and taking polaroids and doggos running up to us
- meeting up w c and s and FUCKING STEPPING IN MUD AND GETTING MY SHOES DIRTY i scrubbed it for an hour when i got home and its like... ok i guess... we talked about stuff and i waved really weirdly and excitedly to s akka and then we talked about pee and drugs w m aunty and b aunty??? really random. but yeah i got boba it was yom:)
- tennis with s and d??? LMFAO weird combo but fun
- taking 0.5x photo on the hospital phone with a and k(c?) and scouring the hospital for misplaced iphones
- sushi restaurant with c. very good.
- music camp/meeting mr g/link crew/freshman orientation. very busy few days but very fulfilling methinks
- lol the way they fucked up my senior yr schedule WTV!
- mcds picnic with d and l and (later) c <3 missed d so much i didnt realize until i saw him again. i missed how easy it is to talk to him
- main st with d and a LMFAO
- pho for d bday (then library computer friv.com)
- TENNIS PRACTICE <3 i missed them SO MUCH i think its a bit diff energy bc senior but i am so excited to Bond with all the freshies UGH
- last first day of hs :( it was really tiring tbh bc i didnt have like familiar enough people in my classes i think? so it was draining to have to perceive and be perceived. also i literally felt like the least fav child bc no one cared about me bRUH also amma and appa picked us up in like 10 min when k texted and was at tennis with me but took like 15-20 min when i texted last year. WHADDA HELL.
- tennis bonding and dueling lil kids on situps/pushups
- taking pictures at lunch w s and d and m
- fire drill right after getting our first lit essay scores
- senior sunrise ;-; again, it feels like my timeline has sped up. BUT it was so fun. we took so many pictures and i was wearing my crocs slides and idk! went to peets after and i loved being a part of that group. even though we sit together at lunch i think we haven't really hung out together but it was very fun. also blasting music and screaming to trashy pop songs with l while m, k, and d sat in the back :D and putting my hands out of the moonroof!
- college day, but more importantly TITRATION DAY! our last titration was perfect and i'll take the credit for controlling the stopcock. YAAAS it was so good bro i was so happy about it for like years
- s's bday party and revealing my chopped hair FINALLY i felt so free
- tennis round table pizza dinner after wghs!! i think it was me and d's first loss of the season but ugh fuck them anyways // got gelato!! strawberry cheesecake flavor yom yom
- oh yeah did i mention i held a job throughout like 80% of my senior year???? fucking insane of me idk how i got through it.. but honestly made friends with my coworker who only speaks in spanish. and honestly gave me a diff perspective on life. i love her. and i fucking hate working in the food industry but will probably go back
- mission chamber concert!!!!! as a senior..... with only one other senior... a bit awk. but i loooveee playing in orchestras can't wait to do that again. i love solo repertoire but the experience of orchestra is just crazy
- SENIOR HONKKKKKKk :( what me and l always dreamed of since freshman year... stood out of her car moonroof and screamed trashy pop songs... actually so fulfilling
- oh yeah! did i mention! S. DID A WHOLE FUCKING HOCO PROPOSAL. AT THE HOCO FOOTBALL GAME. ON THE BLEACHERS. WHERE LIKE HALF THE STUDENT BODY SAW. it was so cute. and apparently. not entirely platonic. LOL. who wouldve thought. (my main character moment)
- hoco! got s flowers! we went to trader joe's and got snacks before! bothered l and her date! first time having a date to a dance... i think
- tennis senior night :( didn't cry but i feel so nostalgic for it now :( they really went ALL FUCKING OUT for us and also everyone who made me a poster ;( i felt so main character esque.
- WE WON. WE WERE B LEAGUE CHAMPS!!! but we lost the playoffs lol i actually did cry then
- ap lit :( ALL my table groups were wholesome in some way.. what is it about literature that brings people together? even if it's our hatred of it..
- OH YEAH STARTING MY CROCHET ERA because i crocheted a turtle from beloved for lit
- halloweeennnn!!! going trick or treating! it was fun. it was oddly very fun. witnessed a fucking like. firework exploding 3 inches away
- oh yeah i had my tennis singles debut somewhere around this time too!
- GUYSSSSSS COLLEGE APP STRESS WAS CRAZY IT WAS THE WORST TIME OF MY LIFE I WAS ACTUALLY IN A DEEP DARK HOLE . i was so so so s os osooo done with life and i was so relieved when i submitted them.
- maggiano's varsity tennis dinner! food was so good i love italians
- my scarf era :)
- olive garden all you can eat pasta day and i won.
- asked n for cake recs and then got cake for appa's bday from there
- becoming besties with hospital friends :)
- every stacks outing with tennis friends goddamn i will miss them so much
- christmas shopping with i and d !!!! we went to the lego store.
- meeting mrs s at starbucks!!
- going on a random hike with amma appa and k
- eating thai food with n l and s... that group makes me feel nostalgic for middle school even tho it sucked
- my pistachio latte obsession. it was SOOOO GOOD
- second sem senior season. going out all the time for coffee and gossip. got so much closer with the elmore group
- getting evacuated from avatar LOLOL
- that bj's dinner when i dressed up as n. yeah i def liked her by then
- OMG making that like plant coaster thing for her i was SOOO stressed that she wouldnt like it and then boom right on her bday gave it to her and at study hall accidentally whacked her in the boob it was. an experience
- ANATOMY ERA. yeah guys can you believe it. i was holding down a job. a college class. 4 AP classes. all while receiving my college decisions. and i was happy
- sending n a valentine
- doing the indian cultural dance hting "bombay in the bay" LOL it was honestly really fun
- starting to skip 2nd randomly! i loved going to starbucks or wherever with l and once we went to target with her and g and n for her bday
- karaoke for l's and s's bday.
- watching .. some movie at the mall with k i forgot what it was actually
- FINALLY QUITTING MY JOB
- botc rally !!! senior honk pt 2 except this time i had a crush and prom was approaching..whatever will i do..
- oh yeah and getting my college decisions around this time and haha nothing i planned for happened but i got something that might have been the best for me all along!
- going to the blacklight dance with s and living our pre sb dreams
- SOB crocheting flowers to ask n to prom. i did a promposal. can you fucking believe it. "croch-hey! i would be loopy if you would be my date to prom" (bc i crocheted a lot. and she also got into crocheting)
- quitting my job. freedom
- senior assassin actually SOO fucking fun
- BINGSOO ADVENTURES STARTED with a
- visiting sb and confirming this is what i want.
- crochet "date" with n at voyager!
- stacks adventure yet again. i love them
- officially committing to college!
- on the anatomy grind while preparing for prom
- pre-prom dinner :))))))))))))) guess what happened just GUESS (we're dating)
- got my nails done! pretended i paid half the amount it actually cost bc i am not about to confess and get a lecture
- PROM! enough said ( i got tulips ) (matching hairclips)
- the matcha latte LOLOL
- making l a poster for her senior night :( so .. idk final. ugh
- dissecting like.. heart.. brain.. kidney.. yeah
- ap exam grind OH YEAH that random girl who asked me something about what i was listening to but i was listening to aarti sai baba
- senior reveal :( FUCKIGN GETTING INTO WASHU RIGHT AFTER (i did not go i am poor)
- horror movie nights :(
- cousin bonding :(
- doing aboslutely nothing in all of my classes. the bare minimum and even less than that bc i hated going to school and only went to see my friends
- that super aesthetic cafe and the crochet fit and finally entering that era
- the strawberry gelato date!
- a's white lie bday party!!!
- d's bday party at that random restaurant in santana row that no one comprehended (took lots of digitals!)
- last tamil school annual day SOOBBIBNGGG
- MY bday. :D:D:D:D: hanging out with c and s at breakfast.. lunch with family.... bday picnic with n!!!
- omg our first bus adventure
- the peets thing (a small part of the group went to watch the sunrise but another part wasn't allowed to/didn't want to/couldn't and so we met up with them on our off period at coffeeshop)
- last classes.. one by one the highschool era ended..
- beach day! graduation! color chaos! grad night! senior awards! yeah.
- seeing mario bros with hospital bros
- giving benny LOL OH YEAH AND GETTING DENSKI
- india trip!!!!!!!!!! <3 i miss everyone so much. i miss my family
- i will put more detials in here later bc there's no way 5 weeks of summer becomes ONE single bullet point
- getting home and immediately ucsb orientation lol it was fun! met friends!
- the palo alto adventure!!!
- barbie!
- study date with l and n also was there for a bit!!!
- watching the barbie movie where bibble is
- watching spiderverse!
- meeting stats group!!!
- getting weirdly into annotating pictures on ipad.
- meeting hospital friends again!!!! shopping!!!! walking!!! i love htem
- COFFEE AGAIN FINALLY OMG i missed the elmore girls. elmore reunion.
- pho with d!!
- on the grind bc guess what i couldn't have one free summer. i am becoming a medical assistant ig!
dec 8 2021 ∞
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