• my gum of choice is either juicy fruit or watermelon
• I have a love/hate relationship with food, sleep & scary movies
• I have a soft spot for harajuku girls perfume and chance by chanel
• Giada DeLaurentis is my favorite food network star
• If I had a million dollars, I would spend at least 1/3 of it on books.
• Before I die, I want to go sky diving and scuba diving at least once.
• Lilies and pearls are my favorite
• I'm easily frightened.
• I can be very spontaneous at times, but there will always be certain things that I prefer to be in place.
• I have a terrible guilty pleasure for watching cheesy reality tv wedding shows.
• I always care more than I will let on.

Things to do this summer

• GET A JOB
• Go to the zoo with friends
• Go to Ricmond for a weekend
• Beach with family/friends
• Fry an egg on the sidewalk
• Go to a couple of clubs (3 or more)
• KINGS DOMINION/BUSCH GARDENS
• take lots of pictures
• reston town center
• pool
• white water rafting

• You are a banana head
• I miss you. I can't wait to see you Easter Weekend!
• I hope our plans work out, and I know we'll stay friends for forever x infinity squared :] And for all those people who say you're shy or timid, they're just assuming. They don't know shit about you, you're the bravest person I know.
• I'm not gonna lie, I'm not happy with the person you've turned into. It's like you're a potato and the good part of you was the white of the potato, and someone scraped outside the center of the potato so only the disgusting peel is left and the peel is emotionally detached and doesn't give a fuck. And I know I'm not the one who's changed.
• I hope you're doing ok. I can't wait till you transfer so I know you'll truly be safe and sound. And I honestly think there...

• french-pop (not like crazy french techno, just a nice soft french voice and a piano. it doesn't even matter that I can't speak a word of french, or understand it for that matter)
• laughing at the library with my friends for absoloutely no reason
• spring time. it's a funny thing, winter. it never depresses me, only when the spring comes do I truly realize how sad and empty winter is. I never realize how bare and unforgiving winter is till I see the first tiny fragment of a flower pop out of the ground, or a tiny patch of terribly green grass
• Air (the band, not the physical matter :P) just listen to them...you won't be able to resist their upbeat melodic voices.
• Any great song that has an equally great acoustic cover.
• the giving tree

• So I just received my midterm grades, and even though there is not one single A I am not actually disappointed. I do, however, want to pull up almost every single grade a letter point, if at all possible.
• Spanish: C (Not surprised, would like a B but it's spanish for god's sake! Would settle for a C+)
• Stats: B+ (After I aced the second test with a 98, I was certain I could bring this up to an A by the end of the semester. Let's hope so)
• Bio: C (I mostly got 6's on the quizzes, so not so bad. I want a B but who knows? The midterm could prove to be difficult. There's just so much information to grasp.
• Psych: What to say about psych? I'm a psychology major. And yet I have a C. Why? Because she does attendance grades, which are the death of me at 9 in the morning. ...

• Existentialism
• Taoism
• Mythology
• Conceptualism

• get mugged
• see the white house
• go clubbing
• go to the library of congress
• see the national mall
• shop at pentagon row
• sample global cuisine in bethesda
• hang out in georgetown
• watch the planes take off at BWI
• wander around union station
• see the spy museum and holocaust museum
• catch a play at the kennedy center
• hang out at the mall
• go to art galleries
• observe political protests
• chill with obama
• ride the metro around for fun
• see the baltimore aquarium

• If I were a month, I’d be September.
• If I were a day of the week, I’d be Friday.
• If I were a time of day, I’d be the time right before the sun sets. Or 2 am.
• If I were a planet, I’d be Venus.
• If I were a sea animal, I’d be a seal!
• If I were a direction, I’d be west.
• If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a futon.
• If I were a liquid, I’d be diet coke with lime, classic with a twist.
• If I were a gemstone, I’d be a pearl. Classic but elegant.
• If I were a tree, I’d be a joshua tree.
• If I were a tool, I’d be a hoe :P
• If I were a flower, I’d be a lily.
• If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a sunny day with a nice breeze.
• If I were a musical instrument, I’d be ...

• psych 301
• psych 301L
• chem 103
• chem L
• social psych
• anthro

back ups:

• modern philosophy 202
• econ 201
• h/o psych 313
• abnormal psych
• soc 201
• soc 320 media & pop culture

• elle
• glamour
• nylon
• inStyle
• People style watch
• seventeen

• Remember: Never say something for the sheer point of putting down another person, even if it's true. Even if it's in your head, about to come out of your mouth, remember that if a person said something that was hurtfully embarassing and true, that doesn't mean you have the right to retaliate with something that is purely hurtful, even if it is someone related to the topic at hand, or even slightly ironic to the topic at hand. People will find out the truth on their own, without the need of your own intervention. It is simply better to take in said information.
• Remember: Your true friends have proven themselves in the past, turn to these friends when you are in times of need. If other friends are of a somewhat questionable nature, do not turn to them for help. If these questionable friends ignore you and talk behind your back, then they are no...

• I don't give as good advice as I'd like to
• The Community: it's just an overrall shitty show
• Nip/Tuck series just ended :[
• There is a giant penis stain in the hallway outside of my room. It's seriously the shape of an average size dick, I shit you not.
• My car.
• John Cusack isn't it good movies any more. What happened to say anything and high fidelity?
• My period
• Not having cadbury eggs
• I have three midterms next week, right after spring break
• The fact that there is no spring to my break, there's still snow on the ground.
• Angela's cat looks like my cat
• My cat happens to be blind

• things I want (non-concrete)
• jobs I would hate
• overrated things
• things I love/hate about spring
• things I try not to do
• My REALLY!?!? list
• Worries/anxieties
• Things I don't like about myself

• “cuz im a free bitch, baby” Lady GaGa
• “I’m a high school lover, and you’re my favorite flavor” Air
• “But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you” Adele
• "There's nothing I could say to make you try to feel okay, And nothing you could do to stop me feeling the way I do. And if the chance should happen that I never see you again, Just remember that I'll always love you." Badly Drawn Boy
• "Does she know, you should know that I am not just searching for some first time high? I know it's all about perceptions and I accept you as my very first mover" of Montreal
• "Second chances they don't ever matter people never change
 Once a whore, you're nothing more
I'm sorry, that'll never ...

• THURSDAY
• chill
• study
• see boss
• FRIDAY
• go to dr. w/ mommy
• see movie & go shopping
• sleepover at kristins
• SATURDAY
• recovery day
• see elizabeth
• MISC
• get new jeans
• get new backpack/bring new backpack from home
• relax
• study for
  • psych
  • sociology
  • Biology :S

• up in the air
• an education
• bright star
• sherlock holmes
• alice in wonderland
• youth in revolt
• shutter island
• NY i love you
• avatar
• valentine's day
• red riding: 1974
• vanilla sky
• fish tank
• precious
• it's complicated
• the imaginarium of dr. parnasis
• nine
• a single man
• the princess and the frog
• fantastic fox
• the girl with the dragon tattoo

• blue valentine
• one day
• red riding hood
• tree of life
• prom
• you rhighenss
• jane eyre
• other women
• frankie and alice
• tempest
• black swan
• no strings attached
• the roommate
• somewhere
• ceremony
• scream 4
• water for the elephants
• beginners
• fish tank
• catfish
• the help

• Alice in Wonderland
• Shutter island
• Precious
• Bright Star
• Valentine's day
• Angus, thongs and full frontal snogging
• A single man
• It's complicated
• Superbad
• Sherlock Holmes
• Letters to Juliet
• Fan Boys
• Nine

• You're going to stand right outside of my room and fart obnoxiously loud...REALLY?!
• I don't care if it's a tuesday morning, that doesn't give you the right to obnoxiously run your shoulder into me and not say sorry. We're not a fucking heard of cow we can control where we move -.-
• You're going to leave me a note in the bathroom and act like everything's just okey-fucking-dokey when I come out? Really?! Can't you just approach me in person instead of leaving a note?
• Really? You're not going to hold the door open for a girl? Really?!
• Really, you're going to cut me in line on Free Rita's day? Really!? A whole group of obnoxious douchebags?
• Really? You're going to ask her if you can room with us, even though I introduced you to EVERYONE else. Really!??!

• I really do hate owl city
• I want to see easter island
• My car needs to be fixed. Or it needs to just go away so I can get a new one.
• I want to have ikea furniture for the room next year but the closest Ikea is 4 hours away :[
• Everyone talks about Adrien Brody on here a lot, Jenny would be happy. But I'm much more of a Adam Brody type of girl.
• Paper Heart disappointed me so much
• I don't get people on here who write about grocery lists...that just seems nuts.
• I like that I'm different, somewhat.
• rice-cake is a silly word
• Is it possible to just have an imagined closeness with someone? Could I possibly be that delusional?
• It's ok to put myself first as a person and do whatever it is to protect myself
• Life is not always beautiful, but I can t...

• I realize that most things I enjoy are things that I don't understand/don't want to understand. Some things are just perfect on their own, without being understood. Sometimes things may be here just to enjoy. So take a moment out of your day, to just be. Not to think or to analyze or to do or to overcomplicate. Just be. Whenever life gets too complicated or messy I try to decipher what seperates my normally frazzelled self from my...complete self.

My overstressed/overworked self is:

• painfully aware of the people around her, and also painfully aware of what those people are thinking about her.
• tired. Just dead tired.
• stressed, and motivated mostly but short term things by tests
• thinks about deadlines a lot

• I don't like to wear underwear
• I miss being a barista. I even miss all the unnecessary cleaning.
• I haven't read nearly any of the classics i really want to read
• I'm not a bad person, I just make bad decisions sometimes.
• I complain a lot. but i rarely do anything to actually fix the problem.
• I don't believe in god right now...and I'm ok with that.
• I find it hard to cut someone out of my life completely, but when i do it's a permanent decision
• There's so much drama in my suite they could have their own reality show. I find it ridiculous
• I don't want to be so mean, then again I think everyone is just as mean as me, they're just better at hiding it.
• Maybe it's not even about being mean, may...

books to read

• dante's inferno
• Make Believe Love
• Tender Morsels
• How to say goodbye in robot
• Fat Cat
• The Realm of Possibility
• Leftovers
• Impossible
• If I stay
• Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs: A Low Culture Manifesto
• Breathe My Name
• An Abundance of Katherines
• Naomi and Ely's No Kiss List
• The Disreputable History of Frankie Landau-Banks
• The Espressologist
• Searching for Pemberly
• Zel
• Black swan green