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notes
(oh what have i done)
nov 28 2018
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(you will never guess what.)
nov 14 2018
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(so i've been gone for two weeks.)
oct 27 2018
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(i wanna die)
oct 14 2018
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(i hated today)
sep 24 2018
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(an ao3 comeback)
sep 22 2018
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(obligatory updates)
sep 19 2018
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(today was a mammoth of a fucking day)
sep 18 2018
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(countdown until freedom:)
sep 17 2018
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(dear self #16)
sep 15 2018
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(bts thoughts)
sep 13 2018
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(i think im gonna pass out from feels)
sep 7 2018
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(my mind hurts lately)
sep 5 2018
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(i had this funny thought last night)
sep 2 2018
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(last night was wonderful. yesterday was wonderful.)
aug 31 2018
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(countdown to freedom u say?)
aug 28 2018
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(im done w myself)
aug 25 2018
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(ooooooooo boy im gonna fucking DIBEGGHDGKHKHDKJH)
aug 24 2018
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(ah yes. the familiar i want to die feeling once again)
aug 23 2018
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(what the actual fuck @ myself)
aug 18 2018
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(dskhshsajuihduhw)
aug 15 2018
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(i very nearly cried today)
aug 10 2018
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(shit is fucking magnificent)
aug 9 2018
notes
(oh boy yeah today was grEat)
jul 27 2018
notes
(first day)
jul 25 2018
notes
(avoided coming here again for a long time)
jul 20 2018
notes
(great)
jul 2 2018
notes
(i've deliberately avoided coming on here for a while)
jun 23 2018
notes
(some ground rules)
jun 23 2018
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(introspection time-o)
jun 13 2018
notes
(UPDATES. big ones y'all)
may 31 2018
notes
(barely keeping my head afloat. honestly.)
may 17 2018
notes
(let today be known as the day i felt THINGS)
may 10 2018
notes
(jessica remains one of Those Friends)
may 2 2018
notes
(a quick summary of things)
apr 28 2018
notes
(GOD)
apr 22 2018
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(alright fuck)
apr 18 2018
notes
apr 6 2018
notes
(good, good, kinda bad, but good. gym sucks)
apr 6 2018
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(......crap)
apr 2 2018
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(so im an idiot)
mar 31 2018
notes
(ah yes, also. //possible crush//)
mar 30 2018
notes
(wow update)
mar 30 2018
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(love, simon.)
mar 25 2018
notes
(gotta recount today as it drove me nuts.)
mar 21 2018
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(bad karma good karma)
mar 16 2018
notes
(positives from today )
mar 14 2018
notes
(so for the sake of recounting)
mar 11 2018
notes
(today can be known as the day)
mar 6 2018
notes
(major tmi but...)
mar 3 2018
notes
(updates & reminders)
mar 3 2018
notes
(i think i might have just taken on a bit too much)
feb 23 2018
notes
(i was meant to write this two days ago but jesus)
feb 21 2018
notes
(ug)
feb 21 2018
notes
(THE ABSOLUTE RELIEF)
feb 19 2018
notes
(main points of today because it's friday)
feb 16 2018
notes
(just a wholesome, great day. i'm so proud of myself!)
feb 15 2018
notes
(NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS FOR 2018!)
feb 14 2018
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(HELL and HEAVEN to be honest.)
feb 14 2018
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(so yet again a lot of change)
feb 13 2018
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(oh god no it's TRUE)
feb 11 2018
notes
(i am just downright annoyed and need to let some stuff out.)
feb 10 2018
notes
(eternal curse)
feb 8 2018
notes
(quick question to myself)
feb 6 2018
notes
(The Bad Luck)
feb 6 2018
notes
(let today be known as the day)
feb 6 2018
notes
(time to decompress)
feb 5 2018
notes
(forewarning)
feb 1 2018
notes
(the absolute worst thing ever)
jan 28 2018
notes
(?? D:)
jan 26 2018
notes
(grr)
jan 25 2018
notes
jan 25 2018
notes
(today was a stressful day and i'd like to forget it asap)
jan 21 2018
notes
(u ggggg h)
jan 19 2018
notes
(stupid habits i've been exhibiting lately.)
jan 17 2018
notes
(i need to get some thoughts and feelings out.)
jan 16 2018
notes
(just a thought)
jan 13 2018
notes
(gotta recount friday night/saturday morning.)
jan 13 2018
notes
(kill me)
jan 10 2018
notes
(i could die of happiness.)
jan 9 2018
notes
(ffs.)
jan 9 2018
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(sigh.)
jan 8 2018
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(i feel like i can finally breathe and do anything. i'm feeling sickeningly optimistic.)
jan 8 2018
notes
(i’ve decided a few things..)
jan 7 2018
notes
(so basically the first seven days of my year have been depressing)
jan 6 2018
notes
dec 31 2017
notes
(i have a new laptop :p)
dec 31 2017
notes
(i can't recognise this girl anymore.)
dec 30 2017
notes
(DEC 28. #tim)
dec 30 2017
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(DEC 24. #japanese)
dec 30 2017
notes
(DEC 24. #dark )
dec 30 2017
notes
(an outcome...sigh)
dec 29 2017
notes
(im going to punch myself)
dec 28 2017
notes
(happenings)
dec 28 2017
notes
(a dramatic progression of events)
dec 27 2017
notes
(to make things a tiny bit worse)
dec 25 2017
notes
(guess who’s in hospital again...)
dec 24 2017
notes
(advice and tidbits.)
dec 22 2017
notes
(here is a very basic summary of my nearly first week in perth.)
dec 19 2017
notes
(i am. shaken.)
dec 18 2017
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(fmd. what an idiot.)
dec 10 2017
notes
dec 9 2017
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(wow. i hate myself.)
dec 9 2017
notes
(??????)
dec 9 2017
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(siiiiiiiigh thoughts)
dec 9 2017
notes
(GOOD VIBESSSSS)
dec 8 2017
notes
(i'm watching a diana doco again..)
dec 8 2017
notes
(good news.)
dec 8 2017
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(ARGH I'M SO ANNOYED!!!!!!!!)
dec 8 2017
notes
(today went not so good)
dec 8 2017
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(alright, that's nice life.)
dec 7 2017
notes
(dear self #14)
dec 6 2017
notes
(eep help)
dec 6 2017
notes
dec 6 2017
notes
(i don't think i have a problem)
dec 6 2017
notes
(i feel like crying for a number of reasons.)
dec 6 2017
notes
(#goodjobself)
dec 3 2017
notes
(an important epiphany.)
dec 3 2017
notes
(ugh...just...ugh)
dec 1 2017
notes
(goodbye. november. hello....)
nov 30 2017
notes
(today was long. and hellish. )
nov 29 2017
notes
(i've been dealt three punishing blows...all at once.)
nov 28 2017
notes
(i think i'm going to be physically ill)
nov 26 2017
notes
(this gotta stop :/)
nov 25 2017
notes
(ok, soooooooooo.)
nov 25 2017
notes
(uh)
nov 25 2017
notes
(i'm very scared)
nov 25 2017
notes
(guess who's freaking out about something stupid)
nov 24 2017
notes
(:D)
nov 21 2017
notes
(ah...how i hate my life at the moment)
nov 19 2017
notes
(honestly...i'm so screwed)
nov 17 2017
notes
(hmm.)
nov 17 2017
notes
(i don't feel any different)
nov 14 2017
notes
(some signs )
nov 14 2017
notes
(on the 14th of november, 2017.....)
nov 14 2017
notes
(!!!!important)
nov 13 2017
notes
(dear self #13)
nov 11 2017
notes
(CICADAS CAN DIE)
nov 10 2017
notes
(i cannot believe)
nov 10 2017
notes
(i'm making a to-do list for the weekend.)
nov 7 2017
notes
(ngl...)
nov 7 2017
notes
(ugh)
nov 5 2017
notes
(...i'm so done with myself. fuck fuck fuck)
nov 4 2017
notes
(oliver...D:<)
nov 2 2017
notes
(i've decided)
nov 1 2017
notes
(a quick hasty update )
nov 1 2017
notes
(feeling tentatively better)
oct 25 2017
notes
(dear self #12)
oct 23 2017
notes
(shitty summary)
oct 23 2017
notes
(i've had the usual hard week. and then...)
oct 20 2017
notes
(things that remind me of oliver and it's pissing me off)
oct 20 2017
notes
(やべっ)
oct 18 2017
notes
(updates)
oct 15 2017
notes
(the...fucking...audacity)
oct 14 2017
notes
(TUESDAY & WEDNESDAY [10-11/10])
oct 12 2017
notes
(MONDAY [9/10])
oct 12 2017
notes
(SUNDAY [8/10])
oct 12 2017
notes
(SATURDAY [7/10])
oct 12 2017
notes
(it has been a bad october. holly has fucked up so much...)
oct 12 2017
notes
(fucking fuck fuck fuck)
oct 6 2017
notes
(hmm not good but not bad)
oct 6 2017
notes
(anti-deps D-6)
sep 30 2017
notes
(slightly regretting....)
sep 30 2017
notes
(GOODBYE SEPTEMBER)
sep 30 2017
notes
(anti-deps D-5)
sep 29 2017
notes
(anti-deps D-4)
sep 29 2017
notes
(delusions delusions)
sep 29 2017
notes
(ya know what i just realised)
sep 27 2017
notes
(anti deps D-3 + random thoughts and stuff)
sep 27 2017
notes
(anti deps D-2)
sep 26 2017
notes
(dear self #11)
sep 26 2017
notes
(ah. had to start and end some things)
sep 25 2017
notes
(MOOD LIFTED OMFG)
sep 24 2017
notes
(blindsided/annoyed)
sep 24 2017
notes
(hmm. wishing i weren't in existence again)
sep 23 2017
notes
(weird...things)
sep 19 2017
notes
(yes yes and yes)
sep 19 2017
notes
(.........I did something again)
sep 18 2017
notes
(i can't find much to be positive about nowadays)
sep 17 2017
notes
(mid-september mid-life quarter-life crisis)
sep 16 2017
notes
(fuck oliver )
sep 16 2017
notes
(life's ambivalence)
sep 14 2017
notes
(i overspent today. im sorry but also not)
sep 12 2017
notes
(it's that time of the year again. already?)
sep 11 2017
notes
(ugh night agenda)
sep 11 2017
notes
(yep today was a hot mess)
sep 9 2017
notes
(omg nice one life! + wishlist)
sep 8 2017
notes
(can i please be done with life already? #morbid)
sep 3 2017
notes
(desperation?)
sep 3 2017
notes
(quick update)
aug 29 2017
notes
(so i had a meltdown)
aug 16 2017
notes
aug 15 2017
notes
(bless this video that i can never download)
aug 15 2017
notes
(え?)
aug 15 2017
notes
(today has just been a big bunch of shit)
aug 15 2017
notes
(new aesthetic)
aug 14 2017
notes
(warning: morbid vibes)
aug 14 2017
notes
(first song to reach 100 plays lmaoo)
aug 14 2017
notes
(self-intro in japanese for fun HAHA it's probably wrong)
aug 14 2017
notes
(this year just got 76% worse / year-end schedule)
aug 10 2017
notes
(new obsession)
aug 6 2017
notes
(an update on my situation)
aug 4 2017
notes
(some fairly positive shit)
aug 4 2017
notes
(a number of things i refuse to believe)
jul 30 2017
notes
(things i have learned)
jul 16 2017
notes
(life)
jul 14 2017
notes
(unsure if this counts as good or bad news /twice)
jul 6 2017
notes
(something good)
jul 6 2017
notes
(a few things from the past 3 days)
jul 2 2017
notes
(murphy's law applied to my life heavily today)
jun 30 2017
notes
(to my psychologist)
jun 29 2017
notes
(the last 48+ hours have been both amazing and hard)
jun 24 2017
notes
(*sobs*)
jun 22 2017
notes
(path-e-tic)
jun 22 2017
notes
(this was meant to be a birthday-thought thing and ended up being about sex i don"T FUCKING KNOW)
jun 22 2017
notes
(dear self #10)
jun 21 2017
notes
(i am turning 20 in less than 48 hours and)
jun 21 2017
notes
(wow today)
jun 21 2017
notes
(good and bad news?)
jun 19 2017
notes
(???? WTF IS WRONG WITH ME)
jun 17 2017
notes
(holy fucking shit I FOUND HIM)
jun 17 2017
notes
(messed up [15/6])
jun 17 2017
notes
((.゚ー゚))
jun 17 2017
notes
(???? lol)
jun 15 2017
notes
(positive happenings from today)
jun 13 2017
notes
(this probably counts as self-harm)
jun 12 2017
notes
(cathartic(?) diary reading)
jun 11 2017
notes
(an eventful weekend)
jun 11 2017
notes
(i made a bad choice that turned out to have its merits)
jun 6 2017
notes
(summary of day in dot points)
jun 6 2017
notes
(cute dialogue between me and frankie ・∀・)
jun 5 2017
notes
(shit D:)
jun 4 2017
notes
(dear self #9)
jun 4 2017
notes
(anxiety issues)
jun 4 2017
notes
(#20in20days)
jun 3 2017
notes
(my luck was insane today!! + happenings)
jun 3 2017
notes
(wow what did i do to deserve this????)
jun 1 2017
notes
(thoughts/happenings on 30/5)
may 31 2017
notes
(pedi!!!!)
may 27 2017
notes
(ok i have a good reason to hate myself)
may 25 2017
notes
(yay to the 100 days of happiness and change self!)
may 25 2017
notes
(dear self #8)
may 25 2017
notes
(happenings for the week (22-25 of may))
may 25 2017
notes
(little things i've learned about F and M)
may 20 2017
notes
(me @ myself: alright fuck u)
may 19 2017
notes
(reminders)
may 15 2017
notes
(dear self #7)
may 15 2017
notes
(oh jESUS I CAN'T GET ANY DUMBER THAN THIS)
may 14 2017
notes
(もうすぐ百日だ~)
may 14 2017
notes
(happenings on mother's day)
may 14 2017
notes
(the world can be such a strange place sometimes)
may 11 2017
notes
(dear self #6)
may 8 2017
notes
(what's up self)
may 7 2017
notes
(omg wtf mike)
may 6 2017
notes
(dear self #5)
may 6 2017
notes
(if this ain't me)
may 5 2017
notes
(dear self #4)
apr 29 2017
notes
(a happy accident)
apr 26 2017
notes
(remember: centerlink)
apr 18 2017
notes
(good vibes)
apr 18 2017
notes
(100 songs challenge. i'm bored)
apr 17 2017
notes
(flowers sy bought for me)
apr 10 2017
notes
(just a little thing that kind of made me feel happy inside but then it turned out to be weird)
apr 6 2017
notes
(holly doesn't believe in miracles or coincedences or anything special of that kind)
apr 4 2017
notes
(DANCE ACADEMY MOVIE ASJKDJF:;)
apr 4 2017
notes
(dear self #3)
mar 20 2017
notes
(bad day blues)
mar 17 2017
notes
(goals?)
mar 15 2017
notes
(dear self)
mar 15 2017
notes
(existential crisis moment)
mar 14 2017
notes
(dear self #2)
mar 10 2017
notes
feb 22 2017
notes
(brief, hasty resolutions for 2017)
feb 22 2017
notes
(descriptions of the seasons)
feb 10 2017
notes
(relatable diary excerpts from anne frank's diary)
feb 7 2017
notes
(norwegian wood?)
feb 7 2017
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(dialogue/narration from the movie '3')
feb 7 2017
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(virginia woolf's suicide note left for her husband)
feb 3 2017
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