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my name is al and i like to blink. i also like music a lot. just 'cause. also what the fuck is up with the unnecessary italics? fuck's sake.

al follows:
  • roxanne by the police
  • brown sugar by the rolling stones
  • i wanna be sedated by the ramones
  • won't get fooled again by the who
  • god save the queen by the sex pistols
  • walk on the wild side by lou reed
  • dream on by aerosmith
  • black dog by led zeppelin
  • superstition by stevie wonder
  • let it be by the beatles
  • changes by david bowie
  • black magic woman by santana
sep 22 2011 ∞
sep 22 2011 +
  • biting my nails
  • laughing too loud
  • being too honest
  • not knowing when to shut the fuck up
  • being a music snob
  • eating awfully
  • hitting people when i laugh
  • trying too hard
sep 22 2011 ∞
sep 22 2011 +

the smell of

  • flowers
  • good food
  • new books
  • cologne
  • stupid fabric softener
  • fresh air in the morning
  • cigarettes
  • alcohol on someone else's breath

the sight of

  • your pants off
  • jensen ross ackles
  • a lovely smile
  • my delightfully messy hair
  • a perfectly rolled joint
  • a freaking cute baby
  • a full bottle of alcohol

the sound of

  • a musical laugh
sep 17 2011 ∞
sep 17 2011 +
  • walking to school drunk with my friends
  • rolling in the grass with my friends at said school and subsequently making an ass out of myself
  • basically telling everyone who i was in love with
  • slur-singing in my room for hours
  • bursting into drunken, pathetic tears when my mom asked what i wanted for dinner
  • finishing a long essay and getting drunk to celebrate
  • going to church drunk
  • taking a video of myself drunk and not remembering later what the fuck i had been doing
  • eating a sandwich and thinking about jessica alba
sep 17 2011 ∞
sep 22 2011 +
  • sexy as fuuuuu
  • and nice and shit
sep 17 2011 ∞
sep 17 2011 +
  • i get obsessive
  • i curse far too much
  • hot guys make me immensely happy
  • eyes are my favorite feature
  • i like to sing myself to sleep
  • sometimes i'm too honest with my friends
  • my parents are awful
  • i don't like change
  • i'll try anything once
  • i'm a vegan, or at least i try to be
  • i'm a grammar freak in real life, but i can't be bothered on the internet
  • kids hate me
  • dogs hate me
  • everyone hates me
  • i dyed my hair to spite my parents
  • sometimes my socks don't match
  • my favorite color is black
  • and not because it's the color of my tortured soul or any fucking shit like that, it's because it's classic and goes with e...
sep 6 2011 ∞
sep 6 2011 +
  • he's an asshole
  • he's an asshole
  • he's a selfish asshole
  • he's a lazy asshole
  • he's a heartless asshole
  • he's an abusive asshole
  • he never really was a father
  • he liked styx and the fucking little river band
  • one of his favorite songs was africa by toto
  • he likes susie q by ccr
  • he prefers marlboro golds
  • he drank quite a lot of heineken
  • he's still a fucking asshole
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • stopped listening to the radio
  • became a vegetarian, then a vegan
  • bought a velvet underground cd
  • introduced my friend to an incredible band
  • read the harry potter series
  • stopped liking twilight
  • acquired a much better taste in music
  • finally decided what to do with my life
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • fuck (yeah, as if that really fucking happens to me on a regular basis)
  • smoke
  • drink
  • listen to music
  • make music
  • write
  • read
  • fuck around with my friends
  • complain
  • not go to school
  • make fun of avril lavigne
  • go to amoeba
  • sing
  • breathe
  • blink
  • admire your wonderful ass
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • superbass by nicki minaj
  • little lion man by mumford & suns
  • pumped up kicks by foster the people
  • someday by nickelback
  • any fucking song by nickelback
  • closer to the edge by 30 seconds to mars
  • rolling in the deep by adele
  • love the way you lie by eminem and rihanna
  • lazy eye by silversun pickups
  • anything by katy perry
  • i could seriously go on forever
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • new years
  • graduation
  • second semester
  • straight fucking a's, baby
  • summer of course
  • when my mom nearly shat herself when she found out i dyed my hair without her permission
  • the first couple of times i went to amoeba
  • when i realized the guy i like knew i existed
  • when i quit facebook
  • watching the last harry potter film
  • i wish i could think of more, but unfortunately it is nearly two am
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • beer
  • a fresh pack of cigarettes
  • a nice pair of jeans
  • some old t-shirt faded with memories
  • a record player
  • my velvet underground poster
  • my laptop
  • a real good book
  • love
  • my friends
  • some good dank
  • a pipe that fits in my pocket nicely
  • my beat-up sneakers
  • a leather jacket
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • not school
  • new years
  • meeting my prince charming (awwwwwhh, what a loser)
  • my wedding and seeing who shows up
  • having kids and seeing if i'm a good mom
  • getting new clothes for school
  • this lame party i'm going to tomorrow regardless of its obscene lameness
  • seeing my friends again
  • playing at the smell
  • when my name is in lights and my face is on some hipster's shirt
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • tell a hipster off
  • heroin, to see if i can fight the temptation of doing it again
  • trick my doctor into giving me soma for medication
  • stage dive
  • actually dance at a party
  • go streaking through the streets at night
  • toss my underwear onstage at a concert
  • busk in hollywood
  • run a marathon
  • taco bell, because i've never even stepped foot in one
  • own my own dog
  • play at the palladium
  • serenade somebody
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • the feeling you get when you wake up with a stupid smile on your face in the morning
  • falling in public and realizing you don't give a shit because it probably looked hilarious
  • your favorite song on a record player
  • kisses on the side of your mouth
  • hearing a baby's laugh
  • when you realize you've just gotten hit on
  • having a dog lick at your face
  • being sung a lullaby as you fall asleep
  • the feeling you get when you get to see someone you've missed dearly
  • riding a roller coaster
  • when you have just glimpsed at someone so unbelievably and inconceivably beautiful and they are staring right back
  • having a beer and cigarette on your front porch
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • a new record player
  • an elvis costello vinyl
  • for people to stop having such shitty taste in music
  • for me to stop being such a fucking music snob
  • fuzzy socks
  • a new pair of converse
  • little joy on vinyl
  • a lava lamp
  • and dean winchester waiting for me on my bed
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +

thanks to

  • my parents, for like, raising me and stuff
  • my father, for never believing in me
  • jim morrison, for the constant eargasms
  • billie holiday, for teaching me to be myself
  • my lovely friends, who always make me smile like a right idiot just when i need to
  • sylvia plath, for writing a genius novel
  • and myself, because i am obviously amazing and a prime example of the human race
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • the dark
  • not getting my acceptance letter to hogwarts
  • indecision
  • uncertainty
  • running out of time
  • my parents
  • being alone
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • led zeppelin
  • the clash
  • the sex pistols
  • elvis costello
  • the ramones
  • the germs
  • don't even ask me this fucking question, because i'll go on for days
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • i'm a crazy bitch
  • i do strange things seemingly for no reason
  • i make a lot of mistakes
  • i'll let you do whatever the fuck you want, just don't end up in jail
  • have the decency to sneak around
  • never let me find out whatever the hell it is you're doing
  • your favorite band is zeppelin
  • it's a risky job being a dealer, so be careful
  • life is incredible
  • i will yell, scream, bitch, and moan at you, but i swear i will never lay a hand on you
  • you're a good kid and
  • i love you
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • jensen ackles (yum)
  • david boreanaz
  • jared padalecki
  • misha collins
  • rupert grint
  • robert pattinson (he's fucking hot, admit it)
  • james franco
  • jason segel
  • aaaaand seth rogen just because
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • sarah michelle gellar
  • demi lovato
  • jessica alba
  • jenna marbles
  • emma watson
  • binki shapiro
  • karen o
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • the internet is a craze
  • i understand dirty jokes
  • i know where babies come from
  • drinking and smoking doesn't seem that awful anymore
  • i can't go play at the park without looking like a moron
  • bouncy houses are no longer acceptable at my birthday parties
  • boys are fucking sexy instead of gross and stupid
  • music is the most important thing to me, not toys or ice cream
  • i no longer wish to be a flight attendant
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • i need to learn to fucking sleep earlier
  • jensen ackles is really fucking hot
  • school is coming up, my life is coming to an end
  • my mother is a raging bitch
  • my taste in music is impeccable
  • but i'm also a fucking snob
  • i miss meat
  • i wish i weren't such a virgin
  • i miss the philippines
  • what's it really like to have a dick?
  • i wish i knew how to speak coherently around hot guys
  • my teeth are being really weird
  • sarah michelle gellar is too sexy for her own good
  • what would buffy do?
  • i am a fucking loser
  • i need to go to fucking sleep instead of making these lists
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • jump off a bridge, just to see what it'd feel like
  • save someone from a burning building
  • drink myself to death
  • have all the cigarettes i wanted
  • try and see how much dank i can smoke within an hour
  • trip on more acid than considered normal
  • trash a venue
  • piss on a cop car
  • sex sex sex and then more sex
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • music
  • to eventually pop my v-card
  • to await my prince fucking charming
  • my future kids
  • to see if i grow up hot
  • adventure
  • to rebel
  • to do all the things i said i would do
  • to see if i can make something of myself
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • telling others they cut themselves (it is pure bullshit)
  • sending fucking spam
  • talking too much
  • thinking too much
  • being so closed minded
  • thinking they are superior to others
  • homewrecking
  • listening to shitty music
  • war
  • trying to get me to dance
  • being concerned with only themselves
  • singing off key
  • ruining my life with their perfection
  • your mom jokes
  • that's what she said jokes
  • chuck norris jokes
  • any lame fucking jokes at all
  • judging based on looks
  • "shuffling"
  • writing shitty poetry
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • no bedhead in the morning
  • singing in the shower
  • playing double dutch with my friends just because
  • the warmth of the sun on my face
  • music
  • a cold beer on a hot day
  • a warm bed
  • cute underwear
  • waking up early in a good mood
  • good company
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • jesse mccartney
  • jesse mccartney
  • jesse mccartney
sep 22 2011 ∞
sep 22 2011 +
  • 'alison balmadrid: _trainwreck_"
sep 22 2011 ∞
sep 22 2011 +
  • clingyness
  • shitty taste in music
  • closed-mindedness
  • ignorance
  • obnoxiousness
  • uptightness
  • douchebaggery
  • carelessness
  • dishonesty
  • being too eager to please
  • thoughtlessness
sep 17 2011 ∞
sep 17 2011 +
  • nowhere boy
  • control
  • in transit :]
  • spinal tap
  • gimme shelter
  • personality crisis
  • the kids are alright
  • almost famous
sep 17 2011 ∞
sep 22 2011 +
  • jesse mccartney
  • ian somerhalder
  • nick jonas
  • sam winchester
  • then the lovely dean winchester
  • thomas sangster
  • carl barat
  • aaron johnson
  • oh my god i'm pathetic
  • yeah, okay
  • lastly, julingus whitehouses
sep 17 2011 ∞
sep 22 2011 +
  • never ending fucking adventure
  • a job that makes me happy
  • someone to complain to and laugh my ass off with
  • chubby grandchildren
  • a new fucking record player
sep 17 2011 ∞
sep 17 2011 +
  • not seeing you in my bed
  • pervs on the internet
  • twitter
  • the fact that i have no life whatsoever
  • people trying to be funny
  • facebook and the awful people i see on it
  • a really good song (it makes me sad in a good way)
  • missing the last bus and having to take the next train
  • when i'm not listening to the velvet underground
  • that everybody knows i'm a femme fatale and the things i do to please
  • watching someone doing lines
  • the sixth season of supernatural because it was so awful
  • not seeing you in my bed
sep 17 2011 ∞
sep 17 2011 +
  • "get the fuck off the planet, you fucking hipster!"
  • "why are there so many pretentious fucking people at starbucks?"
  • "i am so fucking in love with this guy!"
  • "that's a shitty ass shirt!"
  • "my friends are the fucking best!"
  • "anyone up for an orgy?"
  • "i'm single and ready to mingle!"
  • "zeppelin, fuck yeah! you like them? gimme your number, we need to have sex..."
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • becoming an accountant
  • becoming an actress/singer/fasion icon (oh, PLEASE)
  • becoming a flight attendant
  • living in a mansion
  • marrying jesse mccartney and having loud passionate sex that turned the neighbors on
  • starring in my own show
  • becoming a doctor
  • having this awesome walk-in closet i could get lost in
  • finally owning a damn dog
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • when you're not here
  • when i realize you're still wearing clothes
  • when i wake up and you're not next to me
  • when you're wearing shades and i can't see your eyes
  • when i can't reach your lips 'cause you're too tall
  • when you talk about bands you secretly like but i find incredibly shitty and have to pretend otherwise
  • when you make me laugh when i'm trying to be mad
  • when you are STILL wearing clothes
  • (no, but seriously, that really bugs me)
  • and lastly, when i can't get a fucking burger
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • get fucking drunk in the morning
  • smoke to stay awake
  • listen to my favorite record
  • take a hot shower
  • put on my shittiest (also most comfortable) clothes
  • eat all the fucking fried chicken i want
  • then have pizza
  • ignore the guilt
  • get obscenely baked with my friends
  • laugh as the world ends
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • this latin band rbd
  • ace of base
  • abba
  • steve miller band
  • styx
  • bad company
  • creedence clearwater revival
  • the beegees
  • fleetwood mac
  • robin thicke
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • you
  • jensen ackles's face
  • music
  • weed and alcohol
  • old, awful pictures of myself when i was younger
  • shopping at amoeba
  • billie holiday's voice
  • your voice
  • bunnies
  • a baby monkey riding backwards on a pig
  • dora the explorer
  • jared padalecki's ass
  • your ass
  • porn, so i can laugh at it
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • playing dress-up
  • double dutch
  • writing fan fiction
  • fucking around with my mom's makeup
  • playing violin
  • writing shit poetry for this boy who probably didn't even like me
  • collecting fuzzy socks
  • being a serious bitch
  • listening to shitty ass music
  • reading (i seriously need to catch up)
  • crushing on super mario
  • being obsessed with facebook
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • mean girls
  • the last harry potter film
  • the hangover
  • the hangover 2
  • white chicks
  • dazed & confused
  • she's the man
  • the forty-year-old virgin
  • click
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • getting caught stealing pumpkins
  • my dad slapping my ass multiple times at barnes and noble
  • the way i acted around the hottest guy i'd ever seen in my life
  • my friends seeing me naked in the shower
  • the first time i performed/sang solo onstage (hint: i bombed it)
  • winning my school's geography bee (like a fucking nerd) when i clearly didn't even want to participate in the first place
  • crying my eyes out in front the entire classroom
  • peeing myself in elementary school
  • when i found out everyone in my grade knew who i liked
  • falling on some girl in the girls' locker room while i had no pants on
sep 1 2011 ∞
sep 1 2011 +
  • looking old, obviously
  • not being able to run or jump into the air excitedly (i tend to do that a lot)
  • the receding hairline
  • not being hit on anymore
  • when i realize i've just given some long lecture to some kid
  • being BORING
  • eventually needing a damn cane
  • watching my kids make bad decisions
  • having people help me up
  • feeling like doing absolutely nothing
  • getting old and grumpy
  • losing my hearing
  • my fucking TEETH
  • no longer having a good excuse to dress like a semi-ho
  • the possibility of living alone
  • the possibility of DYING alone
  • the fact that time is running out for me
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • kiss you endlessly
  • take a warm shower
  • go outside and admire the sun
  • listen to my favorite record
  • not worry about a single thing
  • have you tell me a story
  • listen to you sing
  • curl up outside and pretend we can see stars in the city's empty night sky
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • don't get too clingy
  • be honest
  • be open-minded
  • be yourself
  • treat them like royalty and then
  • desperately hope they don't dump you
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • "she was fucking sexy"
  • "i wish i got to see those incredible titties"
  • "a real fucking shame, she was the best i ever had, man"
  • "yo, i heard she liked that barry white shit, that guy's fucking awesome"
  • "what was her name again?"
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • getting scolded at by my pre-k teacher for doing my work too fast and sloppy
  • my bracelet snapping on me on my wrist right before i was supposed to be getting an award for my kindergarten graduation
  • my bitch babysitter (and, i swear to god) pulling a knife on me and laughing at me
  • getting a staple stuck in my skin at school
  • getting lost after school and having to find my own way back home
  • my father telling me to pull his belt out of the drawer so he could (i swear to you) beat me with it after i spilled milk on the floor
  • my mother slapping me repeatedly across the face when i (and this a real fucking stupid reason to hit your kid) corrected my own work in my kinder class

moral is to never raise your kids in the ...

aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • my hair
  • my laugh
  • my taste in music
  • my clothes
  • that i laugh when i'm nervous
  • how i act around hot guys
  • that i watch buffy the vampire slayer
  • that i read harry potter
  • that i complain so much about how i didn't get into pottermore
  • that i have a tumblr
  • my tendency to curse like a sailor
  • my huge fucking feet
  • my height
  • and my wonderfully chinky eyes
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • latin music
  • dancing like a fucking idiot in my room
  • disney movies
  • '80s pop music
  • rollerskating
  • boys with accents
  • electronica
  • singing in the shower
  • making stupid lists
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • that first album by britney spears
  • some 1984 billboard hits compilation
  • loose by nelly furtado
  • nuestro amor by rbd
  • a bee gees greatest hits compilation
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • nickelback
  • of montreal, their name fucking sucks
  • limp bizkit
  • coheed and cambria
  • blink-182
  • slipknot
  • black veil brides
  • paramore
  • breaking benjamin
  • my chemical romance
  • fall out boy
  • avenged sevenfold
  • green day
  • system of a down
  • 30 seconds to mars
  • i'm pretty sure there's a shitload more
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • watching people fall
  • loud laughs
  • seeing someone sneeze
  • i love lucy
  • myself
  • my stupid hair when i wake up in the morning
  • my friends
  • my favorite tv shows
  • the little voice in my head
  • looking for alaska
  • the song careless whisper
  • hearing someone else sing in the shower
  • watching someone lose their shit and flip out
  • my mother when she yells at me
  • when my feet get tickled
  • when people can't dance
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • "i'm never gonna dance again the way i danced with you"
  • "there's nothing wrong with me loving you"
  • "it's not warm when she's away"
  • "i need your love, godspeed your love to me"
  • "you are the wind beneath my wings"
  • "and our hearts, they beat as one"
  • "it was the heat of the moment telling me what my heart meant"
  • "why do birds suddenly appear every time you are near?"
  • "i love you more today than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow"
  • "i feel it in my fingers, i feel it in my toes, love is all around me and so the feeling grows"
  • "i'm all out of love, i'm so lost without you"
  • "alllll byyyy myseeeeeelf, don't wanna be...
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • the amanda show
  • losing my mom at target
  • scary movie trailers on television
  • my mother
  • my father
  • root beer, because i thought there was beer in it
  • turning into a grape tree after eating grapes with seeds in them
  • going to sleep after watching a scary movie
  • the show house
  • dying alone
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • queens of the stone age
  • the xx
  • little joy
  • vampire weekend
  • my bloody valentine
  • the smiths
  • joy division
  • the cure
  • neutral milk hotel
  • pixies
  • the white stripes
  • slowdive
  • the unicorns
  • nirvana
  • the replacements
  • big star
oct 2 2011 ∞
oct 2 2011 +
  • julian
  • albert
  • nick
  • nikolai
  • fab
  • jensen ackles
  • jared padalecki
  • my stuffed animals
  • emma watson
  • jenna marbles
  • megan fox
  • and then jules again.
sep 22 2011 ∞
sep 22 2011 +
  • dubstep seems to work
  • anything on souvlaki by slowdive
  • no one loves me & neither do i by them crooked vultures
  • skin on skin by queens of the stone age
  • practically everything else by queens of the stone age
  • oh! by the breeders
  • sister ray by the velvet underground
  • can't get enough by bad company
  • sugar water by cibo matto
  • jackie blue by ozark mountain daredevils
  • ooh la la by goldfrapp
  • sexual healing by marvin gaye
  • criminal by fiona apple
sep 20 2011 ∞
sep 22 2011 +
  • buffy and angel
  • supernatural
  • how i met your mother
  • true blood
  • the office
  • freaks and geeks
  • that 70s show
  • malcolm in the middle
  • misfits
  • skins
  • doctor who
  • family guy
  • south park
  • alias
sep 17 2011 ∞
sep 22 2011 +

lovely people i look up to in terms of fashion and shitz:

  • demi lovato
  • julingus whitehouses
  • basically all of the strokes
  • buffy summers
  • audrey hepburn
  • binki shapiro
sep 17 2011 ∞
sep 22 2011 +
  • your face
  • middle school, even though i refuse to admit it
  • the 80s, even though i hadn't even been born yet
  • my old room
  • my shitty bleached hair
  • the cute guy that used to live next door
  • cheetos
  • pizza
  • eating buckets of bread
  • pb&js
  • my old old old old converse
  • summer '10 when i first started getting into music
  • being twelve
  • the philippines
  • drinking nonstop
  • smoking after school out on my backyard
  • my old math teacher
  • my earphones that i have now broken
sep 17 2011 ∞
sep 17 2011 +
  • drink
  • drink
  • smoke
  • listen to the velvet underground
  • hang out with my lovely friends
  • not think about school
  • in fact i don't even want to mention it in this list, i hate it that much
sep 17 2011 ∞
sep 17 2011 +
  • alison by elvis costello (partly because my name is alison. o_o)
  • my girl by the temptations
  • ain't no sunshine by bill withers
  • dream a little dream of me by the mamas and the papas
  • unchained melody by the righteous brothers
  • jackie blue by ozark mountain daredevils
  • brick house by the commodores

um. embarrassing.

sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • fall in love with you
  • like abba
  • laugh when people fall
  • judge when people have shit taste in music
  • listen to what people say
  • like dumb indie bands
  • waste my time and money
  • make fun of hipsters
  • give in to the urge of eating a million chicken wings
  • give up on trying to look decent every day
  • get lost in your eyes
  • make stupid lists such as this one
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • crying myself to sleep
  • getting into a stupid fight with my mom
  • lying straight through my teeth to my parents, repeatedly
  • making someone cry because i was being inconsiderate
  • getting pantsed in front of everyone
  • tripping and falling in class
  • making fun of some little kid because i was feeling particularly pretentious
  • listening to lady gaga and liking it
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • biting my nails
  • telling my mom i brushed my teeth when i really didn't
  • writing shitty fucking poetry
  • cursing too much (i still do)
  • making fun of people to try and be cool
  • listening to lady gaga (it's like fucking blasphemy now)
  • reading twilight
  • obsessing about how hot edward was
  • lying to impress
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • your bed
  • venice
  • japan
  • home back in the philippines
  • reading and fucking leeds
  • bermuda
  • chicago
  • lawrence, kansas
  • sunnydale
  • and then your bed again
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • get my face pushed into the cake
  • have a bouncy house
  • cry in my room listening to revolver in the middle of my party
  • have painfully embarrassing karaoke
  • kiss someone
  • get a massive headache after smoking too much
  • OD on rotisserie chicken
  • nearly die of laughter
  • eat shitty cake
  • blush like a moron when happy birthday is sang to me
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • tell everyone that jesse mccartney was my boyfriend
  • fall in public so people would look at me
  • curse in every single sentence
  • wear my hood every time i went out
  • make fun of people who didn't deserve it
  • threaten to start a fight
  • listen to all time low and pretend i had really good taste
  • dye my hair
  • tell everyone i played guitar when i only really knew like three chords
  • tell everyone i spoke like four languages
  • tell everyone i was actually part spanish (i was a fucking liar as a kid)
  • pretend i had a boyfriend (dear fucking god)
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • jarvis cocker
  • ezra koenig
  • jensen fucking ackles
  • misha collins
  • andrew vanwyngarden
  • emma watson
  • demi lovato (no joke)
  • emma stone
  • jared padalecki
  • michael cera
sep 2 2011 ∞
sep 2 2011 +
  • you
  • you
  • my hamster snowy, who i inadvertently killed
  • watching buffy the vampire slayer
  • easy fucking homework
  • my seventh grade english teacher
  • double dutch
  • bouncy houses on my birthdays
  • cake
  • meat
  • eating pizza without shame
  • pineapples
  • you
  • you
sep 1 2011 ∞
sep 1 2011 +
  • "never believe you are the best, for that is your sole downfall."
  • "always strive for perfection in everything you do."
  • "never take anything too seriously, no one gets out alive anyway."
  • "pleasure is the only thing one should live for. nothing ages like happiness."
  • "get money, fuck bitches."
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • their first thoughts in the morning
  • if they even liked their jobs
  • their favorite songs to sing to each other
  • if they thought about each other a lot whenever they were apart
  • how they survived without the internet
  • how they spent christmases
  • their favorite music
  • if the best day of their lives was with each other
  • and how happy they were, really
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • how rock and roll has saved my soul
  • good food
  • my mother, i guess
  • my friends
  • the brilliance of literature
  • sliced bread
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • jim morrison singing "touch me, babe, can't you see that i am not afraid?" but mostly it's
  • your laugh
  • you saying my name
  • you cursing and then apologizing
  • you humming
  • you singing me a song
  • and lastly
  • your pants falling to the ground
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • musician
  • musician
  • musician
  • porn star
  • musician
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • have sex with jensen ackles
  • have sex with jensen ackles
  • have sex with jensen ackles
  • get stoned as fuck till the cows come home
  • have sex with jensen ackles
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • when i was dragging my first real guitar into my house
  • this year's new year, when i stayed up all night and it just so happened to be the best fucking new year's ever
  • my thirteenth birthday party
  • the first time i really heard the beatles
  • a good new year's eve when i was still in elementary school
  • a christmas when i still believed in santa
  • my first kiss, just 'cause it was so dumb and sweet
  • when i went stealing pumpkins on halloween
  • the first time i got high
  • my first beer
  • the first day of this year's summer vacation
  • when i realized the school year was over
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • dentist, just to fuck around with my patients
  • janitor
  • flight attendant
  • bathroom attendant
  • hot nurse
  • porn star
  • p diddy's bitch
  • hot single mom
  • sexy fbi agent
  • and of course, a stripper
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • sunnydale, california
  • hogsmeade
  • the crossroads, so i can sell my soul to a demon
  • the island, so i can get LOOOOSSSST in it
  • and finally, hogwarts
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • revolver by the beatles
  • london calling by the clash
  • loaded by the velvet underground
  • are you experienced by the jimi hendrix experience
  • let it be by the replacements
  • pet sounds by the beach boys
  • my aim is true by elvis costello
  • fun house by the stooges
  • physical graffiti by led zeppelin
  • never mind the bollocks by the sex pistols
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • the beatles
  • the jimi hendrix experience
  • the clash
  • the libertines
  • the unicorns
  • pavement
  • the velvet underground
  • nirvana
  • the doors
  • there are far too many to think of at nearly two in the morning
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • anonymous chat websites
  • facebook
  • pornsites that makes you pay
  • any fucking site that makes you pay
  • people complaining about the lack of privacy even though they can easily control it themselves
  • little girls lying about their age and interests
  • old men lying about their age and interests
  • trolls
  • that it's filled with whores and liars
  • that it's so addicting
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +
  • i'm too stubborn
  • i'm self-conscious
  • i have a temper
  • my self esteem is shockingly low
  • i curse far too much
  • i have trouble discussing feelings and shit
  • i overthink
  • yet i am reckless
  • i don't know when to shut up
  • i'm afraid of commitment
aug 31 2011 ∞
aug 31 2011 +