Present

⸻⠀ dana

• first contact: oct 2015
• current age: 18 y/o
• role: freudian id, my feelings
• image: white dragon and girl
• fun facts: when she first showed up to me, i hated her so much i locked her in a strangling cage n left her screeching there for a week. since my early 20s, i've been taking better care of her. she's now my precious baby. she's kinda socially inept n naïve. she can change her dragon size willingly.
• status: with me.

⸻⠀ andressa / cbt

• first contact: dec 2024
• current age: 26 y/o
• role: cbt
• image: she looks like a porcelain doll. she wears a black veil on top of her head. she reminds me of celes.
• fun facts: she sounds like a "good" version of simon, but she's quite scary. i have a feeling i've met her before, but i can't recall when.
• status: my right-hand woman.

⸻⠀ simon

• first contact: ??? 2011
• current age: ?? y/o
• role: headmaster, inner architect/designer, personal demiurge
• image: thin man with a barn owl's face. he wears brown n white clothes. he also has an angelic form.
• fun facts: he assigns me headmates n takes care of my inner world's aesthetics. he used to be aggressive and impatient with me, encouraging my self-destructive behaviour; nowadays he's more patient and understanding of my mechanics.
• status: idk he's weird.

⸻⠀ balerion

• first contact: jun 2025
• current age: 12 y/o
• role: i'm not sure yet
• image: black dragon and boy.
• fun facts: he's been marinating in my conscious for a while. let's see what he'll bring of new in this mind of mine. like dana, he can change his dragon size willingly.
• status: newcomer.

Gone

⸻⠀ dell

• first contact: jan 2019
• current age: ageless, void
• role: ex-inner voice, ex-freudian superego
• image: he's like grown up ghost, except for an owl mask for the face, long n pointy black ears, and thin legs ending in deer hooves. he also has a quadruped form that's similar to a dog.
• fun facts: he's more attached to me than i am to him. he swore to never leave my side n has separation anxiety. he took zero's place when he had to leave me for a whole year. he has a flat in france.
• status: assimilated, inside my heart.

⸻⠀ zero

• first contact: feb 2012
• current age: 4 y/o
• role: ex-inner voice
• image: swiss shepherd
• fun facts: i think he was an unconscious manifestation of kiryu zero (or zero) and ghost (because he's also the 'albino' and last one from his litter.) i'm very attached to him n i cried for days when he had to leave. he's my oldest headmate in terms of companionship.
• status: left w my 12 y/o self.

⸻⠀ the demon

• first contact: oct 2024
• current age: ?? y/o
• role: demonic creature, core fear
• image: he looks like dell, but has a human face, long black hair, wide eyes, and a sharp smile that never falters. he carries a spiral sword as weapon.
• fun facts: when he got in control of my heart, i truly felt possessed n sick. i spent two days shaking n feeling paranoid because i kept getting hurt irl for no reason.
• status: under control, inside my spine n arms.