• important questions: what? who? when? how? why?
• themes: opinions; kendrick lamar (biography, poem, songs); minecraft (what from minecraft?); lifespan of the internet; neutrality; maus (the comic) + pyramid of hate;

• specific by age-range:
  • middle school: introduction⠀|⠀
  • high school: job interview, "talk about yourself"⠀|⠀

• soul & guts
• physical balance
• vocal tract
• scream
• laugh
• reactive response
• posture
• idle stance
• way of walking
• muscle mass
• clothes
• love & heart
• emotional response

⸻⠀ to improve

• head shape
• ears!!
• body proportions (horizontal)
• body language / poses

⸻⠀ improved!

• facial expressions
• colour
• painting style
• speed
• hands & fingers

• ambience:⠀tearoom﹐apothecary﹐firewood﹐horse stables﹐moodist
• to hype up:⠀zzz theme﹐zzz theme 15﹐zzz gacha﹐intermission﹐hydrogen
• soundtracks:⠀nitw﹐p5 jazz mix﹐café leblanc mix﹐marshall's café﹐succession suite
• playlists:⠀a quiet moment alone﹐it's going to be okay﹐midnight aura﹐that 2 am fresh air﹐i still miss you﹐lovers﹐love letters﹐studying﹐romanticizing studying﹐mathematics
• background music:⠀it's brazil babyy﹐escape from reality﹐in space
• other sounds:⠀tales of the night forest﹐medieval hardcore party mix﹐woodlands
• channels:⠀thermosento

• march:
  • ☑ 05/03⠀☑ 06/03⠀☑ 07/03⠀☑ 08/03
  • ☑ 09/03⠀☑ 10/03 ☑ 11/03⠀☑ 12/03⠀☑ 13/03⠀☑ 14/03⠀☑ 15/03
  • ☑ 16/03⠀☑ 17/03⠀☑ 18/03⠀☑ 19/03⠀☑ 20/03⠀☑ 21/03⠀☑ 22/03
  • ☑ 23/03⠀▢ 24/03⠀▢ 25/03⠀▢ 26/03⠀▢ 27/03⠀▢ 28/03⠀▢ 29/03
  • ▢ 30/03⠀▢ 31/03
• april:
  • ▢ 01/04⠀▢ 02/04⠀▢ 03/04⠀▢ 04/04⠀▢ 05/04
  • ▢ 06/04⠀▢ 07/04⠀▢ 08/04⠀▢ 09/04⠀▢ 10/04⠀▢ 11/04⠀▢ 12/04
  • ▢ 13/04⠀▢ 14/04⠀▢ 15/04⠀▢ 16/04⠀▢ 17/04⠀

⸻⠀ 𝑔𝑜𝑎𝑙𝑠

• ▢⠀write prod. sed. 1st draft
• ▢⠀finish that fanfic 1st draft (3/9)
• ▢⠀read...
  • ⤷ ▢ courage to teach, by parker
  • ⤷ ▢ this is how you lose the time war, by amal el-mohtar & max gladstone
  • ⤷ ▢ time loop narratives are about love, by katy
  • ⤷ ▢ how american culture ate the world, by dexter fergie
• ▢⠀watch a documentary abt ivan illich, descartes and rousseau
• ▢⠀learn to side split
• ▢⠀install linux on laptop
• ▢⠀clean the "25 by 25" list
• ▢⠀write the 15 letters
• ▢⠀move out again (?)
• ▢⠀donate my good clothes to a thrift store
• ▢⠀thrift something good if they have it, too

sort of diary about the events that unfold in my paracosm, because now i want to keep track of what's going on & how the history of this world unfolds & shapes my heart. this world is a coping mechanism i developed in my 11-12s n i have no intention on treating it like an unhealthy symptom. i treat my headmates as friends.

• 241116 ⠀ dell got anxious for being left alone at the rocky-valley island n followed us (idk how, coz we travelled by ship.) he fought w dana n i to take part in the 'wintery-land' expedition. i let him stay as long as he stops trying to talk over me. we set camp for the meantime.

• 241130 ⠀ i got overwhelmed by smth i can't recall n ran away to the forest. i took off my coat n boots n lashed out at a tree. later, dell found me sobbing near a cabin...

• aniwave
• thesaurus﹐etymonline﹐library﹐articles
• eat this much﹐rua﹐adhd help
• pdf converter﹐docero﹐mybib
• kuroshiro﹐shuen_art﹐shiragichi﹐jiefinch
• spacehey﹐status cafe﹐ichi.city

• autumn equinox ⠀march 20, midday
• winter solstice ⠀⠀ june 21, midnight
• spring equinox ⠀⠀september 22, 10 pm
• summer solstice ⠀december 21, 7 pm

• morning prayer, banishing, thankies
• breakfast / shower
• send gm txt to grandma
• study

• work out or do cars
• shower / dinner
• work
• nightly prayer, banishing, thankies

• to be someone's favourite person.
• to be reliable.
• to be the 1st choice.
• to be admired.
• to be a good teacher.
• to be satisfied w my appearance.
• to have personal style.
• to have a trademark.
• to be compared to an older brother/father.