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⸻⠀ goals
- ▢⠀change my documents
- ⠀⠀⤷ ▢⠀reservist certificate
- ⠀⠀⤷ ▢⠀voter card
- ⠀⠀⤷ ▢⠀employment record card
- ⠀⠀⤷ ▢⠀bank stuff
- ⠀⠀⤷ ▢⠀schools/institutions
- ✓⠀clean & adjust pc specs
- ▢⠀improve my summarizing skills
- ▢⠀graduate, yay!
- ✗⠀enroll in a masters, maybe
- ▢⠀get a regular 9 to 5
- ▢⠀study for public worker positions
- ▢⠀apply & take as many public worker exams i can
- ▢⠀change my calligraphy
- ▢⠀finish reading a book
- ▢⠀read a shakespeare play
- ▢⠀draw monthly (1/12)
- ▢⠀play bass weekly (0/52)
- ▢⠀walk well every day
- ▢⠀exercise every day
- ▢⠀do more stretching & movement based exercises
- ▢⠀gain weight healthily
- ▢⠀wear sunscreen most days
- ▢⠀take care of my skin
- ▢⠀stop biting my nails
- ▢⠀deepen my voice (yeah, more)
- ▢⠀stop talking like a clown just coz i wanna be 'funny'
- ▢⠀“i'm in my knight era”
- ▢⠀write some fiction
- ✓⠀listen to songs that aren't club music
- ▢⠀rewatch the guardians of ga'hoole
- ▢⠀improve myself considerably
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⸻⠀ wishlist
- tech
- ✗⠀ram (maybe)
- ✗⠀ssd (maybe)
- clothes & fashion
- home decor
- ✗⠀exercise bar — i'm back at the gym
- ✓⠀computer desk
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⸻⠀ prospects
- 01 ⠀ slow, but steady. ⠀￫⠀ ok, i did well.
- 02 ⠀ keep it steady. ⠀￫⠀ i swayed a little.
- 03 ⠀ push it harder. ⠀￫⠀
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⸻⠀ monthly log
- 01 ⠀➭⠀ here we go. auntie & her sprained ankle. this guy & i carried a washing machine downstairs & it was so humiliating bc i'm weak as hell, i wanna work out again. reading ♥ but feeling behind anyway. left my computer at a technician for a MONTH ffs. my gf visited me & we took a whole week off to visit the city's museums, art galleries, parks, etc. we took a horse riding class together that was super fun! (i wanna enroll in it so bad lol—it's my childhood dream bro). phainoncore. grandma & her (twice) broken leg. asking for significant change & getting it & feeling grateful for it (aka workouts & real responsibilities). planning my future fr bc now that i'll graduate i can be whatever i want & go wherever i want. "you gotta shut up & listen more bro."
- 02 ⠀➭⠀ miscommunication is the century's plague. i'm really digging this snowy aesthetic ngl. everybody is graduating :') i'm so proud of my classmates, they're so cool... saw a vision from the future, but i have to change to make it real. heartopia & rdo. rich ppl are insane (derogatory/curious/scary). frustration sobs. riding classes yay!!! (& realizing all the muscles in my body wow). dear god, i'll be 26 this year, i feel so behind in life lmfao. the 2025/2 uni semester is finally overrrrrr aaaaaaa. grandma & her weird displays of neediness (nothing against her neediness & all against how she does it aka sp2 issues). accompanying auntie for her surgery during my birthday lmao (i slept in a hospital for the first time & the food was amazing). i'm not giving up anymore, i'm done giving up on myself.
- 03 ⠀➭⠀ oh to be self-sufficient. "do NOT ask me to inject you w/ medicine," i say as i'm about to inject her w/ medicine. auntie is recovering well yay. dad's curse is to be neurodivergent, mom's curse is to be full-time complainers even when things are FINE. who the hell gets the worst case of flu during summer? (i also fainted in the bathroom again -10/10). discovering more very odd fears of mine. ah my highschool songs. not the prophetic dreams again... going out w/ friends of friends & it really is different when your group is mostly lgbtq (i'm not socially incompetent, the other gang is just cishet lol). macos-ing my stuff bc i love the aesthetics but not as much as i love open source. slowly going back to my roots (#pas). can i make all these "mes", a single "me"? maybe i'm biased, but brazilian horses are the prettiest. it's finally autumn.
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⸻⠀ media
- 🎧⠀ playlist
- 🎮⠀ games & gameplays
- ⠀ 0126 | life is strange 2 (2018)
- ⠀ 0317 | resident evil requiem (2026)
- 📺⠀ tv shows & documentaries
- ⠀ 0120 | all her fault (2025)
- ⠀ 0316 | a knight of the seven kingdoms (2026) ⬩ S01
- 💻⠀ youtube
- 🎬⠀ movies
- ⠀ 0106 | frozen (2013)⠀↺ 3rd
- ⠀ 0106 | frozen II (2019)⠀↺ 2nd
- ⠀ 0115 | nimona (2023)
- ⠀ 0314 | wake up dead man (2025)
- 📼⠀ animations
- ⠀ 0101 | sasaki to miyano (2022)
- ⠀ 0317 | kuragehime (2010)
- 📚⠀ literature
- ⠀ 0102 | an alpine divorce (robert barr) ♥
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