for may: sweet springtime song / may your flowers bloom in me / bring me growth anew / make me brave

calendar

• ✔ may 2: social distance picnic, 6:00
• ✔ may 5: meeting, 3:30
• ✔ may 10: mother's day
• ✔ may 11: therapy, 1:30
• ✔ may 13: meeting, 2:30 / dinner, 5:00
• ✔ may 18: bella, 8:30
• ✔ may 25: bella, 8:30
• ✔ may 26: end of quarantine?
• ✔ may 27: andy, 9:00 / tracy, 10:00
• ✔ may 28: mars!
• ✔ may 29: therapy: 1:15
• ✔ may 30: wanda, 8:00

hyperfixations

• the magnus archives
  • jonathan sims...why are you like that
• mindhunter is good, actually
  • i can't remember if i said this last month or not. either way, holden ford, you're a damn fool and i love you. wendy carr, please top me.
• sims
  • getting the parenthood & laundry expansion packs & getting addicted to sims all over again

goals

• finish tcc
• first round of edits

best moments of the month

• ripstiking around the park with kenzie like we used to when we were ten; my friends being wonderful when they found out zach broke up with me; going for walks in the sun every morning; watching silly tv with dad; skateboarding; meeting evan; spending the day with mars and god, sweet god, i love my husband, i love how we burst into tears as soon as we saw each other, i love them, we invented love; getting my hair cut again after ten weeks and feeling like i've been slid back into my body