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"You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin, standing trail for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins."

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  • Worst
    • I was allergic to the first pain medication I was given, so my entire body was insanely itchy for about 24 miserable hours.
    • When I changed to my new pain medication, it made me sick to my stomach and I threw up twice.
      • Acidic vomit + worste sore throat ever = death.
    • I know I should eat, but I have lost my appetite and I'm getting very weak.
    • It gags me to even swallow because I can feel the scabs and it makes me wanna barf.
      • Needless to say, I definitely don't want to talk right now. I've been mute for this entire day, and I probably will be until the scabs are gone.
    • Day 5 hurt so bad I cried a few times throughout the day.
    • The worst worst WORST most disgusting stinky breath ever.
      • It's from the thick coat of scabs on the back of the throat that look like mashed potatoes.
    • Day 7 is even the worst yet so far. This better be the end of it! And I'm still basically mute.
  • Best
    • Two weeks off of work.
    • I have an excuse to be lazy and lay around alllllll day.
    • I like to be babied, and Evan does every little thing I ask him to do, including scratching my back for an hour.
    • Popsicles.
    • Lots of sleep.
    • Typing to Evan on notepad while he verbally responds because I don't want to talk. It's funny.
    • No more tonsil stones!!! =)
apr 18 2010 ∞
jun 26 2010 +