• my girls → gwsn, heize
• bands → day6 , onewe , lucy
• soloists → kim jonghyun , dawn
• bgs → pentagon , stray kids , oneus , bts , seventeen

+ others !

• superband !!, the rose, gift, hoppipolla, woodz, motte, mont, offonoff + colde (...)

☆— january

it's nice to have my brother here with us again - pal's bday and drinking some vodka to not feel like shit ! - SUPERBAND S2 IS COMING - god... - 08/01 cried on my bday in front of my family and frens but whats new; i think it's over for us; hyunjin watched ´the greatest showman´ - feeling so anxious; whats the point of everything anyways - more pills! - scared about the sun not coming out lol - nilie's bday<3; i ruin the vibe - alice in boderland - RADIANT CHILDREN ARE INSANEEEE - talking w serg - yuto i love you; oneus's first album i love you - i love my small genius bub; bro's bday :) - ´bridge to therabitia´ will always hurt - kinito and thiago day <3; cant see a future for me anymore - glad i met w my frens even when i wanted to cancel; color rush :( - big star - han is an alien so am i

☆— february

it's pathetic the amount of time i spend talking out loud w myself - long day ; her texts made me sad...huh ?? - i love my frens - I LOVE SENKU - i hate that she only appears in my dreams - pre-sundays feeling SUCKS - our precious hui, stay heathy and happy, we'll be waiting for u - MY BROTHER SAW ME TALKING W MYSELF... this is embarrasing - ´the queen's gambit´ - no one cares about the things that matter for me, more than me - health being shitty again - bad weather and regrets ? - zhennan - skz warms my heart - reading a lot - tearing up has been so easy lately - onf's voice: it's so hard ! - scared of march... please be nice

☆— march

i think i'm more sick uh - reading and reading - big breakdown and fake scenarios w more b... - anything related to music makes tear up..... - chuang 2021 - wanna go to korea...i just wanna go abroa... - I GOT MY PHONE !!! FUCKING FINALLY - 08/03 period :) happy woman's day lol - sungjin enlistment - islandia - no chances fot gks :/ - PENTAGON CB... WOODZ CB... CHANGBIN AND F... - im bad w technology fr - 18/03 day with frens <3 - hyunjin ♥ hbd luv - going to sleep rlly late these days - i miss hyunjin so bad - seungmin and chagbin's song <3 - self harm thoughts - i talked to twt oomf in dms omg - rodita liked both of my comments on insta... - not dreaming so much this month uh - OSCAR... - day6 are coming !! - ablo and slowly apps xd

i wanna learn

• languages :
  • japanese
  • korean
  • french
  • languages of flowers
• to play the ukelele
• about the theme of dreams
• about galaxies, stars, etc
• music theory
• how to cook different dishes WELL
• how to ride on skateboards/roller skates
• how to edits videos in a decent way
• how to sing... just for fun ( i'm a frustrated musician what can i say lmao )
• how to stop being fucking stupid :D

material things i wanna own... really bad

- never thought i would get at least one of these in an eatly future but... oh??

• all my favorite books :( specially the perks of being a wallflower and flipped
• a good laptop !!
• clothes i actually like and not the ones i have to wear because yes
• an ukelele
• skin care products !!! imagine having a soft and clean face omg
• cool speakers
• a mf amazing phone !!!! imagine how tired we are -
• a camera :(
• notebooks (the ones with entire blank sheets)
• products to take a properly care of my curly hair
• airpods LOL
• cute necklaces of a moon and a star

♫ — « stuck in my mind »

"i'm trying hard to say, that even if I'd never seen your face, I'd be waiting for you, and always be in and out, and in and out of love" in and out of love by oh wonder

"what will you do on the weekends, when your best friends become your dead friends?" american candy by the maine

"maybe I should be more like her, maybe I should be more like her. I can taste her lipstick, it's like I'm kissing her, too and she's perfect" perfect by selena gomez

"it doesn't feel like I just met you, It's like I know you, but I hold my feelings back, because I just met you, and I don't wanna get ahead of myself, I don't wanna get ahead of myself, but look at me get ahead of myself" drunk on you by oh wonder

"i must have grown up already, after this i wondered what i'd become after i grow up, still breathing in my chest, a little blue bird" boy in time by hui

ツ always find a way to them

every moment i spent with you shined. because the weather was good, because the weather was bad, and because the weather was good enough. i loved every moment of it . goblin

everyone has a ´Room 19´ of their own. no matter how close they are with others, they don’t want them to find out about that room. no matter how comfortable they feel around others, they can’t invite them to that room. because it's my first life

don’t blame yourself. blame yourself but keep it short and remember it for a long time. while you were sleeping

• 1. floating out of my body w clouds around me
• fake goth, pinky baby girl (coming)