(outdated 30 yo me reflections, over a decade on)

• get my driver's license
• and a job, before school
• see les mis on broadway-
• chop all my hair off
• have non-commissioned fanart created for the railverse (2023 eta: lmfao)
• eat at voodoo doughnuts
• get some friendship/hemp bracelets and wear them 24/7
• see a show on broadway-
  • (i'm going to see newsies and droog in march!!)
• go urban exploring with a few friends and a camera
• take a lengthy roadtrip
• do more things for the needy (collect/make food for the hungry, donate to more charities, donate books and/or toys to shelters for kids or underprivileged families during christmas, get care boxes together for soldiers, volunteer at pet shelters, etc.)
• go to a protest for something i believe in deeply-
• experience a bonfire with friends
• have some adventures in the uk
• create a home from somewhere other than my parents' house-
  • get a quaint little house and have a blast decorating it
    • plant flowers and/or fruits in my yard
• find a job that i love (2023 eta: :/)
• get a cat or two-
  • (even if they're an annoying, adorable little shit)
• feel more confident about myself
  • lose weight
  • be able to socialise more easily- (???? comparatively ig)
  • take pride in my art
• fall in mutual happiness with somebody- (???)
• learn how to
  • make
    • jams and jellies
    • candles
    • lip balm
  • shoot a gun
  • knit and crochet
  • walk in heels without looking like a giant stumbling giraffe doofus
• receive flowers from somebody-
• get a dog!!-
  • (especially if they're a pit bull from a shelter)
• be able to create a variety of homemade meals-
• get a lip piercing (or a couple)
• graduate from art school (:/)
• get to attend my rail's wedding (:///)
• acquire a loving dom
• see some of my work become successful (publish childrens' books or have a well-known webcomic or be listed in the credits of a movie i helped storyboard, or be a successful freelancer) (://///)
• go on a hallucinogenic trip
• see gay marriage be legalised everywhere in the united state- (for now...)
  • in the world
• kiss in the rain
  • and on new year's
  • under mistletoe
  • outside on a night with a full moon
  • with poprocks in our mouths :3c (that sounds awful good god)
• drive somewhere secluded and scream at the top of my lungs
  • possibly in a sundress, with a music player, and dance and sing loudly
• be content, most of the time. (trying my best...)

(interesting to look back on. in both a good and bad way.)