- voluntarily gave a presentation on drugs - I hate presentation but love drugs
- got sick twice, was able to keep up with schoolwork just fine, yet two weeks of a depressive episode destroyed my exam grades
- quit two Activities (the ones that give credit hours too) I feel like a quitter :( I Really hope I stick with the things I still have
- not a single weekend spent alone. I love my friends.
- I'm the most boring person at every party and that's A-Okay with me I love observing interesting people
- rage quit therapy, my clown ass was back a month later, finally got meds after the recommendation of two therapists and three friends
- realizing other people spend their free time doing things they enjoy??? instead of doing things they dislike????
- I'm finally enjoy all my classes for once. all my professors are good too. ORGO
- continuing to make progress on my social anxiety - realized I didn't give a shit what people thought of me when I'm catatonically NPC-ing on the sidewalk so why should I care what ppl think of me otherwise. I love when the mental illnesses cancel each other out
- happily obsessing over getting a healthy amount of texts and messages now
- what I most want to talk about is drugs and mental illness but I don't feel comfortable talking about that except with my best friend
- campus adventures I want to visit every building here! and visit more clubs just to check them out!
- Deleting a bunch of stuff about my OCs because idrc anymore and seeing unfinished junk gives me weird anxiety. End of an era
oct 28 2022 ∞
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