- january 10th: my dream was a mix of 'cardcaptor sakura,' 'the menu,' and marriage. basically, the plot of 'the menu' unfolded in a marriage ceremony on an open field, with characters from 'cardcaptor sakura' being responsible for saving everyone. i was aware that i was dreaming but didn't take any action, although i did choose to wake up to stop the dream! how fun is that?
- january 11th: ugh. i dreamt of luna again. we were back at school, it was the last year once again, and she was so nice and sweet. but, this time, instead of being head over heels for her, i was kind of annoyed. this may be too personal, but ugh. why does she only come back when i'm finally over her? i wrote a book too. i crocheted and was afraid of giant potatoes. i may not be as in love as i thought i was.
- january 12th: i was sick, but my parents only paid attention to my sister. i bought that one blue rom-com shirt and went to the beach. i planned my dad's birthday at a church. i made beaded jewelry.
- january 14th: my dream was actually just this fanfic (i was beomgyu ofc).
- january 15th: as always, i dreamed about a bunch of things, but the only one i can remember is that lia texted me. i don't remember what she said, but she seemed serious. sometimes i wonder if i said that i feel the same things would be different. but i don't even know how she feels right now. something bittersweet about being in love is how the heartbreak is devastating but still, it reminds me that i'm capable of love.
- january 16th: the world was ending and everything was eighter imersed in lava or burning, and, for some reason, i asked god to stop, to let me review things and maybe reverse this. and they listened to me. i read many books, and a dragon (my friend eden) came talk to me. we ended up talking about silly things and i forgot that the world was ending.
- january 22nd: well, i went to the sea so i could see a whale with luna. then we got lost? so we had to cook cat's meat to survive. i vomited and then woke up. ugh, it was gross.
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