• what date from 2015 will remain etched upon your memory?
      • august 23, november 16
  • what was your biggest achievement of the year?
      • my biggest achievement was surviving. i could have succumbed into a deep depression, but i made it out
  • did you suffer illness or injury?
      • anxiety and panic attacks
  • what was the best thing you bought?
      • a necklace that says "love you more" that i gave sarah
  • where did most of your money go?
      • cds
  • what did you get really, really, really excited about?
      • every time my "days without a panic attack" streak got high! also, seeing tove lo, halsey, and marina and the diamonds in concert
  • which song will always remind you of 2015?
      • songs: mercy by animal flag, hold me down by halsey, traveling song by ryn weaver, and tell your friends by the weeknd
      • albums: the fool by ryn weaver, froot by marina and the diamonds, paramore, and badlands by halsey
  • compared to this time last year, are you:
      • sadder of happier?
          • both. my happy moments are so much happier but my sad moments are so much worse
      • older or wiser?
          • not wiser at all
      • richer or poorer?
          • poorer
  • how did you spend christmas?
      • i had christmas eve with my mother's family and christmas dinner with my father's family. on the way home dad drove too fast and i had a panic attack in his back seat
  • what were your favorite tv programmes?
      • how to get away with murder
  • do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
      • my ex best friend
  • what was the best book you read?
      • looking for alaska by john green
  • what was your greatest musical discovery?
      • animal flag, ryn weaver, borns, and the song robbers by the 1975
  • what did you want and get?
      • to see halsey live, to get my second piercing
  • what did you want and not get?
      • to see lorde live again, to stay sisters with my best friend, to get over my mental illness, a tattoo
  • what was your favorite film of this year?
      • paper towns
  • how many people did you kiss during the year?
      • 0
  • what did you do on your birthday?
      • after school my best friend came over and did my hair and then my group came and we had dino nuggets and mac n cheese and took pictures all dressed up
  • what one thing would have made your year immesurably more satisfying?
      • not having mental illness and hurting my best friend
  • what kept you sane?
      • music, God, and my best friend
  • who did you miss?
      • no one? my old self?
  • who was the best new person you met?
      • madeline
  • do you have any regrets about the year?
      • i actually don't. i fucked up a lot a lot a lot.. but i don't regret anything because it made me who i am today
  • tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2014
      • your best friend might not be a very good best friend. DO NOT JUDGE PEOPLE. someone you judge might come in to your life at the perfect time and teach you just what it means to be loved unconditionally.
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