— ayden, twenty-two. cold faggot. self-studying afro-pessimism and global anti-black violence. likes k-pop idols, bl series, east-asian films, black and death metal, cats and thunderstorms.

• tumblr, goodreads, lastfm.
• letterboxd, mydramalist.

• ascendant ↑ cancer [1]
• sun ☉ leo [2]
• moon ☾ libra [3]
• mercury ☿ virgo [2]
• venus ♀ libra [3]
• mars ♂ leo [2]
• jupiter ♃ leo [1]
• saturn ♄ gemini [12]
• uranus ⛢ aquarius [8]
• neptune ♆ aquarius [7]
• pluto ♇ sagittarius [5]

• director — edward yang
• author — roberto bolaño
• book — eros the bittersweet
• movie — looking for an angel (1999)
• tv show — buffy the vampire slayer
• band — unwound
• singer/songwriter — grouper
• song — preciso me encontrar by cartola
• color — brown
• fruit — grapes
• month — october
• ice cream flavour — mint choco
• music genre — k-pop
• musical instrument — violin
• place — home
• season — autumn
• school subject — arts

• toute une nuit, chantal akerman
• totally fucked up, gregg araki
• the act of seeing with one’s own eyes, stan brakhage
• à ma soeur!, catherine breillat
• un condamné à mort s’est échappé, robert bresson
• o menino e o vento, carlos hugo christensen
• the watermelon woman, cheryl dunye
• ginger snaps, john fawcett
• the addiction, abel ferrara
• like grains of sand, ryosuke hashiguchi
• safe, todd haynes
• the texas chain saw massacre, tobe hooper
• before we vanish, kiyoshi kurosawa
• rebels of the neon god, tsai ming-liang
• o fantasma, joão pedro rodrigues
• looking for an angel, akihiro suzuki
• female trouble, john waters