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it's in the idling and unwinding

Lev follows:

full recording of the staging of julius ceasar at the Donmar warehouse that i saw in winter of 2012/2013.

apr 8 2019 ∞
apr 8 2019 +
  • Aelopile - amber, citrus, labdanum, verbena, cedar, oud
  • Jack - pumpkin, nutmeg, peach, clove
  • Fae - white musk, bergamot, heliotrope, peach, oakmoss
  • night-gaunt - yuzu, white grapefruit, kumquat, snow-dusted flowers
  • shub-niggurath - herbs, resins, three gingers, “aphrodisiacal spices.” Smells like chai and buttered waffles on the strip
  • haunted - golden amber and black musk
  • van van - a voodoo blend, for amplification of personal power and purification of spirit.
  • (O) [
  • kitsune-tsuki - asian plum, orchid, daffodil, jasmine, white musk
  • defututa - olive blossom, honey, smokey vanilla, cinnamon, jasmine, sandalwood, champaca flower
  • whip - black leather, rose
apr 2 2018 ∞
apr 22 2018 +
feb 28 2018 ∞
jan 4 2019 +

that i will remember and pick up some other time.

  • Lanark , Alasdair Gray. The cover said "Endure. You are not alone." when held open. christ, I'd love that as a tattoo. maybe i should hang on to this one.
  • This is Memorial Device , David Keenan. Failed history of a Scottish punk scene that practically was.
  • Sangre en el Ojo , Lina Meraune. In Spanish.
  • Darkmans , Nicola Barker.
  • Vendettas, Charms, and Prayers , Poems by Pamela Gemin
  • Meditations on an Emergency , Frank O'Hara
  • Miximum Ca'Canny: The Sabotage Manuals , Ida Borjel
feb 2 2018 ∞
feb 2 2018 +

practical/needs

  • 15lb barbell weight, single
  • 12lb barbell weight, single
  • blueberry mojito caffeine
  • Deborah Norville interchangeable knitting needle tips, sizes 8, 4, 5, 9

ooh

  • cat and snail print!
  • a Take-10 pass to the Dryden's film screenings
  • new music. Cds, mixes, anything. Hit me.
  • a pile of imps from my list list from bpal
  • gift certificate to lowe's to buy paint to finish/redo the apartment
  • high quality yarn, black. i like malabrigo, madelinetosh, low acrylic content if any, not shiny, no boucle.
  • the wild unknown tarot deck

fancy fancy

may 2 2017 ∞
feb 26 2019 +
  • Shigeru Umebayashi, "Yumeji's Theme" from In the Mood for Love - sophisticated and slightly exotic waltz, mid-low tempo. Narrative. Plays absolute havoc with recordings, though, holy shit
  • Krigsgaldr - dark, primitive/shamanistic, builds slowly over time.
  • Ótroðinn - chill, dark, vaguely threatening but downtempo nordic ambient.
  • Einherjer - dark nordic ambient, worried, downtempo. Aarlade.
  • Nídhogg - much more ambient, dark, slightly negative, nordic-ish. has some slow drumbeats and drone to it. loneliness, expanse. Aarlade, could be others.
jan 15 2018 ∞
aug 13 2018 +

For archives work

  • latin
  • hebrew
  • ugh, greek? Idk. But prolly.
  • old english

For self/well, also for work

  • welsh
  • german
  • japanese
  • ..?

Improve

  • french
  • spanish
  • asl
dec 31 2017 ∞
dec 31 2017 +
  • Druid - foresty incense and moss.
  • Rogue - Soft, well-worn black leather, hemp, and rosin.
  • Windward Passage - marine accord and incense, kind of. Aquatic with kind of a retro masculine scent.
  • Thanatopsis - A deep, solomn earthen scent containing pine, juniper and musk.
  • Gaueko - Blackened sandalwood and misty lavender, with curling wisps of smoky tobacco, nag champa, and labdanum. Dark, warm incense.
  • Black Forest - Thick, viscous pine with ambergris, black musk, juniper and cypress. Reviews say: cold pine, juniper, spices. forest witch.
  • Brimstone - _It represents the strength of will and the vigor of passion, and it is a symbol of the process of fermentation. _ Comments say burnt pine, dry wood, dries to cedar and patchouli.
  • Dee - Soft English leather, rosewood and tonka ... Comments say herby, leather and incense....
jul 5 2017 ∞
dec 8 2018 +
  • Oberon - Orchid, white musk, and bergamot wafting over juniper berries, with a gentle touch of soft, earthy patchouli.
    • herby, weird. definitely not human. kind of like it, but not sure what it smells like exactly. not much staying power on me.
  • Crossroads - A chill twilit garden of blooms over dry earth and mosses, heavily laden with incense and offertory herbs.
    • much warmer and spicier than I thought it would be - some kind of vanilla in there? like the idea but probably won't wear again.
  • Windward Passage - Breezes blowing off of the waters of the Caribbean: marine accord, seaweed, and bladderwrack.
    • starts off with a big salty smack of old ...
jul 7 2017 ∞
jul 7 2017 +
  • Encyclopedia of witchcraft and demonology
  • Witch craze : terror and fantasy in baroque Germany
  • Shaman of Oberstdorft: Chonrad Stoeckhlin and the phantoms of the night / Wolfgang Behringer, trans. E.C. Erik Midelfort
  • Religion and the decline of medicine
  • Battling demons: witchcraft, heresy, and reform in the late middle ages / Michael D. Bailey.
  • European witch trials : their foundations in popular and learned culture, 1300-1500 / Richard Kieckhefer.
  • Palgrave advances in witchcraft historiography / ed. by Jonathan Barry and Owen Davies.
  • Hazards of the dark arts: advice for medieval princes on witchcraft and magic: Johannes Hartlief's Book of all forbidden arts (1456) and Ulrich Molitori's On witche...
oct 20 2017 ∞
oct 20 2017 +

Famille

  • mum - ce chapeau avec les orignals
  • grama - cast iron frying pan, scraper, handles, and a cardigan
  • grandad - a couple of books by this author
  • lynda -

Des amis

  • alex - poncho and knitted dice
  • farah - eyeball bag (and obv. cowl)
  • gala - donation to Standing Rock and iamtra tea cup
  • paige - something with that fluffy yarn (or iamtra tea cup)
  • rae - red hooded scarf (or iamtra tea cup)
  • ray - Top Dad shirt
    • amanda - more mug cozies?
    • haley -
nov 29 2016 ∞
nov 29 2016 +

so basically I think I can tweak the pumpkin muffin recipe to make those bright green cupcakes, but without the massive carb overload.

pumpkin muffins ingredients:

  • egg
  • egg white
  • 1/4 cup pumpkin purée - spinach blended with applesauce
  • 1 mashed banana
  • 1/2 cup almond butter - blended soaked raw cashews
  • 1/4 cup maple syrup
  • 2 scoops whey powder
  • 1/2 tsp baking powder
  • cinnamon - vanilla extract
  • sea salt
  • nutmeg - probably leave out? or maybe cardamom
    • ..... that seemed... almost too easy.
mar 8 2016 ∞
mar 8 2016 +

that damn banana

  • Linda - banana, cassis, gin, lemon juice
  • Jaguar - vodka, sprite and banana syrup (well, we can fix that)
  • Zoo Station - Bailey's, Kaluha, amaretto, banana and cream
  • Fat Cat - Bailey's, amaretto, banana
  • Yellow Sea - banana, Galliano, lime cordial, vodka

what?

nov 21 2015 ∞
nov 22 2015 +

dehydration

jun 25 2015 ∞
jul 9 2015 +
oct 8 2014 ∞
oct 29 2014 +
  • cb radio static with clicks
  • (sounddogs static noise)
    • Download Sound Effects SoundDogs Series 6000 Extension 3 - Sound Effects - RADIO, TUNING - HEAVY STATIC INTERFERENCE .mp3

www.sounddogs.com/../220178_SOUNDDOGS__ra.mp3

sep 6 2014 ∞
sep 14 2014 +
  • blue is the warmest color
  • gravity
  • 90s version of the oddesy
  • ravenous
  • memento
jan 13 2014 ∞
sep 6 2014 +
may 2 2014 ∞
may 2 2014 +
  • Coppelion
  • Serial Experiments Lain
  • Big O
  • Paranoia Agent
  • Ghost in the Shell SAC
  • Tiger and Bunny (again)
dec 9 2013 ∞
oct 26 2014 +

everyday work/school

  • solid-color button-down shirts
    • white cotton stretch poplin fabric
      • to be worn over light jersey undershirts in stone colors (use 3-panel tank as base pattern) in summer. fabric
      • to be worn over stone or jewel-colored thermals in winter. thermal fabric
    • pattern
  • punk tie (with opaque shirts)
  • Banana Republic Jackson-fit dress pants, stretch, with lining, in med to dark stone colors (not brown or khaki)
  • Chucks
  • zippered hoodie sweater/leather jacket
jun 25 2013 ∞
jul 5 2013 +
  • lightning bolts
  • splatter
  • white spade on black
  • red 6diamonds on white
  • black-on-black biohazard symbol
  • burnt orange radioactive symbol (on dark gray)
  • plus sign
  • minus sign
  • EEG pulseline
jun 4 2013 ∞
jul 12 2013 +

because lazy.

at eight i started learning to make furniture."

mar 29 2013 ∞
jul 11 2013 +

Kaneda and a closeup of his jacket

Me as Rose Red

jul 26 2012 ∞
oct 5 2012 +

makes 1 cup of "bisquick" mix

  • 1 c flour
  • 1 1/2 tsp baking powder
  • 1/4 tsp salt
  • 1 tblsp shortening, butter or oil

mix!

jul 25 2012 ∞
jul 25 2012 +
  • toroop's "three brides"
  • munch's "love and pain"
  • duchamp's "nude descending a staircase"
jul 24 2011 ∞
jul 24 2011 +

listed in order of interest

  • hebrew
  • german
  • japanese
  • welsh
oct 17 2011 ∞
oct 17 2011 +
  • leather
  • moss
  • lemon
  • tea, particularly green
  • loam/dirt
  • lilac
  • rose (only if it's realistic, and not overpowering)
  • grapefruit
  • lemongrass
  • wood
  • pine/spruce
  • mint
  • clove
  • orange rind
  • tomato leaf
  • basil!
  • licorice
  • black pepper
  • cinnamon
  • smoke
jul 27 2011 ∞
jul 30 2011 +
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  • maladaptive
  • counterintuitive
  • facetious
  • aggregious
  • syncopation
  • prevaricate
  • countercentripetal
  • idiosyncrasy
  • reap
  • syzygy
  • imprimateur
  • polydactyly
  • deflocculation
  • histrionics
  • kinetecism
  • moribund
  • aerogel
  • diathesis
  • polycoria
  • transfixed

I don't care what the freaking spellcheck...

jan 31 2011 ∞
jan 31 2011 +

things i haven't read

  • Confessions of the Fox , Jordy Rosenberg
  • Paul Takes the Form of a Mortal Girl , Andrea Lawlor
  • This World Is Full of Monsters - kindle book is fine
  • Living a Feminist Life - ebook at Rhees.
  • The Bones Beneath My Skin , TJ Klune
  • Archival Quality , Ivy Weir
  • The Wicked and the Divine, Omnibus 1 , Kieron Gillen
  • Anonyma , Farah Rose Smith.
  • The Vegetable Gardener's Guide to Permac..., Christopher Shein
  • the last best thing you read
  • literally anything gay and historical- or fantastical-fiction-y, with the glaring exception of anything featuring Those Harlequin Covers, you know what i'm talking about
  • anything on growing plants, specifically herbs, with particular attention to indoor growing

things i have already read and would very much like to have around

nov 20 2018 ∞
jan 24 2019 +

ingredients

  • 2 large zucchini, very thinly sliced
  • 1tblsp olive oil
  • 1/2 tsp sea salt

preheat oven to 225degF

  • place zucchini slices between paper towel to help draw out water
  • place zucchini on parchment-lined baking sheets and brush with oil; season with salt.
  • bake for 2 hours, or until golden and crispy
  • fully cool before enjoying
feb 19 2016 ∞
feb 19 2016 +
dec 12 2016 ∞
may 3 2018 +
  • The Sticky Fingers of Time
  • Dangerous Liaisons
  • Snowpiercer
  • Pulp Fiction
  • Reservoir Dogs
jun 27 2017 ∞
jun 27 2017 +

let's just make a new list for recipes.

jan 3 2018 ∞
jan 3 2018 +
sep 25 2015 ∞
sep 25 2015 +

knitting

  • alex's birthday mana scarf
  • alex's black and moss scarf
  • farah's cowl

tailoring

  • alex's plaid shirt
  • my navy safari shirt
  • three white shirts
  • ice gray shirt
  • gray shirt (did i do this one?)

sewing

  • PO'd cat hoodie
  • PO'd cat ear hat
  • Jazz's jacket
  • Jazz's skirt
  • Jazz's undershirt

fixing

  • red plaid pants (are those even up here a...
aug 9 2015 ∞
mar 16 2016 +
sep 21 2014 ∞
oct 16 2015 +
aug 31 2014 ∞
sep 1 2014 +
  • Girl Charlee - cute mod knits, hipster prints, all knit fabric. some good pastel solids, too. pretty cheap, mostly $3-7 a yard.
  • Fabric & Sewing - THEY HAVE FISHNET. also a wide variety of practically every color of mesh, mostly in the >$10/yard range. Jersey, chiffon, lace, rib knit, crepe, SUPER CHEAP THERMAL COTTON (>$4/yard)... just go there.
  • MJ Trims - From New York, went there with Alex. lots of different kinds of lace, nailheads, rhinestones, ribbon... prices are okay, nothing spectacular.
  • Online Fabric Store - This was where I got that crushed copper taffeta for Chelsea's costume.
  • Fabric.com more thermal, super cheap. Hooray!
may 4 2014 ∞
jun 24 2014 +

des images pour la figure de la montre-

images

  • son image du robot
  • madman
  • l'homme des aragnes
mar 30 2013 ∞
apr 1 2013 +

Left hand

Right hand

  • thumb: 7 (2 3/16")
  • index: 7 (2 3/16") tibetan silver filigree
  • middle: 7 (2 3/16")- but I don't wear rings on this finger.
  • ring: 6 (2 1/16")
  • pinkie: 4.5 (1 7/8") (5)

Total for all hands

feb 17 2013 ∞
mar 9 2013 +

pour changer le fond d'ordinateur de la grue quand il ne paie pas de l'attention...

oct 27 2012 ∞
oct 27 2012 +

sweaters

what even are pants

shiiiirts. i really have no idea what your thoughts are/what you like here...

feb 13 2019 ∞
feb 14 2019 +

bed?

mattress

chest of drawers

Bookshelf

may 12 2018 ∞
jul 10 2018 +
  • Queer Dickens
  • Cities of the Dead
  • The Archive and the Repertoire - get out again
  • The Quiet, Anne-Marie Turza (poetry)
  • Life Exposed - Biological Citizens After Chernobyl
  • The Sunlight Dialogues , John Gardner, and Mickelsson's Ghosts
  • No Future , Lee Edelman
  • Assuming a Body , Gayle Salamon
  • Epistemology of the Closet , Eve Kosofsky Sedgwick here
  • Ghostly Matters: Haunting and the Sociological Imagination , Avery Gordon here

stack of books on my desk

  • The Threshold Covenant
  • Queer Cities, Queer Cultures
  • Josephine Baker in Art and Life
  • Meditations in an Emergency
  • The Sabotage Manuals
  • Women, Androgynes, and Other Mythical Beasts
  • Women, Men and Eunuchs: Gender in Byzanti...
may 15 2017 ∞
jul 24 2017 +
jul 15 2017 ∞
jul 17 2017 +

Pre results

  • I was very taken aback by the leading nature of many of the questions, especially how the questions progress. As someone who has done psychological testing and work before I know how important it is to be able to remove your own biases from written survey questions, unless that leading aspect is part of some blind angle of the test. Here, the impression that I got as I went through the questions was that the researcher: had been told that non-binary identities were a thing, but was not comfortable or knowledgeable about queer identities and how to respect or include them (use of he/she throughout, thorough erasure of NB folks outside of initial questions regarding activity and attraction, general lack of depth questions about NB folks); came from an overwhelmingly hetereonormative mindframe and privileged het...
may 24 2018 ∞
may 24 2018 +
  • Skirts, "Feel Better"
  • Glass Animals, everything
  • Le Tigre
  • Banks
mar 2 2016 ∞
mar 2 2016 +
  • Perfume , Patrick Suskind
  • Self-Portrait in Green , Marie Ndaiye
  • Never Let Me Go , Kazuo Ishiguro
  • The Queen's Secret , Jean Plaidy
  • The Relic Master , Christopher Buckley
jun 22 2017 ∞
jul 24 2017 +

The Israeli dance scene

  • Sharon Eyal
  • Hofesh Schecter
  • the gaga method at the Batsheva Dance Company

from UR Choreographers

  • Painted
  • Recursus - at the Cincinati City Ballet, done by someone Dan went to HS with
  • (
feb 3 2016 ∞
feb 3 2016 +

people to watch for dance

  • Jillian Hollis (red haired dancer with Heidi Latsky)
  • Tom Weskler
  • anything by Anne Theresa de Keersmaeker

references for HLD

may 4 2014 ∞
feb 3 2016 +
  • sugar cookies cut out in fish shapes
  • rice krispies with marbled colors like cat toys
  • grilled vegetables (peppers, onions)
  • hot dogs
  • marinated chicken on sticks
  • shrimp and mozz pizza
  • white pizza with pesto (catnip)
  • mint cocktails/water (like catnip)

materials list home depot

  • copper tape with the holes in

wegs

  • two balls of pizza dough
  • cheese
  • vegan cheese
  • chicken
  • skewers
  • marinade
  • hot dogs
may 5 2015 ∞
may 5 2015 +

Kaki King

  • Bowen Island
  • Cargo Cult
  • Streetlight in the Egg
  • Ingots
  • All the Landslides Birds Have Seen Since the Beginning of the World
  • Great Round Burn
dec 4 2014 ∞
dec 4 2014 +
  • alex's reflective scarf in that diagonal pattern
  • remake of Akihito's vest
  • Alex's fire mana scarf
  • mum's lacey vest in...?
  • farah's gothy lacey drape coat
sep 26 2014 ∞
feb 27 2015 +

Pattern: Eunny Jang link Yarn: Louet Gems Pearl, in color 02 (tobacco) and Koigu Premium Merino, in color 1500 (deep teal) Yardage: 1 50 gram ball (about 180 yards) each (I hope) Yarn Source: Clover Hill Yarn Shop and Woolstock Yarn Shop Needles: 2.00mm (US 0) Addi Turbo circular needles and 2.75mm (US 2) Brittany Birch DPNs Gauge: 8 sts/inch over pattern Modifications: --

A pair is made of two identical, reversible mitts. I've used two fingering-weight Merinos, but jumperweight Shetland, sock yarns, or any other yarn of the right weight would work just as well.

These would be an excellent first project for a novice colorwork knitter - they're small and snappy and dead-simple, the pattern is easy to memorize and predict (and they're worked in the round, so you'll learn to read your knitting), and they'll teach you some shaping basics.

I will collect this into a printer-friend...

sep 5 2014 ∞
sep 6 2014 +
  • BPRD white on black logos (for me and alex; maybe on a tank for me?)
  • 6 of diamonds (red on white)
  • plastic wings (blue on pale blue)
apr 20 2011 ∞
jul 22 2013 +
dec 15 2013 ∞
sep 4 2014 +

4-3-2-1

  • 4 parts rice (furikake onigiri)
  • 3 parts protein (lemon pepper tilapia yaki onigiri)
  • 2 parts veggies (cucumbers and cherry tomatoes)
  • 1 part treat (usually fruit)

color rules- "goshiki"

  • red or orange
  • yellow
  • green
  • white
  • black, brown or dark purple
dec 19 2013 ∞
jan 16 2014 +
  • Beautiful in the Mouth , Keetje Kuipers
  • Smoke , Dorriane Laux
  • Diwata , Barbara Jane Reyes
  • The Collected Works of Lucille Clifton
  • The Needle , Jennifer Grotz
  • Cusp , Jennifer Grotz
  • Flight Among the Tombs , Anthony Hecht
  • Desert Fathers, Uranium Daughters , Debora Greger
  • Continue , Piotr Sommer
  • Poems , Elizabeth Bishop
  • Desire , Frank Bidart review
oct 14 2012 ∞
oct 14 2012 +
  • Clinics in Plastic Surgery , vol. 32:2, pp. 187-193. "Acute Burn Injury," Garner, Warren L. and William Magee.
  • Total Burn Care , David N. Herndon. 4th ed, Elsevier Saunders, 2012. Does not stint on pictures.
  • Green's Operative Hand Surgery . Fifth Edition, Volume 1. Green, Hotchkiss, Pederson, Wolf. 2005. Extensive section of various kinds of hand burns and reconstruction thereof, including a rundown of devices.
  • Manual of Burns . McDougal, Slade and Pruitt. Folio WO M137m'78. Extensive full color photos. Christ bejesus.
  • Unfitting Stories: Narrative approaches to disease, disability and trauma. Valerie Raoul, Connie Canam et al. WT 500 U56 '07.
aug 25 2012 ∞
aug 12 2013 +

for sihir

  • calmradio.com- persia
  • bhangra.fm
  • calmradio.com- india (classical indian music)
  • radio aramica

pour moi-même

  • chanteurs.org- french songs of the old style
  • radio tango-velours
jan 21 2012 ∞
jan 21 2012 +
  • goliath birdwing butterfly {white sage, lemongrass, lemon balm, dusty beige musk, and anise}
  • atlas moth {mallow, oak bark, coffee bean, hinoki wood and khus}
  • death
  • whip {black leather and rose}
  • dragon's hide {dragon's blood resin, smoke and leather}
  • deep in earth {rose geranium, spanish moss, irish yew and graveyard dirt}
  • embalming fluid {white musk, green tea, aloe and lemon}
  • absinthe {wormwood essence, light mints, cardamom, anise, hyssop, and lemon}
  • cathode {ambergris, spanish moss, oakmoss, and three mints}
  • dee {rosewood, leather, tonka, with hints of incense, parchment and soft woods}
  • hurricane {light china rain and vetivert}
  • the jersey devil {pitch pine with blackberry leaf, cranberry, cedarwood and tomato leaf}
jul 22 2011 ∞
aug 20 2011 +