"November. Crows are approaching, wounded leaves fall to the ground.” – Sir Kristian Goldmund Aumann

books, comics

• Runaways (2003)
• Young Avengers (2005)
• Monica Rambeau: Photon (2022)
• Runaways (2005)
• Civil War: Runaways/Young Avengers
• Young Avengers Presents ...
• Runaways (2008)

events

• Bonfire Night for my friend
• The shut-down at work is revealing the snake among us. Luckily for us, we already suspected the snake for what it was.
• I went to J's new place to hang out. It was fun and all, but it reminded me that Christmas exists. I need to get presents. Oops. I literally never remember how important Christmas is to people until it's late in the year and I have to figure out how to get presents.
• Shae died, and I stubbornly refuse. Is it a lack of acceptance, or a matter of presence?

shows, movies

• S1 Jessica Jones
• Doctor Strange and the Multiverse of Madness
• Black Panther: Wakanda Forever
• The Marvels
• X-Men: First Class
• Spider-Man: No Way Home
• S2 Agent Carter
• X-Men Origins: Wolverine
• X-Men
• X2
• S2 Daredevil

music

• playing on repeat
  • "Paint It, Black" by Ciara (yes, yes, I know it's a cover)
  • "Happier Than Ever" by Billie Eilish
  • "I Want My Innocence Back" by Emilie Autumn

thoughts

• 02: I keep trying to remind myself that I've had an epiphany, and I don't have to be sad anymore, nor do I have to feel guilty. But I've felt the same way for so long that seems like it's my default way of being.
• 03: HOLY FUDGE CAKES LINDOR SNICKERDOODLE TRUFFLES!!!!!!!!!!!
  • When I took a shower, I found that I could tell the Vitamin D is working. I'm badly deficient, so I'm glad.
• 06: I got so high on Saturday (two days ago) that I'm still feeling it.
• 15: I went to see The Marvels, again, partially because I actually really enjoy going to see it, and partially out of spite. It's a shame that people have decided it sucks without ever actually going to see it.
• 18: I swear, trying to find the next comic to read from Marvel is so overwhelming. I'm used to the world of manga, but Western comics are definitely . . . different haha I'm hoping as I get used to them, I stop feeling so overwhelmed!
• 23: Every day just feels like another day when I'm without you.
• 25: Amazing to me that men ask why no one stopped the Morrigan, but women know good and well why no one stopped the Gods of Greece.