pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about. my start date: 01.01.18

JANUARY

• 01: happy new year! • positive attitude • lunch at my uncle • new lists! • gifts from my aunt.
• 02: "pede pra dona ivone" • tio cleiton ♡ • mamão não, limão • "omg i want to laugh like him argh his laugh is everything" • tsukkii compilation video
• 03: david bowie playlist on loop • "enganadooos, enganaaadoos" • dongwoo is a angel and you can't denied that • "i love you but i'm still wanna to punch you in the face" • "cara, mas eu nem fiz nada"
• 04: i woke up pissed off today • jimi hendrix on loop • "i love him but i can still hate him sometimes, right? right." • my new (not so new) haircut • "mas esse é meu quarto? meh"
• 05: WE WERE ON A BREAK!!! • war: me vs cockroach • MATCHMAKER • some good advices that i heard • a big new from mama
• 06: !!!daiso¡¡¡ with mom • a fun downtown tour • my mom gaves so many things that man... she's great. it's always fun when i go out with her (even if we have to wait more than 20min to take one bus) • my grandma pasta is the bEST • i lost the ibira shows, but my day was really cool.
• 07: GO FUCK YOURSELF, LISTOGRAPHY. I HATE U... but i love you • so today i figure out that i'm too dumb and foolish • carrd is cooler than here but i don't know how to use • "não tem nada melhor que tirar uma soneca com cafuné e café quentinho" - as mais sábias palavras de 2018 • it's my friend birthday but i can be happy 'cause i watch the sf of flash and hr dies... to sad;;; i'm listen to sad songs all day long.
• 08: GRANDMA PUDIN!!! • chat with old friends is always nice ♡ • my cousin and i are try to adopt a pug. hope it works! • for pay some bills, i have to take the bigger line that i've see and man it's takes a several minutes to pay it • my test is getting closer... i'm anxious.
• 09: have you see a gorgeous and delicious sandwich? yes, i made that happen. i'm proud of me! • my mother, my aunt and i went to shopping together! my mother buys me 5 clothes, and only cousts R$35. • my hair looks so beautiful tonight, seriously. i want to take a picture and keep that picture with me forever. also, my hair smell so goood. • friday it's gonna be LEGEN... wait... DARY! • JOEY DOESN'T SHARE FOOD and so i'm.
• 10: "what this? bread?" • erick is, definitely, a sleepwalker. • my sis trying to wake me up, it's so cute but at the same time so annoying. • how you doin' • ROSS WEDDING... oh my god!
• 11: my mother's version of the hulk cake (it's a lemon cake that we call like this, some people in the family also call the cake as 'green cake') • tudururu tudururu under preassure • work work work work work (this is me today) • i study a lot today but i'm feeling like wasn't enough • don't really know what to do tomorrow: go out with mama again or go to the beach with vivian and the people (her brother and his family will gonna be there too so i don't know, i don't want to make them uncomfortable...)
• 12: so i decided to go out with my mom and we had such a great time together! i really enjoy her company ♡ • miniso japan is so pretty and organized that makes me wanna work there!! the things are so pretty and omg i still in luv with miniso ♡ • my mom and i went to 3/4 subway stations. make us remember of my test day when we make the same • 3 same bus in line! it was so fun to watch • i tried to watch the fosters but i was so tired that i ended sleep in the couch.
• 13: i finally watch the fosters new episode and wow! so much emotions... i can't describle • esteban tavares • grandma pasta <3 • watch winner videos... i miss them so much aaa • i just love how cute seunghoon can be with jinu aaa
• 14: grandma pasta again. i love it! • my mother, my stepfather, alice and i went to check the apartment and i really like it. it's a little bit far from here but it's also a nice place to live • my stepfather it's so fun! he went by another way, thinking it would be faster but it turns out that it wasn't. instead, the road was longer and and he had to pay tolls • a little bite later, when we are going back home, he lost the way in a road that he knows better than himself!!! it was really fun! he was saying to my mom that he knew it another way to go but, like you can see, he doesn't knew it • OUR NEW FATE CHAPTER!!!!
• 15: today was my social media organization day. i organize my pinterest, a half of my listography and my tumblr (i don't know why, 'cause i don't real use) • spotify organization pt. 1 • a tour on monica's and rachel's closet on tumblr and pinterest • 90's fashion tour on pinterest • ABEOJI
• 16: worst. day. ever. • i wake up with period pants. but that pain that i'm still feeling (even after i took some medicines) is so fucking harder!! • "i think that someone stole your shit" • one word for the killers playlist: wonderful • phoebe and joey belong to each other. end.
• 17: cícero birthday... he cries. • my mother and my stepfather may get the apartment. i'm so happy for them • ikon's weekly idol episode: sO FUN • news heungsoon's fanfics to read... happy about it! • spotify organization pt. 2
• 18: see carol's crying... too much for me • my uncle start drinking alcohol... again. i'm worry but there's nothing i can do about it. • my day was like... fine (for me). i don't know... there's a lot going on lately and i'm trying to not think about it but it's hard • obviously, i feel worry about both of my uncles and also i feel worry about carol but there's nothing i can do and that fact makes me feel a little bit trashy. i know that i can't change the facts but i want to do something to help them, you know? i want to feel usefull • idk i already wrote a lot.
• 19: marcos and gui birthday! • a thought: "why everyone birth on january?" • we (erick, vivian, esther and marcos) went to a place for celebrate his birthday. the place was nice, the talk too. but the food... i like it at the first time but seeying now, i don't if i want to eat again there • the soda!!! so polemic and fun • i went to my mom's house and stay with her. was nice.
• 20: i read 10 chapters of "turtles all way down". i'm enjoying this book • the day is like funny and boring at the same time. • woah... i'm anxious!! my test is tomorrow • getting ready for the big day aaa • i almost lose sleep. thank god i could sleep well.
• 21: big and awful day • cps i hate you • running in the rain (w strangers) • a horrible p.a (i forgot to breath sometimes. and i almost throw up, seriously) • good thing: 971d empty. i love it! • another good thing: my chat with my stepfather. it was amazing!
• 22: boring day • finished "turtles all way down" • starting wonder • my uncle stopped drinking. thank god • no one can open my cute bottle
• 23: erick's friends • "what is the difference between arantes and arau?" • ERICK'S PIE!!! damn, i love it!!! • SWEET HOME ALABAMA • FRIENDS!!
• 24: movies with mommy. it was nice • grandma physiotherapy it's back back back • daisy • i can't handle with deaths. specially pets deaths • my books ecobag is so cute... i'm love with
• 25: treat • chris cornell • NÃO PODE RIR • i'm so good at freecell • the fosters wow
• 26: MISTER!! • suju: once kings, always kings. love them • alice's notebook is perfect... me and my mother don't. it takes time and patience but we made it! proud of we • me shopping at my mom's house... iconic • so many personalities tests... i'm tired • +1: i'm obsessed with a song that I've heard but I can not remember the name in any way argh this is so frustrating • +2: REHAB ATT!!
• 27: we all went to the eye-doctor and wow i went by 0.50 to 1.00 • our new glasses wasn't made :( we still have to see new places for made them • bad news: my english teacher isn't going to teach me anymore. she left wizard :( i'm sad 'cause i really like her. and i'm sure that i will miss her • ezequiel step by here. i know that he's my cousin as much as erick but still... it's so weird when he's here. i can't imagine how uncomfortable is for him • good news: i finally arranged one of the shelves! it's look beautiful now. proud of myself. progress: 1/3 • +1: i remember the name of the song. it's take me out by franz ferndinand • +2: some people of my family will be here tomorrow. i'm a little bit anxious about it and i have the feel that i won't sleep very well tonight.
• 28: like i said yesterday, i didn't sleep well last night. BUT, i had a great nap • my kness are hurt • my relatives came, but wasn't that bad. they don't ask me a lot of things like they used to do • go to church after 2 weeks is kind of terrifying. i was expecting a lot of people ask me how i'm doing but what i heard was pretty nice: some people says good things to me and marcelo gave me a hug that i will remember forever. ebd was very nice too, i love when levy teach us • "COUVE-FLOR"
• 29: OUR NEW FATE ATT!!! • since i go to bed i'm anxious. and i was right: my friends aren't in the same class as me. having nobody is terrifying. honestly, i don't know how i'm gonna to survive this year alone • fernanda gaves me advices about anxiety and life in general. i love her advices 'cause she is like one of the persons who really understands me and it's pretty clear that she WANTS to help me • red velvet bad boy mv • for today and tomorrow and the day after: overthink. it's the only thing i'm doing "right".
• 30: friends day: i watch sO MUCH. almost a temp • joey and rach wow i don't really like at first 'cause phoebe and joey but thinking about it joey are cute with anybody af • (trying) to learn ikon's bling bling choreography. it's so hard • ikon day: i think i'm in love with those boys. and man love scenario is awesomeee. in luv • my new glasses will be are at february 3rd. i can't wait.
• 31: my stepfather, my mother and i went to another apartment really close to the other one (a thing about 4 or 5 min by car). anyway, we all went to check this one and we like (except for my stepfather, 'cause he thinks that maybe there's a permeation in one of the door walls • they maybe keep this apartment. if dersa let • the hospital chemistry scares me a little. how they can be so friendly and happy working there? scarry • well, not so new but still something: i'm getting more nervous everyday. it's terrifying. scarrying. i'm always thinking that the worst can happen everytime. i'm not just thinking, but overthinking. always worry, always afraid. and it's getting worst every day. and i can handle • i went to my bed and sleep 'cause i couldn't handle with my thoughts. it's so much for me.

FEBRUARY

• 01: love scenario • about ikon: could i be more in love with the m? i don't think so • my mother drama about the pens: "sorry for buy those pens for you. i was thinking that i'll like. i'm sorry" • alice's kiss in the morning. i love her so much • dear god, i sleep so much. but i feel kinda of alived 'cause when i'm sleeping i'm not anxious or overthinking. it's an magical place, actually. • +1: NCT YEARBOOK!!!! all my babes are so cuteee • +2: well, i've been thinking: no tvshow makes me cry like the fosters. there's isn't an episode that i don't cry watching. damn it!
• 02: panic at the disco! and nct • i'm finishing wonder, finally • i got belle number again! so glad that i finally talk with her • today is the last day of my glass. it's hard to say goodbye to my buddy • marcos and erick fighting about bible. so fun to watch.
• 03: new glasses!!!! • bia and "rafinha" (my neighbor) birthdays • worship • TY track, TY track and red velvet • my friend stefanie get into college! i'm so happy for her
• 04: ebd: meh. rehearsal: wow • nap • workship: good. • i'm kind of monosyllabic today • shopping on mom's... like always.
• 05: i get so scare when i woke up. man • so disappointed with some people. but not surprise, i was kind of expecting that they'll be rude anyway so • 1st day in class: not so good. neither bad. just regular • flute class • ariane (also know as mean teacher) and her teeth
• 06: fail on etec (but i didn't cry! yeeey) • jorge • ic squad and bia being negative • learning bling bling choreography yey • dean song instagram on loop • +1: rewatching nct life. i love ma boys so much.
• 07: today classes: thamires was worried about me, kat talked to me, flavio class, new sociology teacher. the only thing i don't like was jorge touching my neck - i hated it. • i'm the biggest hit i'm the biggest hit on the stage • guri!!! today was amazing! but i'm so so tired • yunhyungie birthday <3 • almost done w bling bling choreography
• 08: andreia is definitely the best english teacher that i've had at school. even better than elaine. she's great! and also she's lovely. i liked her so much • isaac. again. (byebye telma) • today's class was good and i didn't have to tell people to shut up and avoiding them with my book. so, yes, was pretty good • bach night • tell me i'm your babe babe
• 09: "erick, vê se é correio", "ei, acho que é o correio", "ah, é só o ivaldo" • i never hated a company as many as i'm hating the post office now. JUST BRING MY STUFF PEOPLE, I JUST WANT MY STUFF • sydyney is my p.e teacher. i used to like him when he wasn't my teacher but now then he is i don't like him. i don't like him at all • meh, regular day. nothing really important to say about it so 4 things for today
• 10: LAURA'S BIRTHDAY!!! i miss her so much • today was definitely my nothing day. i did nothing the entire day and it's was so damn good that i don't know how to discribe • if i feel anxious for do nothing? yes, of course. but was so damn good that it doesn't matter that much to me • that's it i bet the today will be the best day of january.
• 11: gil ♡ • i'm feeling so so sorry about esther's situation... and her father is so damn anoying arghhh • me and stefanie today. i never feel so conected with her like today • "revezamento de vento: por jéssica e stefanie" • point do milho verde!!
• 12: i'm about to finish friends. i'm sad 'cause i don't want to ended :( • twitter day • cello ♡ • grandma treating me like a princess aaa • people ruined strawberry shortcake and ben10... my childhood is dead.
• 13: grandma mouses! • snow being cute in the morning af • mom's imitation of cida talking to the parrot • "you're smelling like baby vomiting • playing the piano w erick
• 14: my period starts today... WHAT I DID THAT IT'S SO BAD, GOD??? • freeze shower w period pains... not a good idea • i made grandma and mommy watch friends and they like it! • jorge • control battle w alice • +1: mom got me presents. <3
• 15: "vacine-se e ganhe um dogão" • MY KINDRED IS FINALLY HERE!! • jorge hitting on me is so funny. italo will probably die if he see it • fe's birhday yeyyyy • mana ♡ • +1: SECRETS ATT AAAAAA
• 16: who dat who dat boy • my mom's aproves my 2018/2019 project (blood donation) i'm so happyyyy that's means a lot for me, really • bling bling in the van • HOW CAN PEOPLE NOT WATCH GAME OF THRONES??? those peoples don't know what they're missing • i'm a little bit anxious for english class tomorrow. hope i can sleep :)
• 17: i had a weird dream. idk why but i dreamed that everybody's skins was orange and mine was yellow. weird. • i fell off in the bus. it could be funny, if wasn't sad. • double j ("faz a posse do restroom") • my new english teacher is really good. and he's also very funny. i laughed a lot with his jokes today. but i still miss ma bae vanessa :( • audrey, dena and ge are a really good trio. 3rd harmony, i have to say.
• 18: chat w esther about pride and prejudice. she watched the movie 15 times!!! and i was thinking that i was the only bigfan of jane austen in my contacts... big mistake. • yasmin's party! our table was, definitely, the funniest. especially when marcelo joined us. • "vó, pega as jujubas pra mim! não, vó, a taça. eu quero a taça" • if last sunday i was connected with stefanie, this sunday i was connected with esther. we laughed together, we talked about a lot of things. was so nice! • about amaral hitting on me and jarlison get jealous: "run, jessie, run" • +1: italo being soft aaa i love my babe
• 19: our new fate att!! (it was yesterday but i only read bf midnight so). I WANT A NEW ATT FAST 'CAUSE I'M ANXIOUS • "olha, um carrapato! ah, é um parafuso" • kindred • flute • BOSS
• 20: i dreamed that taeyong kicked my face. maybe i'm obsessed with ty's kicks • DON'T KNOW IMMA • ed: a; eu e a sala toda: lindíssimo falou tudo te amo • it's always nice to receive a compliment but i really don't know how to react • my bag is here! and it's so so pretty that i'm afraid to use (but it was expensive so i'll definitely use it) • +1: carlos lol • +2: MAZZA!!
• 21: paulinha e o fora no prof de química: "ai, a letra dele que é bonita, não ele. mentira, professor, cê é até que bonitinho". btw, ele é ótimo! • history class: never laughed so much with isaac than today. THE EUROPE MAP AND PAT-MIG RELASHIONSHIP WAS THE BEST • "jorge, tu não tá entendendo: ela é a personificação do diabo. saudades, isaac" • for the first time in history, i came early for choral pratice! even early than ana, this is huge • music theory was great! i love my bae gus
• 22: today i and everybody discoverred that i'm too competitive. more than any person that i know • i miss my old volleyball team so much. i hate play with others people 'cause seems like playing another sport without sarah, tiago, isaías and ítalo :( • my classmates are being so gently with me: they all give me candies, it's so weird • i passed out today :( but the doctor give me a good medicine - i slept like a bear when i got home • man, it's so weird see people following me here. idk, i'm not sure that i'm interesting to follow (what a confidence!)
• 23: anxiety anxiety anxiety anxiety • creep and cry • WHERE IS MY FUCKING NCT U - BOSS, SPOTIFY??? I WANT TO HEAR IT! • tijolinho • jorge being soft and ítalo being jealous. SO FUN TO WATCH!
• 24: me and italo fought. he's being overjealous, i can't handle • kick it is macumba • jarls, esther and i: the candy thieves • favela park • BLACK PANTHER! AWESOME!
• 25: i woke up late (3 p.m), there's the effect of be home late and take pills to sleep • i'm sick, but nobody cares. i had fever and people were like "oh shit this girl again" but i don't blame them. tbh i would react like this too • gui was too understanding about my 'non-read week'... weird.
• 26: i'm sleeping too much. this is weird for me. today i had about 5 or 6 hours sleeping in a row (i usually have 2 or 3) • saturday was IC squad birthday and i did my "bday message" today... so sorry guys but i still love you • could i be more proud? • i missed flute class today and i'm feeling so guilty... • my classmates talking about politics like they're presidents... that makes my day • +1: TEN AND TY JUST SAVED MY LIFE • +2: guilty preasure end chapter :(
• 27: soooooooooooo boring someone please take me out • i miss my baby but i'm too proud to call him af i hate myself • pipapipapa • i can't stop thinking about all stupid things that i did this month and oh gosh i'm terrible i shouldn't be alive • i started with "that's what i like" and now i'm in "grenade". bruno mars, could you stop let me happy and then sad again? thanks
• 28: well, if this fucking day doesn't exist i'll be so grateful i hate that shit and that's all i got for today

MARCH

• 01: "i'm sorry for telling u this but man you aren't dora. so please, stop" • i ask for mazza not alessandra SOMEONE GIVE MY MAZZA BACK • me and flavio being rude to each other. next thing we know i was hugging him • about ic squad: i love them i really do but i also feel like a stranger in the middle... that's why i dissapear sometimes. idk if i tell them this or just ignore it • "are you dumb? that's not just rain, it is a apocalipse"
• 02: i was rude at my grandma and i yelled at her oh shit i'm felling so guilty • literalmente: "pagode todo dia, especialmente sexta" • idk if i should get mad at my class for being such a mess of if i like them exactlly for that. it's that normal? • carol♡ • even with all pagode at school today and carol i'm still kinda sad. what's wrong with me?
• 03: davi♡ • double j: the thiefs • bruno why 03 WHY • i'm glad for italo but i'm also irritated. he's doing my thing. MY THING!!! • "if you're not going to tell now, i don't wanna know"
• 04: tia quesia!! • "misericórdia, irmão" - martins, guilherme. 2018. • "eaí, já leu pedro iii?" • mascara story and esther • "what a depressed family"
• 05: i just want a goodnight sleeping • fag • i missed flute class AGAIN. guilty is like my name now • miss grandpa so much :(((( • i think bia hates me. but it's kinda mutual. she's so spoiled AF
• 06: i don't trust on myself in the dawn. really • all my math study for... nothing. and paula didn't let me watch nctd - go :( • i never thought that i'll say something like that but the p.e class was wonderful. we were dancing and singing old songs like freaks. even sidnei joined us (descendo na boquinha da garrafa) • POXA CRUSH PQ NÃO ME NOTA i'm so embarrassed • "well, i hate to be the one who says that but unfortunately your pendrive is a demon"
• 07: about school: someone please kill me • DON'T STOP BELIVE • "can i just left? i'm saying: i. don't. get. it." • i took the bus with the wizard's guy that i hate. fortunately, he didn't say anything • tired, boring and sad. that's how i am.
• 08: WOMAN'S DAY!!! congratz for all of us <3 • today i discovered that when mens try to flirt with me it's feel so funny but when womens do it's feel so serious • tbt: going downtown with my mother • i lose my new ring in less than 4 hours i feel so stupid • saraiva's cupon just saved my life • +1: carol, the jealous in person • +2: YES, I'M WONDER WOMAN
• 09: i feel so empty and sad in the second that i woke up • the old guy from my street dies today. i liked him a lot, he was always so nice with me... i feel so sorry and bad about his family, especially paula • i'm so worried about paula but i'm also afraid that if i say something to her, she'll be more hurt than she already are. and also it will be kinda weird since we aren't that close. I'M SO FUCKING WORRIED AND SCARED I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO AND I HATE THAT FEELING URGHHH • jongbin • grandma last pt yeeeey! (something has be good today, right?)
• 10: mom's smartphone • when mom's glasses be ready, we'll be twins • so sad about not coming on quesia and also for jack, who's sick • "dragon ball gt lixo" "OQ DISSE IMUNDO???" • YVES
• 11: evangelism • anaju • "seu cabelo tá cheirando a açaí" - esther, 2018 • gui advices • one kid party to go yeeeeey
• 12: so apparently my school decided to go on strike and advice NOBODY that i'm so pissed urgh i had to wake up early for nothing, really. i just had one art's class (that's not even a class with cris...) • after 2 weeks missed in a row i went to my flute class! was so good and man i missed that (the lovely ariane♡) • "é com a palma ou com a mão?" - josé, 2018 • i went with 209P and i'm soooo in love with that bus 'cause it is really fast! i think i'll take it more times • just a random thought... i was thinking: bruno will break some hearts when he grow up. the boy is really cute and he's just 11. i could wait to marry him hihi
• 13: yas birthday! i miss her :( • mall • sadness • mom gave me her bag 'cause i'm too insistent • so today i went to school for nothing. and today that i missed they give a lot of things. go to hell, hélios. go to hell.
• 14: "nem todo mundo é lá embaixo o que é aqui em cima" - kaique, 2018 • flavio test, finally! now i'm free to see my babys and the test was pretty easy • did i say i'm free? sorry, i was wrong. today is one of my busys day... af • choral: emerson was too excited. music theory: on point. i love gus so much. • workship on pedra branca was so good!!! where is your vision?
• 15: LETÍCIA ATACANTE • paula singing bruno mars just saved my life • "i want a handshake, too." "it's not your birthday, lia" • marília being destroyed by beraldo. so fun but at the same time so sad • streming and watching go on loop. that's me!
• 16: insomnia, again • "pra vcs que dizem que meu pai e o da jess foi comprar cigarro, olha ele ali na porta! chupa essa" - beraldo, 2018 • worried isaac • worried fag • SO U ARE NANA??? + touch on loop + nct on globo reporter yAAAA
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