• (ignorant) people on the internet
• cats that don't know the meaning of personal space
• pencils
• dirty rooms
• bad skin ugh
• not owning more candles
• the world pretty much.
• season 4 of angel
• drunk people on twitter
• chipping nail polish
• nails that break easily (aka mine)

• my best friend is not afraid to ever say what's on her mind and is honest and stays true to her opinions and values and I truly admire that.
• also she gives her whole self to people and cares for them to the best of her ability and loves so easily. A truly great friend to have
• leah loves to try new things and is very open to new people and I think a part of me would like to be but then usually I don't but I think it's great that she does.
• rachel is a gowiththeflow kind of person and i like that about her. she always seems so happy or content and takes things with a smile on her face and it's nice sometimes to see that in a person
• i don't really have many friends but i think i like that better than claiming to have a million who dont even like me

• going to the aquarium for my birthday and shopping that day together and lunch together, after having been sung to earlier that morning
• going to castle fun park, then to dinner at cafe crepe then to see a movie
• bungee jumping then watching the sun set and eating fish and chips
• going to the states for the day
• walking the seawall
• biking the seawall

• the shining
• the exorcist
• silence of the lambs
• hannibal
• hannibal rising
• red dragon
• pet semetary
• carrie
• let the right one in

• Washington
• California
• Georgia
• Hawaii

• everything in grade 5 with mr knodel
• art 8 with ms halpin
• science 8 with ms b
• math 9 with ms myer
• grade 11 socials with mr campbell
• writing 12 with ms clark
• comp civ 12 with mr jarvis
• english lit 12 with ms lyon
• english 100 with ian cresswell
• english 190 with ryan knighton
• any classes with jody moss

• harry potters 5-both parts of 7
• the soloist
• i am sam
• up
• sisterhood of the travelling pants
• the notebook
• the descendants
• ps I love you
• 50/50
• eternal sunshine
• never let me go
• edward scissor hands
• jack

• play the guitar
• sing well
• have sexy times with a boy and not feel bad about it
• buy all the things on my list right now
• and justify it
• remember more things
• forget even more things
• move out
• own a car
• live in beachy weather 24/7/365
• afford all the adventure things I want to try

• controlling beyond belief
• no sense of humour
• denial about quite obvious factors
• repressed-ness about a lot of things
• close-minded
• cocky
• masochistic traits
• completely unaware of the world and what goes on for real
• shoves religious beliefs to you and can't be anything but right about what they are saying no if ands or buts
• is not bathing a quality? because this
• sexist humour

In order I think

• declan
• joey
• alex
• mike
• graeme
• sam
• ryan
• riley UGHHHHH
• adrian
• reid
• roger
• cam
• some guy at the ansa club ew.

First off this is depressing as fuck but if I die and someone sees this then maybe it'll happen...

• I liked pie more than a lot and was willing to share it with others so that must mean I'm a generous person
• I refrained letting myself get disgusting after the age of 15 and everyone should be grateful for this fact
• I never joined girls gone wild and flashed my body around to people so I'm pretty much the best role model for my siblings
• I trusted easily, and was a caring person
• Everyone should bring a wand and lift it up in a moment of silence to respect my love for harry potter
• someone has to mention my keen ability to quote buffy episodes and sing along to the musical
• I also think everyone should dress in cos...

• dodgeball player thing
• greaser
• devil
• peter pan
• witch thing
• dorothy
• bee
• princess
• minnie mouse

(I seriously can't remember anymore)

• Chlorine is a bitch
• staff that are fake fucks
• annoying kids
• parents who i am strongly opinionated about doing a poor job but i try not to judge and it gets really hard and i get frustrated and have to walk away
• old men hitting on me
• young men hitting on me
• old people who complain
• people that lack the common sense
• disregarding rules

• MacBook
• iPod
• yellow banana purse
• levis
• gap scarfs
• no spill contigo thermos
• eos lip balm
• rayban glasses
• snake ring
• both rings from grandma
• docs
• my hair color (I own that right?)
• the Buffy series!

• bad hair
• bright clothes
• gameboys
• jumanji
• having it be okay to walk to school alone at the age of 5
• pokemon
• sailor moon
• pinky and the brain
• wish bone
• jelly shoes
• Matilda
• dial up internet
• huge tvs
• my mom smoking
• my sister being born
• chicken pox
• polly pockets being a real big thing
• barbies
• spandex shorts always
• overalls

• Jane Eyre
• Everything is illuminated
• The book of negros
• to get laid
• go to europe with best friend
• sleep more
• (not so)subtle hints to text this guy but lol
• Milestones at English bay
• work with animals if my heart desires
• milk goats in france

• painting nails
• water colour painting occasionally
• the internet
• buying things I probably don't really need
• hanging out with my best friend
• watching twin peaks
• watching buffy
• reading
• writing
• procrastinating

• gross hands
• weird feet
• bad breath
• bad hair
• no lips
• really terrible acne
• anywhere on their body
• sheltered reality of the world
• close minded
• terrible body odor
• too skinny (i'm sorry i just can't handle)
• same to shorter height than me
• controlling
• being old enough to do your own laundry and not
• not cleaning out their ears ugh i puke
• visible nose hairs
• being boring and agreeing with everything i say in the "i dont have any real opinions of my own" way

• giraffes
• sloths
• horses
• lions
• dogs
• tigers
• elephants
• owls (i mean i liked them way before you did)
• peacocks
• snakes
• turtles

• being woke up by the sound of my boyfriend at the time singing me a love song on my 18th birthday
• trip to georgia for my 12th birthday
• tickets to see britney spears when i was 6
• class photo and a dvd of us and a dog stuffy for 13th birthday from best friend at the time
• shark gloves from best friend currently
• all the gifts i have splurged on myself
• replica dollhouse of my granddads house he made and brought to canada for me and i still have it and it amazing
• the harry potter movie set
• my kobo
• bear necklace also from best friend (pretty much the only necklace i enjoy wearing
• both rings from my grandma

• wrestling
• working with people with special needs
• working with kids in general
• harry potter
• disney movies
• being silly
• buying underwear
• and candles
• and shopping in general
• sleeping

• Lyric: She is thirteen today, she is much more spoiled than anyone else in this family, she has quite the attitude some of the time, she loves watching buffy with me, she is a fantastic soccer player, gets good grades, complete opposite of me in the sense that i never cared about how i looked as a kid and she is the diva of all divas, she is a mommas girl and probably always will be, going to be very beautiful and successful in my opinion. she is a sister and a great one.
• Savion: he is a boy. a 6 going on 7 boy. he is hyper, likes boxing, likes to annoy everyone in his vicinity, play video games, watch "boy" type movies, loves his mom and dad, still wants me to read to him to sleep sometimes and that makes me very happy, he loves his family, he's the baby of the family and it's hard for him to accept my moms boyfriends son. he is very...

• orange juice!
• strawberries
• grapes
• soup
• tea
• ham
• turkey
• bagels
• yoghurt
• scones of the raspberry white chocolate variety
• spaghetti
• cream cheese
• granola bars
• dried apples
• pie.
• always
• pie.

• swimming lessons through the pool i actually currently work at
• champions kickboxing
• sta's wrestling team
• capilano wrestling club
• carson's wrestling team
• sea program
• time hortons staff
• purdys staff
• gap staff
• pool staff
• most of the social medias on the interwebs
• neopets especially
• sta improv team briefly
• flicka gymnastics even more briefly
• the big brothers program

• joining the wrestling team and making it to provincials even though I broke my shoulder at the tournament. people took care of me and that felt nice
• when thomas held hands with me on the bus ride up to kamloops and i felt really special because he was 3 years older and it's really hilarious now to think about it, but i still like to think about it because it was the first time a guy showed real interest in me
• placing in provincials in grade 11 and going to nationals that year, making the huge decision to change my life
• spending my grade 12 with my first real boyfriend and sharing a lot of firsts with him
• getting on the honor roll in grade 12
• trying out for the musical in grade 10, i didnt go to the second set of them but i forced myself to sing in front of people...

• Facebook
• Tumblr
• teefury
• twitter
• blogspot
• listography (now duh)
• stumbleupon
• youtube
• email
• bank things
• netflix
• translink

• Graeme at the age of 17/18.

We were young and foolish and in love and it was nice while it lasted. We were each others firsts which I am thankful for sharing that with him. I thought the world of him until we broke up and now I am so proud of him and his accomplishments. He has changed a lot since we broke up and some of it is for the better. I will always remember and cherish what we had.

• Ryan at the age of 18.

To quote First aid kit: "I once knew a pretty girl and she was in love with the world and she loved a young man who loved her body but never saw her mind. he took everything she had kept and then everything else that was left" I lost a lot of faith in men after him. The sex was alright but I will never cherish the memory of him.

• 1. The sun
• 2. Beds
• 3. Music
• 4. My best friend Laura
• 5. My lovely mother
• 6. My sister lyric
• 7. My brother savion
• 8. Dried apples
• 9. Tea
• 10. My best grandma Brenda
• 11. The technology that keeps advancing
• 12. Art
• 13. The color green
• 14. J.k. Rowling
• 15. The Internet
• 16. Candles of most sorts
• 17. My grandpa and grandma in Atlanta
• 18. Nail polishes forever
• 19. Access to food where I live
• 20. Mangoes in all forms
• 21. Pie in all forms

• planes
• train
• bus
• seabus
• ferry
• watertaxi
• glass bottom boat
• cars
• trucks
• motorhome
• skytrain
• canada line
• walking
• crawling
• escalators
• elevators
• being carried by someone
• gondola
• I'm sure there is more but I can't even think

• britney spears
• the spice girls
• avril lavigne (i was h-core)
• xtina (HAHA)
• the backstreet boys/N'sync (same people I swear to god)
• who even knows what else right now

• ontario when I was a baby
• disneyland when I was four
• costa rica when I was four
• Mexico when I was eight
• disneyland when i was eight
• disneyland when i was eleven
• atlanta when I was twelve
• disneyland when i was fourteen
• ontario when i was sixteen
• hawaii when i was seventeen

• toothpaste
• nail polish
• underwear
• rings
• candles
• soap
• PIE
• chocolate
• books
• buffy
• eliza dushku
• ryan gosling

• babysit for alcoholics anonymous
• timmys
• chocolates are in me
• teaching a cooking class trololol
• pool
• the crap
• that's it.

• diamond and sapphire necklace to my mom
• purse to laura (even though it broke but whateva whateva)
• the christmas gift i gave to graeme (quitar picks, eb games gift card, and new shirts)
• the surprise party for my grandmas 60th (i didnt exactly organize it but i helped)

• last kiss: drunken kiss at the stroke of midnight with a boy who's sexual orientation I'm still unsure about, but neither of us wanted to be left out
• last sex: canada day in a shower
• last hug: from my brother saying goodnight
• last food: ham sandwich
• last drink: orange juice obvs
• last purchase: tea, iced tea packets, cough drops for my mom
• last movie: mulan
• last sleep: with a cat

• my mom
• my stepdad
• my grandma
• judy bloom
• lyric
• savion
• graeme
• ryan
• adrienne
• laura mars
• j.k. rowling
• andrea cordero
• graham jarvis
• ryan knighton
• hannah jorgensen
• tim burtons via his movies
• my family back east
• mainly myself really

• sit in the front of the bus...pretty much no one should sit there unless you are in a wheel chair or a stroller or 45-120 years of age
• do open mouth chewing
• have too much body smells whether it be b.o. or false smells
• take up the whole sidewalk if there are more than one of them and someone is walking towards them and they don't move out of the way. sonofafuckingbitch
• take up two seats on a full bus. move over!
• listen to their ipod so the whole of fucking canada can hear their shitty hip hop
• take pictures together in washrooms
• play pretend friends and fakeness in general
• interrupt me in the middle of listening to a really good song
• pretend to know things about a topic you ...

• umbrellas
• lip balms
• bobby pins
• pens
• my place in a book
• spoons
• my sanity

• Michael Jackson just even once
• The Beatles
• Tswift
• Eminem when he was still the real slim shady
• Queen
• Elton john lol im being srs
• journey
• gwen stefani when i was a youngin
• ABBA
• AC/DC
• the rolling stones
• bare naked ladies yo i used to love them
• i have to think about this more but i'm sure there are more because duh

• opi holland collection
• travelling this summer
• a new black purse that is good quality to last me years
• hunter rain boots
• a drastic new hair do
• probably a billion more things

• Laura: thank you for being my absolute best friend since the day we went for coffee pretty much. Thank you for being with me through two break ups, telling me when i was being dumb about boys, pushing me to buy the things i truly wanted but was ingrained to be stingy about money,introducing me to love buffy, angel, dollhouse,the national, first aid kit, twin peaks, and a WAY better sense of my style, laughing at my stupid jokes/ hilariousness that is my life, letting me in about your life and sticking around for so long, for not letting those little things we've gone through end what shouldn't ever end, taking me to the national, buffy sing along, buying tickets to andrew bird, probably going to europe together this summer, and being the most soul matey best friend ever.
• Leah: thank you so much for always being ...

In a world where you don't need university:

• lawyer
• marine biologist
• bungee jump employee
• dolphin trainer
• zookeeper
• special education teacher
• professional athlete (if i was like...more athletic or something)
• acting agent
• if professionally testing beds while sleeping is a job then that
• psychologist

• Sight:
  • green eyes
  • peacocks
  • mint green anything
  • ryan gosling
  • gerber daisies
• Hearing:
  • the national
  • first aid kit
  • the beatles
  • andrew bird
  • birds chirping
• Touch:

• leave me cute notes
• tell the truth
• make me laugh (not all that hard)
• eskimo kisses
• share food
• understand my sense of humour
• don't run away or get mad at me when I do stupid shit in public (laura this is mostly for you. how the hell have we been friends for so long??)
• laugh at my lame jokes
• hold my hand
• just sit and read with me
• accept my weird habits and lifestyle
• say I'm beautiful (hey it's nice to hear sometimes)
• sing to me
• remind me of a funny/cute/romantic/fun/awesome time we've had together
• surprise kisses
• give me a massage

• Hogwarts
• Narnia
• Sunnydale
• District 12
• Pylea
• toon town
• The Shire
• wonderland
• Oz
• the place where the looney tunes lived in space jam
• moron mountain from space jam
• the Vale of the Fairies
• Genovia